Chapter Twelve. She Called Me Fag.
Note: so this is five months later and Dean's birthday is in a couple of days.
-Five Months Later-
-Castiel-
I was in my room working on the drawing I'm going to give Dean on his birthday when my mom came into my room. I could never in a million years have guessed what she was going to say.
"Hey mom." I said happily because I was in a great mood today. I wouldn't say it's because of Dean but it's because of Dean. Mom on the other hand looks like she's on the verge of crying.
"Are you okay mom?" I ask, a little concerned.
"What have I done wrong Castiel?" She asks and I frown.
"I don't understand."
"I saw you in the park. You and that other boy. What where you doing Castiel? You where kissing him! Do you want to betray your lord like your brother did? Do you?" She spitts out the words like they where poison and I look at her in schock.
"What." I say but it comes out as a whisper.
"It's a sin Castiel, a sin! You can't meet that boy again. I'm not letting you." She hisses and now my fright turns into anger.
"You can't keep me from seeing Dean. He's my soulmate!" I say loudly and stands from the chair. Now it's her turn to stare at me in schock. But she quickly hides her expression and her eyes looks cold.
"Not again. Out of my house. There is no sinners in this home. Out you fag." It felt like she stabbed me, hearing those words leave her mouth and my vision turned blurry from tears. Without looking back I ran downstairs. In the hallway I met my dad, he just got home from working in his church.
"Good evening son." He said and put a hand on my shoulder and for a moment I thought that he won't let mom do this.
"Help me dad, mom found out my soulmate is a guy and she's throwing me out!" I cried. What happened next came as a shock but I hate myself for being surprised. He pushes me away like he got burned and then he turned his back to me.
I ran out the door and slammed it shut as hard as I could but after that my anger ran of me and everything feels hopeless.
-Dean-
I am jerked awake by the sound of the doorbell and curses silently, who the hell is out this late? I give my watch a glance and it says 11:53. I open a door to find Castiel. At first I'm happy to see him and forgets to be mad about how late it is but then I see that he's crying.
I quickly pull him inside and close the door before putting my arms around him, pressing him close to me. I don't know what's wrong or what's happened but I don't ask because he'll probably tell me when he's ready. Castiel buries his face in my t-shirt.
I kiss the top of his head and rubs slow circles on his back. His breathing slows down and he seems to be a little calmer. We stand like this for several minutes before Castiel lets go of me and takes a step back.
"I'm sorry for ruining your shirt." Cas says in a low voice. I shake my head.
"I don't care about the shirt. Are you okay?" I ask and he stands silent for a moment before answering.
"I don't think so... No... no I'm not okay." He tiredly rubs his face with his shirt sleeves to remove tears.
"Do you want to talk about it?" Cas shakes his head.
"No but I'll tell you anyways tomorrow. ...Can I stay here tonight?"
I nod. "Of course." I take his hand and he follows me upstairs to my room.
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I can hear someone calling my name and I'm once again awoken. Only this time it's morning and it's my mom. First I wonder why she's waking me up, it's Saturday, then I realise that I'm sleeping with my boyfriend curled up next to me and I have an arm around his waist. Yeah, she probably have some questions.
"Dean?" Mom says again and I carefully sit up, trying not to wake Cas. I roll out of my bed, it was the only way to get out without risking to wake Cas up, and stand up. I'm happpy that both Cas and I are fully clothed.
"You know I'm 100% supportive about you having a boyfriend but aren't you to young to..." She asks and I blush violently.
"No! Gosh, no! Mom, I'm not even 15 yet!" I whisper. She shrugs. "He just needed to stay here over night." I explain.
"Why did he need to stay here?" I open my mouth to tell her when remembering that I don't know.
"...I'm not sure but he seemed serious." I'm standing with my back to Cas so I haven't noticed that he's woken up and his voice makes me jump a bit.
"It is serious. And I promised to tell you." Both me and my mom turns to Cas who's sitting up in the bed. I take a few seconds to admire how hot he is when waking up in the mornings. If mom wasn't standing next to me I would probably have run my fingers through his messy hair.
"You know my mom is very religious?" I nod and he continues. "And you know what happened to Lucifer?" I starts to nod to that to before realization hits me and I stare at him.
"She didn't...?" I almost yell.
"She did." He says tiredly and looks sad.
"That selfish bitch." I hiss and punch a wall to let out some of my anger. My hand did not agree with my brain about that it was a good idea because it hurts like hell. My mom just stares at me.
"Mind your language boy. And what is going on?" She looks very confused.
"Do you mind me telling her?" I ask Castiel because I don't know if he's okay with Mary knowing.
"No you can tell her." He replies and pulls my cover over his head.
"His jerk to mom has thrown him out because he is gay." I say and mom looks shocked.
"What? She can't do that, he's his son."
"She can. She's already done it to my older brother." Cas' voice is muffled by the covers. "She called me faggot." He continues with a snort and my mom puts a hand over her heart. Then he removes the covers and stands up.
"Do you have somewhere to stay?" She asks and Castiel nods.
"My brother, Lucifer, who got thrown out when he was fourteen is now 23, engaged and have a daughter. He promised me that if mom ever found out I could stay with them in their house." My mom looks relieved.
"Good, then you're not homeless. You're always welcome to stay here if you would need to." Cas smiles a little.
"Thanks, I appreciate it."
"There is breakfast downstairs when you boys get hungry." She tells us before leaving us alone and closing the door to my room.
I turn to Castiel and kiss him on his mouth.
"Good morning." He smiles as I run my fingers through his hair.
"Good morning."
Written: 3rd September 2016
Published: 27th February 2017
Words: 1386
(1th February 2017)
Yes I did indeed finish this chapter about 4 months before I finished the last one. Lol.
(3rd September 2016)
Holy mother of the god that I don't even believe in the sky is beautiful! It's 11:09pm and I just went outside to pee (this cabin doesn't have running water yet) and the sky is so full of stars that my brain isn't working! (Fyi I love stars as much as I love Destiel so a lot) and I just stood there, staring at all the millions of stars for over 20 minutes. Then I had to go inside because I'm only wearing pajamas and it's like 1°c outside but I wish I had a sleeping bag because then I would be sleeping outside!
(27th Febryary 2017)
I thought this was published, my bad lol)
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