I carry a wasted heart everywhere I go
it's throbbing and cursing in suffocation
the surgery seems to worsen the doubts 
the gracelands now facing a drought 
i reassure her through my gritted teeth
my ugly face could never uphold a lovestory 
insides are twisted and turning in rage
how dare he?
but I give my camera smile
curling up in the wall ever so lovely 
lazy hating the battle I summoned
skies, celebrity tears
I write
because there's no other way to slice
the hatred I sow for years
I sing 
because there's no other way to witness
the hurricane of hearts I stirred
I love
because there's no other way to waste
the love he denied
and the dreams I can't cage
for you grow, flourish and breathe
within me
you're half of whatever I am
and half of the wasted heart 
I carry