James' POV

I dodge the punch Alex throws at me, staying light on my feet as I tumble to the ground, using the momentum to knock Alex onto his knees. He stumbles, falling on his back, but before I can pin him, he's back on his feet, spinning around to kick me in my chest. My Super speed allows me to dodge at the last second, but I' not fast enough, the tip of his shoe grazing my chest and causing me to stumble backwards.

I take a second to regain myself, spitting out the blood that pooped into my mouth after Alex's last successful punch.

Forgot to worry about the asshole's kicks too.

"Ready to hand over the title of Alpha?" Alex mocks, smirking and I shake my head at him, used to his habit of trying to bait me into losing focus and control. A tactic that has yet to succeed.

  "Fuck you, pry it from my cold dead hands." I mock back, knowing that Alex would never challenge my for the title of Alpha. Not only would I fully beat his ass, but the stupid wolf barely even wants the Beta no matter how much the both of our families try to convince him.

He just loved giving me shit of course.

Alex goes to lunge at me, going for my midsection, I evade his attempt and elbow the wolf between the rib cage with a satisfying thwack.

Alex groans and immediately goes down, bitching about the pain. I chuckle as I go to walk inside his house, his backyard always the perfect spot for training. Especially away from the old man. "Cheater." Alex grumbles as he hoists himself up and I just roll my eyes as I walk up the steps to the porch and inside the back door, the cool AC feeling heavenly after training in the burning July sun.

And wolves like Incubi, are highly susceptible to any type of heat or fire whether it be magic or natural.

  We head straight towards the kitchen, finding the house strangely quiet since an hour ago the sounds of the rest of his family watching TV filled the space.

I reach the refrigerator first and immediately grab a bottle of water as well as a jug of lemonade, needing to replenish my water supply but also seeking something a little sweet and refreshing. Alex grabs some cups and start pouring out the lemonade as I get out a bottle of water for him as well. I open my own and down it in less than a minute, my breathing finally slowing now that the water helped cool me down. I grab a glass of lemonade as Alex goes in search for his family. "Bri!" He calls while standing at the kitchen door way, an ear facing the hallway in hopes of catching an answering yell.

  What we don't expect is for Briana, Alex's little sister, to come around the corner, her locs having grown to her shoulders, the tweleve year old causing the both of us to jump.

  "What?" She asks, clearly annoyed to be bothered. The idea makes me chuckle. Briana has always been a sort of spunky that made old school parents livid and assholes like me laugh. And I do much to her confusion when she pins me with an even more annoyed stare.

  'Well, excuse me.' Sloan scoffs, offended by her preteen attitude.

  "Where's mom and dad. And where are you going?" He asks when as he notices the bookbag strapped to her back. Bri rolls her eyes at her brother right as the doorbell rings. My eyes fly up in confusion but Bri just sighs.

  "You really don't listen. Mom and Dad are going to the Council meeting and my friends are coming to get me so we can go to the movies and out to eat." She says in the most "duh" monotone voice I've ever heard. Looking close to strangling his baby sister, Alex just shakes his head and pulls his wallet out, handing his sister two twenties that instantly makes her smile.

"Don't let any of the wolves try to impress you by buying you stuff. You can buy your own shit." He tells her and she rolls her eyes but goes to hug her brother and smile nonetheless. "Alright, don't keep your friends waiting, Toot."

  She groans at the nickname Alex gave her when they first met six years ago, but doesn't complain, just storms off down the hallway towards the front door.

  I chuckle to myself as she leaves, pouring myself another glass of the lemony goodness as Alex comes to lean on the island across from me. "Look at that, you have the pad all to yourself." I tell Alex, knowing that sometime the wolf just likes to be alone, he chuckles at my teasing before motioning me to follow him out of the room. I place the pitcher back into the fridge before grabbing my cup and following Alex. I expect for us to park in the living room like we usually do, but instead he leads us upstairs towards his room.

  The room is just as it always is, mostly clean with a little bit of controlled chair scattered around, random pils of nothing that he'll somehow need one day.

