I don't know if it has to do with the death arenas, or what, but man, we have some issues. Would I rather be the first of my friends to die or the last of them to die? Issues. One of my main issues with this question is that it's actually impossible for me to answer because, for me, both mean exactly the same thing. It's apples to apples, and I ain't talking bout no granny smiths or no red delicious...es, but, y'know, just apples in general. No variables.

Man, I can't imagine Wattpad if all of my friends died. It would just be me, Lindsay, and Moon left. That would suck. Is that really a life worth living? I don't know, it opens up a real can of worms, that. I can sit here and say it'd be pretty logical if once you die it's just sorta like a sleep without dreams, but why the heck should it be logical? I don't know! I can suppose all I want that it wouldn't be so bad because yeah there would be regrets and guilt, but you'd literally be a potato so you wouldn't know to regret, or to feel guilty. What they don't know won't hurt them is a phrase that gets a lot of hate for something undeniably true. It's just that people do know eventually, and that's when it hurts them. How can you be hurt without knowing about it? Anyway, so maybe that's what I think would happen, but all I know is that I don't know, and that's terrifying.

So if some demon fluttered down from its lair to sit on my knee and offer this proposal. I'd probably take the latter because I'm an absolute chicken. Sorry lads.