Hello guys! I'm back with a new One-Shot!!!! Sorry if I'm starting to update slow...well it's because school is starting again and I need to start preparing my school things😢.

Anyway this is Shindou's time to be here again! I hope you all like it! This is requested by Argentina-chan

⚠ This One-shot is different from the others,and this will be only in first person⚠

⚠Sad One-shot⚠

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Nanami's Pov.

Hello,I'm Uzumaki Nanami and I'm an Idol.
Let me tell you my sad love story.

As an Idol I don't have much free time to spend and even if I did I would only use it for practice singing or dancing.

I have a cousin name Kirino Ranmaru,he's a soccer player and he's like my bestfriend. Whenever I rest from my practice I would always call or text him or even hang-out. Of course my fans always find a way to see through my private life and they thought Kirino as my boyfriend. This isn't good for my reputation so I said to the media that Kirino is my cousin and luckly my fans started to forget this problem.

For the past two months I haven't contact Kirino,because I was busy about my come back,new songs and album. So I decided one day to pay a visit him without fans knowing.

When I arrived there at his school,I saw many people looking at me. Thank god I was wearing a sunglasses and a hat. I look around and can't find him,so I decided to ask one student.

"Umm...Do you know where is Kirino Ranmaru?"I ask a boy.

"Umm...I think he's at the soccer field"He said and I nodded.

"Thanks"I said and I went to the field.

When I reached the field,I saw him playing with his team.....and then I saw a boy....with light brown hair.

I saw him playing happily with my cousin and his team. Suddenly I can feel my heart beating fast. That is the first time I ever felt it. I never knew why I felt like that to that boy. After they played,I went down there and hug Kirino.

Everyone was confused,except for Kirino. After the hug,everyone of his team ask who am I...and of course they were shocked once I revealed myself.

Months have passed and my name become more known through some countries. And of course I become friends with my cousin's friends...But I become mostly close with Kirino's bestfriend...Shindou.

And everytime I was with him...I can feel my heart beating fast and I keep blushing whenever I look or speak with him. Sometimes I even blush when I hear his name.

And I know the reason why
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I fell in love with him
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I fell in love with Shindou Takuto.

I never knew that I'll even fall for someone..let alone it's dangerous. Because now I'm more popular...Fans always tries to know my private life.

I want to confess to him,but I don't have the courage. I'm scared.

Scared that he'll rejects me and never speak to me...and scared that if he feels the same way...all my fans will hate him and tries to hurt him,just like what they did to Kirino.

I love them..but they should let me have my personal life...and should not harm the people I love,so I just kept those feelings inside of me.

But it was hard...it was hard to keep those feelings...mostly if I'm always with him whenever I have time. So the only thing I can do....is...to avoid him.

It hurts for me to do it..but I need too. I don't want him to know my feelings and I don't want my fans to hate him,just because he's always with me.

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I regret it.
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Why?
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It's because he's gone.....
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Not for awhile
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But forever.

One day Shindou called me and I didn't answer it,because I was busy and I didn't want my heart to be hurt.

But two days later...Kirino called me and I answered it.
He said something that I'll never expect to hear..and never wanted.

He said
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"Nanami...he's gone...Shindou's gone"

"What to you me gone?!"

"He got an accident yesterday...and he...he didn't make it...Please come at ******* Hospital...I got something that he wants me to give it to you"

Those words....I never want it to hear...but I did.

I rush to the hospital while crying. I was so afraid...I didn't want him dead.

I saw Kirini sitting,crying. I pant and walk beside him.

He saw me and smile sadly.
He showed me where is Shindou's body.

When I saw it..my legs suddenly become weak and I fell. I can feel my tears keep coming. I couldn't stop crying.

The person..I love....is now gone...and I hate myself when I didn't asnwered his call.

Kirino put a hand on my shoulder and I look at him.

He gave me a letter and said it was Shindou's last letter. I open it and read it.

"Dear Nanami.
I don't know why you suddenly ignore me...and it hurts me a lot. Why?...Well...it's because I love you....I know you're an Idol..but I can't help it...this feelings won't fade....I always think of you and I wanted to know why you suddenly ignore me...But something tells me that you're only doing it..to keep me safe from your fans.
I'm happy to know that you care..but the only I want is...to be with you.

If you're reading this..I'm propably gone....I have a feelings that something might happen to me.

I love you Nanami...Always remember that you're the only I love and only will

Love Shindou"

I keep crying as I read the letter...If only I told him my feelings...this would not happen to him...He'll be my side now laughing and loving eachother.....

Three years had past I never loved anyone except Shindou. I don't want to love anyone else. And I don't care if I die alone..atleast up there...I'll meet him again.

Kirino had a boy and named it after Shindou. He still misses him and so do I. We'll never forget him.

Today I visited his grave and put some flowers and cry a little.

"I hope you're doing good there...and I hope you're taking care at us up there and no...I haven't got a boyfriend...Because the only person I will love is you..

I love you Shindou...Why did you left me so early?" I said and continue to cry.

No One's Pov.

Little did Nanami know....Shindou is watching her..crying too.

"I'm sorry....."He said and dissapear.

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Hi guys! I hope you like this new one-shot,even though it's a sad one.

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