  I place my cup on his desk that's scattered with both pack and school papers. Inwardly I shake my head, realizing that in only four years we would be the leaders of this pack. It seemed so far and yet around the corner at the same time. Alex walks straight to his bed and flops on his face down, his legs hanging off the other side of it as he buries his face in the comforter.

  Knowing that when he's ready he'll speak up, I just cross the room and sit on the bed, leaning back and crossing my hands behind my head allowing there to be no pressure or expectation in the silence. Just as I'm sure he's not going to say anything, Alex is propped up on one hand, looking down on me with a worried look in his eyes, his teeth gnawing at his bottom lip in worry.

  "What?" I ask, curious as to what's tormenting him so much. Alex is usually an upfront and in your face kind of guy, so to see him so distressed over something is concerning.

"I was thinking about it yesterday and the day before that, but in less than two years we're going to be meeting the loves of our lives. The Luna and the Sol, the Moon and Sun of the pack, Mates to the Alpha and Beta, leaders of the pack." Alex's voice is dramatic though muffled by his face still being half in the comforter but his words strike a nerve that I didn't know I had.

Fear pierces my heart at the idea of meeting our Mates also being the same time we find the people who are going to help lead our pack. Not only lead them but love us too.

And those shoes feel a little bit to fill even for me.

A fear that my Mate won't accept me because they can't accept fhe responsibility that comes with me settles in my heart. While I would pray that the Goddess Mated me with someone that was kind and compassionate and strong enough to love me and their role, I also understand that sometimes things are harder than we expect them to be. Especially when faced with such a radical option head on. It's a lot to handle and take in. And honestly, I don't know how I would feel on the other side of it all. But what I do know, is that I would give anything for a chance to me able to have a love like what I see between Alex's parents.

Before my mind can spiral any further, Alex speaks again, his eyes almost seeming as if he can't hold my gaze. "Do you ever worry that you won't be enough or ready for your Mate?" He asks me and I'. caught off gaurd, but expecting the question.

  "In what way."

"Sexually." He says bluntly and I almost choke on air. "Like as wolves we don't really do much before we find our Mates. But what if our Mates isn't a werewolf. What if they have experience and past or current lovers and since I'm so ignorant they won't want me." He asks and just when I thought my anxiety was at its quota another fear is unlocked.

  "That's a good point." Is all I can say, feeling more than a little discouraged by the whole idea of getting older at this point.

"Well.... what if we.... experimented to get some practice." He asks and my eyebrows shoot up. While it's not illegal or even unheard of for wolves to have relationships, most wolves regard any sexual activity as almost taboo. Something the younger wolves don't entirely appreciate and I'm inclined to agree with them.

  "Like we go to the Pleasure District?" I ask both confused and intrigued, my dick already feeling a spark of arousal just at the idea of maybe trying something new. Being able to touch someone like that.

  "No." Is all Alex says before a determined look comes over his eyes and he's leaning down, pressing his lips to my own that are parted in surprise. There's a beat of awkward stillness and I can feel Alex go to pull away, but for some reason I stop him, the fears on repeat in my mind and the warm touch of his lips pressed against mine on my mind. With a nervous breath, I start moving my lips, my left hand going to Alex's waist to steady him, my cock twitches when I'm met with skin, forgetting that our excessive sweating in training lead to us taking our shirts off.

  The realization makes my cock harden more, my cheeks gaining color in embarrassment about how much I'm enjoying this. Same sex Matings aren't rare in any sense in the Supernatural community, even the wolf packs having a good percentage of same sex couples.

  The small piece of shame that rises in me from the way I want to touch Alex pull him closer and rub against him.

  'That's your instincts. You're a wolf with cultural and societal traditions, but your body is still human.' Sloan tells me smugly as a small moan escapes me when Alex's leg rubs against my boner.

  Much to my surprise, Alex shifts so that he's almost directly in top of me, my boner rubbing against his own, his own soft moans vibrating through my own chest. Our lips move in synch and our bodies soon follow, grinding into each other, seeking the friction that will relieve my body's needs.

