I had never been so happy in my life. Don't know why but sadness always found a way to me. The moment I met jungkook and his hyungs I was relieved as I could now lean on someone now.
Everyday I used to visit my bangtan brothers. They always welcomed me with their beautiful smiles.
This summer we even went to Saipan and the trip was great.
But there was one thing that was disturbing me. Jungkook was hiding something from all of us. He seemed to be lonely and tensed all the time. Dunno why but I guess he was growing up.
So, one day, after college was over, I and jungkook went out for a walk in a park.
"Hey jungkook there is something I wanna ask you" I asked. Jungkook, who was lying leisurely on the grass opened his eyes and gave me a 'what is it' look. I hesitated then asked "jungkook are you...um.. Uh are you dating??"
He looked at me and then starting laughing. He then calmed down and said "no I'm not but a problem is going on with me." He got up and sat closer to me. He rested his head on my shoulder and then sighed.
"Hana, can't we be more than just friends" he was now looking straight into my eyes. I looked startled and asked"what do you mean more than friends "
He got up and said "I guess you need time" and with that he turned and started walking leaving me dumbstruck. "YAH!!JUNGKOOK HOW CAN U LEAVE ME AND GO!!! DAMN WAIT FOR ME!!" I ran and even he started running. Trying to tease me like always. We reached home I went up in my room and threw myself in the bed. What did jungkook mean. I asked myself. But I couldn't sort any answer, so I decided to take a shower. After a warm bath I wore my denim jeans and Gucci top and went downstairs. The room was completely dark,but I could picture jungkook's muscular figure sitting in the sofa. A dim light was glowing beside him, it was barely seen. I went closer and when I saw him my heart started racing furiously because his face was calm. Headphones were plugged in his ears, he leaned his head back on the sofa. He was patting his fingers on the sofa handle matching with the rhythm. Honestly , my heart had never raced so much when I saw him before.
He then slowly opened his eyes and they met mine. He patted the seat beside him,signalling me to sit. I sat and he curled his hand around my shoulder and pulled me to his chest. My heart was still pounding.
I knew jungkook for four months now. I always considered him as my best friend. But now I think my mind needed or actually had to change.