Little lights in my eyes, so happy and bright 

as I stare out my window and glare at the night 

Then I turn back to see the words on the screen 

that assure me my life is all right

And I think and I think as my body starts to shrink

down into my bed, all blue white and pink, 

To when I'll travel those miles just to see their smiles 

but I'm brought back to reality as I blink 

But in this world, those aren't just words 

they're thoughts conveyed and frayed and transferred 

And my stomach is churning and turning and burning 

as my emotions are once again stirred 

Because now I know that I'm not all alone

as I smile for a while, simply aglow

And it only now dawns on me that I've found where I belong

and it's here, in the land of unknown 

So I shall never have the balls and the gall 

to fall out and away, to betray and to brawl 

For this is my home, my throne, the backbone 

of any stability in my life, all in all 

I am drained of pain and coherent thought 

as I laugh and I act like I'm on crack and I talk

To those who make this fake face dissipate 

and stop me from being someone I'm not 

Love isn't long or strong enough to describe 

the feeling that forms me and warms my insides

But to the those hoes who know how to allow me to let go

thanks for being my little infinities, guys