Alex's hands find my hair, and pulls on it lightly, his mouth leaving my own for a quick second to clumsily and hesitantly place kisses on  my neck and collarbone. The action makes me shiver and my hips shift, pressing into him, earning a moan from the both of us.

We're both breathing hard as we allow our bodies to take control, exploring with our hands bodies and tongues, practicing and learning. That is, until my mind is so jumbled by the frustratingly limited friction, that I slightly push Alex off of me until he's sitting beside me on the bed with hooded eyes and swollen pink lips, his usually well kept hair a full mess. With nerves in my throat but hormones driving me fucking crazy, I get off the bed and slowly pull my pants down, anxiety slamming my heart. In the back of my mind there is room for shame and regret, knowing that if my father ever finds out, we would both be killed, but I can't focus on it, only on the aching pulsing cock between my legs, the tip of it dripping as I step out of my clothes.

  Alex's eyes are wide as he takes me in, and a part of me can't help but feel a little bit great about the look of approval and almost need in his eyes.

Just the sight of him watching me as his own hand trails towards his crotch, his hips shifting to press against his hand as my cock twitching. My hand travels down my stomach to wrap around my warm steely length, a long moan dripping from my chest at the feel of the contact. I'm barely able to keep my eyes open, but I manage it, watching as Alex lifts his hips and frees his own cock. This time it's my turn to stare, his tan dick long and slightly curve and almost as thick as my wrist. I silently thank the Moon Goddess that I'm not his Mate so that I don't have to worry about taking that.

My hand tightens around my cock as I jerk myself off, my hips shifting back and forth, trying to feel more, all of it all at once.

Through squinted eyes I watch Alex lean back into his forearms as he watches me, one of his hands traveling towards his nipple before the other finds his tip, his pointer finger tracing the head lightly as he hisses.

  Fuck that's hot.

His hand goes to grip his own member, stroking it to a painstakingly slow rhythm his breathing increasing as his cock gets more sensitive, moans of appreciation and bliss falling from his lips as he watches me.

  I continue standing, bringing my other hand down to fully grip my cock from tip to base, using my hips to basically fuck my hands.

  I feel my knees buckle as the pleasure continues to increase, my mouth no longer in control of the noises I'm producing. Alex and I make eyes contact as we continue to fuck ourselves, his moans only spurring my own pleasure on.

  Fuck, it's been a while since I masterbated and never had it been as intended as now, having Alex watch me, his own cock in hand.

  I watch as his eyes flash black and my pleasure is tipped over the edge, the wave of my orgasm all consuming as my legs shake and my eyes try to screw shut, loud moans of ecstasy coming from me as I ride through my orgasm, cumming all over the floor in front of me. I'm still riding the last of my own orgasm when Alex cries out loudly, his hips thrusting up wildly into his hand as he twists his nipple. I watch through goddess eyes and with gasping breath as cum shoots out form his pulsing cock and lands on his stomach and chest, his cries of pleasure making me shiver as I let my own cock go, reeling from the most powerful orgasm I've experienced.

  "Fuck." Alex says as he pants, laying face down on the bed. He stand up, cock still hard as he walks towards the bathroom. I hear a thing of wipes get opened as I assume he cleans himself. "Well, seemed like good practice to me." Is his joke as he comes out of the bathroom. He tosses a wipe at me before pulling on his pants and heading to the hallway  calling that he's going for a snack.

  I blink and shake my head before laughing, cleaning myself off before going to flush the wipe. I pull my pants back on.

That bastard never makes anything awkward. A personality trait I was growing to like more and more. My cheeks stain after I remember when I just did with my best friend, but I know I don't want to date him or anything like that. Something about having him, or I guess anyone watch me just made me feel turned on in a way I never felt before.

Before I thought about it too hard Alex was back, and I tucked the thoughts away as we set up to game and relax before I had to get back home.

  We don't bring it up for the rest of the day but I can't help wondering if something like that will happen again.

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Okay this was hot. I know not all of you like exhibitionist or non-Mate play but I love it i think it's realistic and it spices things up.

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