Four
...Lore
That rhymes. *Laughs*

-One Week Later-

-Castiel-

Dean turns to me with one of those bright smiles that makes you feel happy. He looks at me like he's a little confused but then he laughs.

"Cas. I'm happy you're here." I smile back at him before responding.

"I am too." I get a weird sensation in my arm when he grabs it and drags me with him to a playground. He sits on a swing.

"Dude we're fourteen." I say and he just smirks.

"So?" I laugh and takes the swing next to him. I don't know why but the whole time we sit silently, swinging back and forth, I can't stop smiling.

And then I woke up. First I lay half asleep with a strange feeling of happiness then it hits me what just happened. I sit up so fast that I get dizzy and have to lie back down. What the hell? Did I just? I ...had a dream?! About... Oh. Oh!

But that means that Dean is my soulmate. I hope that won't affect our friendship, he's my best friend. Okay, it will definitely have an affect on our friendship. A thing like a soulmate is hard to hide for to long. But do I really dare to tell Dean? He has actually already started to dream like half a year ago, if it was me he would have told me.

This also means that I'm gay. Like Lucifer. Mom is going to freak if she finds out, I can't tell her if I want to have somewhere to live. I'll have to lie to her. I sigh, I don't like to lie to my mother. But I have to.

I slowly steps out of my bed onto the cold floor. I'm wearing pajamas and it's Sunday so I don't care to put on clothes before going downstairs to eat something. My mom and Gabriel is already up and are talking about something while eating.

"Good morning." Mom says cheerfully and puts a plate with eggs and bacon in front of me as I sit down. "Any dreams?" She continues and I shake my head.

"Wouldn't I tell you if so?" I say and tries to ignore the guilt. I smile before stuffing my face with food. Gabriel finishes eating first and disappears upstairs. I eat as fast as I can and then I run up to my room. I need to think. As I close the door to my room to get some privacy I hear someone clear his throat and I swirl around. I find Gabriel on my bed.

"Have you forgotten that I always can see when you lie Cassie?" He says and I ket out the deepest sigh ever heard. Crap.

"So you dreamed? Why didn't you tell mom? Wait, I can black mail you now!" He talks fast and a little too loud so I put a hand over his mouth.

"Be quiet!" I hiss at him. "I didn't tell her because... Do you know what happened to Lucifer?" He gives me a questioning look and shakes his head.

"What do you mean? He moved and then we haven't heard from him. Has something happened to Luci?" I sigh and realises that now I will have to make this 10 year old see more of the cruel part of the world.

"His soulmate was another guy and mom threw him out because he was gay." I whisper and feel like I'm going to be sick. If she finds out my own mom will throw me out. His eyes widens.

"What?"

"Yes. And I dreamed about Dea- a guy and if she finds out she will do the same to me! Please Gabriel, don't tell her." A tear rolls down my cheek before I can stop it and I quickly dries it off with my pajamas shirts sleeve. Gabriel seems to see the seriousness in the matter because he puts a hand over his heart.

"I swear, not a word about this will escape my lips." He smirks. "If you tell me who you dream about." I know I have no choice but to tell him.

"It's my friend, Dean. Don't tell a soul!" He nods.

"Well, except Samsquatch, I'll have to tell my Moose. But he won't tell anyone I swear." He skipps out of the room giggling. I can hear him yell to mom that he's going over to Sam's place. I sit down on my bed again. A loud ping can be heard from my phone and I pick it up.

Dean: Hey Cas, wanna do something? I smile at the text, of course I want. I quickly sends a 'Yes' back and he messages me where to meet him.

-Dean-

I sit in the shadow of a tree in the park, waiting for Cas to show up. I'm not sure I want to take him to my home because my whole family would stand and smile weirdly and probably accidentally let it slip that he's my soulmate. I close my eyes and let the cool breeze sweep over my face. After a minute I can hear steps over the grass. I open my eyes and smile as my gaze meets Castiel's unmistakable blue ones.

He greets me and I hold my hand out so he can help me up. Okay making his skin touch yours is maybe not the best idea if you are trying to hide your major crush on him. But I can't help loving the feeling when he takes my hand and pulls me up so I'm standing.

"So where do you want to go?" I ask him because I haven't thought out some plan, I just wanted to meet with Cas today. He shrugs and seems to be thinking about something else.

"Can't we go to your place?" He says and smiles. I think I am imagining the little blush on face when he looks away. I don't want to say no to Castiel but I'm not sure I want my family near him because there is no way they wouldn't recognise him. I have described him to them and anyone would realise who those blue eyes belonged to. But I can't give him a good reason why he couldn't be at my house so...

"Sure."

Written: 27/7-16 & 5/8-16 & 6/8-16
Published: 2/10-16
Words: 1069