Hanji's POV

"We have some news...."

The nurse told Ethan and I. "What is it?" Ethan asked.

"Thankfully she wasn't successful in killing herself and she just missed her heart by a centimeter when she stabbed herself. Therefore, she is still alive but went unconscious due to blood loss." The nurse answered.

"OH THANK GOD!" I shouted, sighing in relief. "Thank you! May we see her?" Ethan asked her. "Sure, but she's still knocked out and will probably be like that for awhile." The nurse replied.

"Define, awhile." I furrowed my eyebrows. "Eh..erm...maybe a few days at the latest." She rubbed the side of her arm and bit her lip.

We both nodded and walked into her room. She had wires all over her, a breathing mask and bandages wrapped around her left arm and a large bandage covering her chest.

I could hear her weak and slow breathing from underneath the breathing mask. 'I can't believe Levi's shitty actions caused her to do this to herself.'

I sat down on a chair next to her and held her right hand in mine. "It'll be fine, (f/n). I'm sure that Levi still loves you." I whispered.

"What did Levi do to her?" Ethan looked at me then back to (f/n). "She caught him cheating at the New Years party." I answered, still looking at the heart broken girl on the infirmary bed.

The door burst open and revealed a shocked Levi. "Oh no you don't! Get your unforgiving ass out of here!" I shoved him out of the room.

"Move, shitty glasses! Let me see her!" He shouted, trying to push me out of the way but failed since Ethan was also helping me push him out.

"After what you made her do to herself? I don't think so!" We managed to get him out and shut the door, locking it quickly.

Levi's POV

God dammit I was such a fool! I can't believe I did that to (f/n)...I don't even know why I did that! What was I thinking?

I don't even know if she's alive or not! FUCK! WHY CAN'T I JUST REVERSE TIME AND GO BACK TO WHEN HANJI AND I WERE TALKING ABOUT MARRIAGE?!

I walked back to my office, but got stopped by Quinn on the way. "We still up for tonight?" She asked seductively. "Shut the fuck up, brat." I replied, getting her off of me.

"Oh come on, Levi. I'm a lot better than that (f/n) chick. And I can offer a lot more then what she could have." She whined like the annoying little brat she is.

"Shut up." I repeated myself. "Please!" She begged. 'I can't take it anymore.' I slapped her. I. Actually. Slapped. A. Bitch.

"Ow! Levi?! What the hell was that for?!" She shouted, covering her cheek. "For making me hurt the one I love most." I answered her, walking back to my office.

*Four days later*

Hanji's POV

"You really think she'll be ok?" Eren asked me, as I brought him to visit (f/n). She was sadly still knocked out. "Physically or emotionally?" I looked at him.

"Yes." He answered. (I always answer like that so..XD) "Physically; yes. Emotionally;...I'm not so sure." I answered, truthfully.

Eren nodded as he sat down on the chair next to her bed. "It must have been bad, y'know..since she's still knocked out." Eren sighed.

"Yeah, she actually went all the way through her arm when stabbing herself!" "Whoa, really?! She's very tuff for going through pain like that!" Eren exclaimed.

Levi's POV

It was the middle of the night, and I went to visit (f/n) in secret. Hanji was alseep outside of her door since someone needed to watch her so she wouldn't try and kill herself again.

I sighed, sitting on the edge of her bed and watched her resting form. I was told that she was still alive, thankfully. 'What do I tell her when she wakes up. Heck, IF she wakes up. She's been out for awhile now.'

"Screw it, I have to apologize to her until she agrees to forgive me..and hopefully wants me back." I muttered to myself. I guess I was a little loud since I saw her stirring around in bed.

*(F/n)'s Dream*

"You told me that you would promise to never leave me..or hurt me." My lip trembled. "I did...I'm sorry (f/n). I'm so so sorry." Levi replied, tears in his eyes.

"I don't know if I can forgive you..." I looked down at the ground, rubbing my arm. "Please forgive me, I'll never do it again. I promise." He slightly grinned.

"Don't promise something you can't keep." I glared at him. 'He's just going to break that promise too.' I averted my gaze from him again.

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"(F/n)..we shouldn't be seeing each other anymore.." Levi sighed. "W-what do you mean?" I looked at him, with sadness.

"I mean..I don't feel the same way for you like I did before. I've fallen for someone else now." Levi replied, looking away from me.

"Who would that be, exactly?" I tried looking at his face but he kept moving away from me. "Q-Quinn..." He answered.

Anger flooded my system. That bitch. "Greetings, (f/n)!" I heard an annoying voice from behind me. I turned around and saw Quinn flashing a bright smile, hiding something behind her back.

"Nice to see you again, I see Levi has told you everything?" She looked at Levi, with lust in her eyes. "He did." I lowly answered.

"Well that's good!" 'Damn she way too cheerful.' "Guess you won't mind me doing this," "Wha- HUH?!"

She took an axe out from behind her back that she was hiding, and smashed it into my skull.

*Back to Levi's POV*

(F/n) let out a scream, jolting to a sitting position in the bed. Her eye opened, and it was wide with fear. "(F/n)..?" I furrowed my eyebrows at her with shock.

"Levi..?" She looked at me with anger now. "I-I'm sorry, (f/n)...I don't know what I was doing." I scratched the back of my neck, looking across the room.

"But, why?" She quietly asked. "I was just upset.." "With?" "Hanji thought I was going to propose to you..but she misunderstood what I said. And I got mad at her telling her that I wasn't wanting to get married for awhile."

"Oh.." She mumbled. "Then I thought that you wouldn't feel the same for me..you know, to marry me." I added.

"I just don't know if I can trust you after what you did." "I understand that..I wouldn't either." I looked at her finally.

"Anyway, how long was I out?" She looked at the wall clock. "Almost two weeks." I answered. "Oh." Her eye widened a little.

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Goodness gracious, it's 3:30am here and I'm wearing oversized pj pants, my hair is done up like Hanji's XD and I'm wearing my glasses cuz I'm as blind as a fucking bat!

I can't even read my digital clock properly, and it's like ten feet away from me. XD

I'm also listening to Star Wars in 99 seconds by Jon Cozart, quietly singing along and it's been on repeat for like fifteen minutes! HELP ME!!!

I'M NOT EVEN TIRED, WHAT IS HAPPENING?!?!

I was also thinking about doing a q/a? I just wanted you guys to get to know me a bit more! ^~^ And if I do, should I make a separate book for that or answer questions at the end of a chapter in an author's note?

Lemme know!

❤️Peace❤️