Hi guys! This is my first one-shot of this year 2019!! It is a little bit different from the others, because this time, the reader is depressed. But I still hope you guys will all like it!
This is requested by: @kokicult

⚠️WARNING⚠️

Some parts of the story may be disturbing (at least for me it will...) and I hope you guys can forgive me if it is too disturbing. Just comment if it is and I will immediately change it! I hope you all enjoy! AND A VERY, VERY LONG CHAPTER!

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|•Your Pov•|

Rumors. One word that ruined my middle school life. That is the only thing that I could not escape from this world. No matter how long or how far I hide, it seems to have ways to find me and make my life more miserable than it already is.

It all started thanks to one person, and that is my so called best friend. Kagame Sakura. Well, ex best friend.

She's the one who started all of this fake rumors about me, and since she's the angel and perfect student, all of them believe in her lies.

You're probably asking, why did your best friend do that to you? Wanna know the truth? I don't even know.

We were close back then, we would do anything together and never hurt each other before. Until one day, she just ignored me. I thought that she was having a bad day, so I just left her alone and give her the space she need, but after that, she started to insult me whenever no one was around and when people are around, she would act as if I insulted her or hurt her. And with that, people started to hate me. But the worst thing she did to me, was create rumors about me. Rumors that aren't even true. She said that I always make out with some old men and would do dirty jobs to get money and that I treat my friends bad. Of course I tried to defend myself, saying that all of it aren't true, but none of them believe in me. The prefered believing to a fake person who back stabbed her best friend, instead of the person who's really telling the truth.

After that event, I slowly lost my friends and left being alone through the years of middle school. As soon as the first year of High School begun, I begged my parents to transfer me into a new school, they asked why and I said it's because I haven't going well with the studies in there. But obviously it was only a lie. I can't tell them the real reason, they wouldn't believe me if I did. They agreed, and transfered me into a different school. Inazuma High School.

I thought I would be all alone again, but at least I'll be alone with out my worst nightmare, but I was wrong. Some people talked to me and asked me to be their friends. I was a little bit afraid and didn't trust them, but soon, I quickly opened to them. I started to talk with the others too, help them if they need, I even joined a club activity and that is Soccer. I became one of the manager and became friends with the other four managers. Raimon Natsumi, Kudou Fuuyuka, Kino Aki and Otonashi Haruna. Of course I became friends with the team too, but mostly to one particular person. Endou Mamoru.

He's now my best friend. It was hard for him at first to become my best friend, but he didn't care and waited for me to trust him fully. Thanks to my new friends my life has gotten better. At least I thought it was.
I have nightmares about Sakura, and all my friends leaving me all alone again, and to calm myself, I started to starve myself. But I hide it with a smile, so no one can know about it.
It's been a year now, and I still have those nightmares....and I still starve myself.

Right now I'm in the field, watching the team practicing. I smile while watching.

"Hey, (Y/n)?" I heard Aki calling me. I turn around and look at her.

"Yes, Aki?"I ask her.

"Could you help me with these bottles of water? I can't really take all of them"Aki said. I smile at her and nodded. I took some bottles from her hands.

"Sure"I said and she smiles back at me.

"Thanks (Y/n), you're a life savior"Aki said as we walk to te bench and put all the bottles in there, and wait for the boys to take a break. For some reason, I have a feeling that someone is watching me. I turn around and see someone and my eyes widened.

My nightmare.

Sakura was standing there, with a smirk on her face. I could feel my blood running cold, and I could feel my palms are sweating.

'She's here.....Why is she here?!.....No...She's going to ruin my life again!'I thought in panic.

"-n)! (Y/n)!"I heard someone. I torn my glance from Sakura and look at Aki who's looking worried.

"Are you ok? You look pale. I've been calling your name, but you keep looking at that girl. Is there something wrong?"Aki ask and I shake my head.

"N-No. Everything is fine. I was just looking at her because she looks new"I lied. I can't tell her about, I can't tell to no one about it.

"Oh ok"She said but seems unsure. I glance again where Sakura is, but found no one. Where is her?

I let go of it and think that maybe it was another girl that looks like just her.

A few minutes later, the practice ended and all the boys went to the bench and take their own bottle of water. Haruna, Fuuyuka, Aki and I are handing their towels. Natsumi isn't here, because her dad needs to talk with her about something.

I handed Endou his towel, and he sends me a smile.

"Thanks Moon!"He says. He doesn't call me by my name, but by the nickname he gave me.

"Welcome, Sun" I said. Calling him by the nickname I gave him.

"You boys need to hurry up and change to your school uniforms. We're going to be late for our classes"Haruna said and all the boys said yes.

"Hey Moon, can you wait for me?"Endou asks me.

"Sure"I said. After all, we have the same classes.

The others already went to their classes except from me and Endou.

He is so slow on changing clothes! We ended up running just not to be late.
We arrived in our class, panting.

