*TW: Self harm*

(F/n)'s POV

I intently watched them, she was standing next to Levi's chair and I could tell she was begging him something.

Then,

What is she-..............?

Levi's POV

I was peacefully eating my food when that blonde brat showed up at the table. "Tch. What do you want?" Clearly I was annoyed.

"I wanted to tell you what happened." "About what?" I furrowed my brows at her. "I drugged you so you would fall for me...since my boyfriend cheated on me."

"So you thought that drugging me to make out with you and breaking my, probably now, ex-girlfriend's heart would make you feel better?" I glared at her.

"I'm sorry.." She mumbled, "But you are over (f/n), right?" She whispered into my ear. "N-no(?)." I turned away and looked at Erwin to see if he could help me out here.

He just poker-faced and ignored my mental pleads of help. 'Damn, eyebrows.' I sighed looking back at Quinn.

She put her hand on my chest, and slid it up to my chin and tilted it up with a finger. "Wanna meet me back at my dorm tonight?" She whispered seductively.

"Fuck off brat!" I smacked her hand away. "Don't worry, I know you're acting like you're not interested so the others don't get suspicious." She winked.

"Wha-huh? That's not what I'm doing at all!" I raised my voice, scooting my chair away from her. That didn't help though, she quickly sat on my lap facing me.

I could tell that everyone in the room was staring at us. Some were even whispering to each other. I looked around and spotted (f/n) sitting alone, looking down at the table with her hair covering her face.

Even though I couldn't see her whole face, I could tell that she was infuriated.

(F/n)'s POV

That morherfucking blonde bitch ass bitch (Pewdiepie anyone?) was sitting on Levi's lap! What the hell?!

I glared at the table, my body was shaking from anger. After I finished drinking my tea, I smashed it back down on the saucer.

It broke into a bunch of shards and I left it there, everyone was staring at me now. I stood up and ran out of the mess hall and back to my room.

Before I left the mess hall, I saw Quinn steal a kiss from Levi which was even 'better'.

When I got to my room, I locked the door and took out my blade and suitcase from under my bed.

I started to pack some of my things. Not all, but some. I just needed an extra set of clothes. I got out another uniform from my drawer since I hated regular clothes.

While I was digging through my drawer, I found two pictures. One of them being Levi and I, and the other of my parents and I from when I was like twelve.

I frowned at the picture with Levi, and I ripped it in half, throwing it on the floor.

I took the one of my parents and put it in my bag. I've never seen that picture before though, I never even brought it here?

'Hm..weird.' I finished packing and put my bag on the floor next to the door. I walked over to my desk and took out a pen and paper to write a note.

To whoever finds this damn note,

I just want to let you know that I am no longer needed in the Scouts and I will be leaving.

Sincerely,
Cadet (f/n) (l/n)

(TW starts here)

I signed the note and left it on my desk, then grabbed my blade off of my bed. I took off my scouts jacket and rolled up my sleeve, centering the blade on my left forearm.

The cold metal was just barely touching my skin. I shivered from the cold object, then I heard a knock on the door which startled me.

I jerked my head towards the door a little too fast, that my torso moved too, causing the blade to cut deep into my arm. A little too deep.

My eye widened when I felt the slow trickling of blood roll down my arm. I slowly turned my gaze back to my arm, I let out a quiet delayed scream from shock.

'Oh my God...what have I done?!' The cut was at least an inch deep. 'I've gone too far this time..' (No pun intended)

(TW ends here)

"(F/n)..? If you're in there, can you at least let me in?" That voice. The monotone voice I didn't want to hear at all.

It was Levi. I stayed silent and listened to him. "Well if you are in there, please hear me out. I don't know if Quinn told you but, she said she drugged me into doing those actions with her. You probably don't believe me but it's the truth."

"I understand if you don't forgive me or never want to be with me again. Hell, you probably don't ever want to see my face again! Anyway, I just wanted to say I'm so so sorry for what I did. I just wanted to let you know that I'm always here if you want to come back."

"I love you." He mumbled.

And then he walked away. I got out one of my spare shirts and ripped a sleeve off, tying it around my cut arm. Then another God damn knock on the door was heard.

This time I answered it. Quinn. I rolled my eye. "You little asshole, you told me that you would explain yourself to Levi!" I shouted.

"I did, but he forgave me. He also said that he wants to stay with me, and not some cyclops." She sneered. "Oh really? Because he just left here apologizing and saying that he loves me!" I replied.

"N-no he didn't!" She frowned, "By the way, where did you get that stuff to make Levi do that crazy shit?" I raised an eyebrow.

"Uh..why do you want to know?" She furrowed her brows. "That is none of your fucking concern." I growled, grabbing her neck with my right hand and lifting her off the ground by a few inches.

"Now tell me. Where. Did. You. Get. That. Stuff?" I slowly asked. "A-a scientist...n-named..............Ms...........
K-a...Kataoka..." She choked out.

'That psychotic scientist that tried to kill me for my powers?!' "What does Rani have to do with this?" I scowled. "Y-you know her?" She grasped my hand with hers, trying to release my grip from her neck.

I let go of her, and she fell to the floor, coughing nonstop. "I...*cough* d-don't *cough* know.." She answered.

"Then how did you get it from her?" I kneeled down to her level. "I was walking around town, and she just gave it to me after I told her about my ex-boyfriend." She answered after a few minutes of catching her breath.

"Like I said earlier... fucking leave Levi and I alone, got it? If I ever..and I mean EVER see you near him, that will be the last thing you do. UNDERSTAND ME?!" I shouted in a dark tone, holding my blade up to her throat.

She was shaking and looked down at the blade. "B-blood..?" She muttered, seeing my blood on it from when I hurt myself.

"Zip it, now..understand what I said?" I put the blade closer to her throat and she frantically nodded. "Good." I threw the blade back into my room, and grabbed the collar of her shirt.

I pulled her back up to her feet and shoved her against the wall across the hallway. "GET OUT OF MY SIGHT." I boomed, watching her scurry away.

'I'm still leaving though.' I grabbed my suitcase and snuck down the hallways in search for commander Erwin's office. I was only going to tell him that I was leaving since I could trust him.

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Yeah I don't really know where this chapter was heading to, but YOLO

Now I am going to go and attempt to, some what, dance to Story Of My Life by my sons, One Direction.

❤️Peace❤️