"I swear I'll leave you alone next time"I said to him.

"Aww, don't be so mean!"He whined as we sit to our own seats. Soon the teacher came in and we all stand up and bow to him. As soon as we all said our good mornings' we all back to sit again.

"Alright class, today we are having a new student. It's rare for us to have a new student at this time of the the year, but I hope you all treat her good. Please come in"The teacher said and then the door open. My eyes widened.

It was Sakura again.

She walks in and went beside the teacher, in front of us.

"Hello, I'm Kagame Sakura. I hope we can get along well"She said and puts her smile. Her fake smile.

'She's here...she's really here..'I thought and staring at her. She saw me and smirk.

'Oh no...this is the end of my life again' I thought.

"You can sit beside Endou, Kagame"The teacher said and Sakura sat beside Endou. And the then the lesson started.

|•Time Skip•|

I didn't relax one bit during the lesson, Sakura keeps staring at me.
Soon, the last lesson has ended. Everyone got out from the class, except Endou, Sakura and I.

"Endou-kun! Since I'm new, can you show me the entire school?"Sakura asks Endou as I quietly pack my things. I don't know what's her plan, and I don't want to know it.

"Ugh..sorry Kagame-san, but Moon and I need to go to our club"Endou said and Sakura secretly glares at me making nervous again.

"(L/N)-san, I'm sure you can go alone there right? You wouldn't mind if Endou-kun goes with me?"Sakura asks me with fake sweet voice tone.

"U-Uh..no, I don't mind. You can go with her, Sun. I'll just tell the others that you'll be late"I said and left them.

Once I got into the field, I told the others that Endou will be late and they started to practice without him. After the practice, Endou still hasn't show up. As soon as the boy are gone to change, Endou came running.

"S-Sorry, I'm late!"Endou said while panting.

"The practice is over, Sun"I softly said to him.

"Really? Man...I'm so sorry"He said.

"It's ok. It's just one practice."I said and grab my bag, but Endou took it from me.

"I'll carry this, as my sorry for not showing up"He said and the two of us started to walk, until we saw Sakura in front of the gate of school. Then she saw us...well Endou. She quickly run in front of us and look at Endou.

"Would you like to go home together?"She asks.

"Actually I-"

"Great! Let's go!"She said and pulls Endou beside her, making him drop my bag and then left me all alone. I silently grab my bag from the ground and look at them leaving me...all alone.

|•Two months later•|

It's been two months since Sakura came...and my life has been a hell again. First she stole my best friend...and now my friends. They all forgot about me, and it's all because of her.

She just appeared in my club and joined. With her being in the club, she did everything to make them forget me. And they did. They never spoke to me, never bothered to say hi, they don't even talk to me in class. All of them avoided me. All of them left me. He left me.

I really expected to some of them to leave me, but I never expected from Endou to do the same. I thought he would never leave me. But he did.  The boy I like choose to forget me. Yes. I like Endou. I like him ever since he showed me that the world isn't only black and white, but a colorful world. But thanks to him, I'm seeing the world black and white again.

I stopped coming to the club, because I know that they won't even be bothered. They don't remember me after all.

I soon became invisible here in this school too. At least she hasn't spread fake rumors like she did before. Or so I thought.

"How could you, (Y/n)!"Endou said to me as he stopped in front of me, looking angry.

"What?" I asks him.

"Don't play the innocent here! How could you do that to Sakura!" He said. I did what?

"What did I do to her?" I ask.

"You hurt her! You just hurt her for no reason! How can you be so cruel!"Endou said.

"What?! How can I hurt her, when I don't even talk to her more less se e her?!"I said.

"Sakura told us that you secretly see her and beat her! She has bruises all over her arms! Is that how you treat a sweet girl (Y/n)?! Are you that jealous of her being friends with us?! That she's close to me?!"Endou said, making me angry too.

"Jealous?! You seriously think that I would beat her up because she's friends with you all?! ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!  YOU ALL LEFT ME ALL ALONE AND ACT LIKE AS IF I NEVER EXISTED! AND NOW YOU ACCUSE ME OF BEATING HER?!"I yelled at him.

"YOU LIED TO ME! YOU SAID THAT YOU WILL TELL EVERYTHING TO ME! BUT YOU NEVER SAID YOU WERE A BULLY IN YOUR OLD SCHOOL AND THAT YOU BULLY SAKURA UNTIL NOW!"Endou yelled back at me.

"BULLIED HER?! ENDOU YOU LOST YOUR MIND! I NEVER BULLIED HER!! DO YOU THINK I'M CAPABLE OF HURTING HER?! HECK YOU KNOW THAT I CAN'T EVEN HURT A FLY!! STOP ACCUSING ME OF THINGS THAT I NEVER DO!"I said.

"You know what! Why don't you just leave us all alone! You'll do us all a favor!"Endou said and run off. My eyes widened.

I covered my eyes with my bangs as I look down.

"Leave you all alone huh...is that really want you want, Sun?......."I said to myself as I walk, my vision started to blur, until my mind went completely dark.

|•Endou's Pov•|

As soon as I left (Y/n), I decided to go to class to grab my bag. On the way I saw Gouenji and Aki. I was abiut to say something but he quickly punch me on my face and I fell on the ground.

"Ouch! What was that for, Gouenji?!"I said to him as I stand up.

"That hurt you?! Then why do you think (Y/n) felt when you said those horrible things to her?!"He said angrily.

"You heard that?...She deserves it! She hurt Sakura, Gouenji! She bullied her!" I said.

"I know you're stupid, but I never thought you would be this stupid. Are you seriously believing a girl that only shown up for two months than your best friend for a year?! Are you even thinking when you said those things to her?!!" He said.

"Sakura would never lie!"I said.

"Oh really?! How can you prove that?!"Gouenji said.

"Endou-kun....you really hurt (Y/n)...."Aki said.

"Why are you blaming me?! I'm not the only one who ignored her all these time!"I said.

"Well stupid, we have a reason to do that!" He said.

"And that is?!"I said.

"Here Endou-kun, watch this"Aki said, handing me her phone.

"Does she really think that I'll leave her alone?" Sakura said through the video, she was on a call.

"I'll never leave her alone. Now that I got her friends to be my slaves and made Endou believe thay she bullies me, there's no way that she'll stay in this school anymore. I bet she'll leave again, like she did in middle school. She's such a weak person. Does she really believe that she'll have friends who will stay with her? After they met me they totally ignored her. What a loser.
Anyway have you se-"

And then the video stopped. I look at the phone with a blank face.

'I can't believe this...all this time...I've been so bad to the girl I like....'I thought.

"You see now? That's the real Kagame Sakura. A one lying bi-"

"You don't have to say that word, Gouenji-kun!"Aki scolded Gouenji.

"I don't care! She deserves that name! And you!"He said while pointing at me.

"You better apologize to (Y/n). If you don't, I swear I'll beat you"Gouenji said and walk away.

"Ah! Gouenji-kun, wait up!"Aki said and walk away with him, leaving me all alone.

'Oh no...what did I do?...'I thought and then my mind started to think for the worst making me shake.

Then I started to run everywhere in the school. I asked everyone if they saw (Y/n) around, but none of them knew where she was. I started to panic more as I keep searching for her.

Then I saw Fubuki walking.

"H-Hey Fubuki!"I yelled as he turns around and saw me.

"Oh hey, Endou"He said as I stop in front of him, panting.

"H-Have y-you seen (Y/n) a-anywhere?"I ask as I keep panting.

"Yeah, I saw her going on the rooftop."He said and my eyes widened.

'Oh no..'

"Thanks, Fubuki!" I said to him as I started to run again. I run as fast as I could to the roof top, hoping that none of those that I imagine happened. I can't risk to lose my best friend, mostly if it is my fault that cause all of this mess.

Once I open the door, I look around and found (Y/n) standing closely at the edge. I quickly pulled her away from them.

"WHA-"

"Please don't do it!"I said as I hug her tightly.

"S-Sun...?"

"Please don't jump, Moon! I can't bare to lose you!"I said as tears started to scroll down.

|•Your Pov•|

"Please don't jump, Moon! I can't bare to lose you!"Endou said and my eyes widened.

'Jump?'I thought. I tried to break the hug, but Endou just won't let go of me.

"Sun...I'm not going to jump" I said softly, and I can feel Endou's arms relaxing and slowly breaking the hug. I can see tears from his eyes.

"Really?"He asks and I nodded as I softly caress his both cheeks.

"Why did you think that I'm going to jump?"I ask and he looks down.

"Because of what I said"He said and he looks at me.

"I'm sorry. For everything that I said, I know that you hate me now and that you wo-"He said but I cut him off with a kiss, at first he didn't respond, but soon he returned the kiss. But because we need air, we broke the kiss.

"I don't hate you, Sun...I could never hate you. I like you" I said and his eyes widened.

"R-Really?" He asks and I nodded.

"Do you know the meaning of your nickname?"I ask and he shakes his head.

"It means your the light in my dark life. You're the one who brought light in my life. And you're the only one who makes me feel this way..."I said.

"I like you too, Moon. Even though you're dark and misterious, you're still beautiful and shine so bright..."Endou said and kiss me again.

|•After That•|

After the kiss, Endou asks me to be his girlfriend, of course, I said yes. And then at the field we told everyone and they were so happy. They all apologize to me for being bad, and I forgave them. Then our coach said that Sakura left the club. The next day Sakura left the school and was never heard ever again.

It's been few months since Endou and I are dating, and everything are doing great. I never thought that in my life, there's going to be a light. But I'm glad, because that light is now the person I love the most, that light save me, and that light love me for who I am. That light is Endou Mamoru.

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