' This is definitely something embarrassing to know about me and that is. . . I like to analysis people. Don't get me wrong, it's not something like a creepy stalker or something, I just like to notice what kind of a mood each person is, and so I began to read people. It gets really awkward when you get caught starring at that person but I just say, I day dream a lot and. . . I escape hahha'

As a shiver ran through her spine,it made her realize how awkward of a position she had kept him in, so she gently began to unwrap her hands from his waist. But as she beings to do so, her work comes to a halt. Grabbing her small hands into his, he turns her Infront of him so that he would face her, directly. Starring into her eyes, he maintained a strong eye contact for a good second. 

' Stop me now ' His voice comes out, soft. He was a inch from doing something he had never ever visioned in his entire life of living. And he was afraid about the after consequences but he couldn't care less in the moment.

She was baffled for a second as to what had happened and the words which he spoke. She could feel her heart, beating out of her chest, close to exploding. What does he mean by that. Does he know what kind of a huge rush of emotion he had broken lose in my heart when he had spoken those words?

' What do you mean. . . . By that? ' Thought she acted clueless, deep down, it was like her heart already new what he meant by that. A warming. But she didn't understand what type of a warning. She suddenly felt his hands slither slowly around her waist, settling on her lower back. She gasped slightly at the sudden contact, as he caressed her back ever so gently.

' Your words do something to me Y/n. I can't figure it out or put it into words, but the grip you have on me is amazing. The way you turn my mood from ten percent to a hundred is magnificent. Shocking. How that smile of yours calm's my anxiety filled heart is a mystery I don't ever want to find out, in case I lose it. Everything about you seems to fit my life like a confusing as fuck, puzzle ' The words rolled out of his mouth like a novel. 

He never knew how poetic he was until now. He didn't know where had gotten the courage to move his arms around her waist, but he felt the need to do so. He could feel it in his own bones and body and he wishes to do the same. He wanted to make her feel something. A emotion, a rush, a excitement. And he just prayed it did end up working. 

' J-jay... ' Her voice sounded low. She didn't have the energy to put the words out more stronger. They began to come out as a whisper. ' No matter what happens in the future, present, o-or even right after I complete this sentence. . . 

She gulps the air hard, licking her lips slightly in the process. Somehow she had ended up having a dry throat and lips, almost like she had a fever. She felt hot. Everything was hot, his gaze, his hands, the way moved his fingertips over her back, sending her into a heaven,she never knew existed on earth.

' J-just know, I trust you' There we go. . . It wasn't that hard right? She thought to herself. Her heart seriously would be sending her to the hospital if it was any other reason, but thankfully it was just the effect of the boy in front of her. 

Jay was almost shook. His mind actually took some time to catch what she had actually meant. 

' Ah! ' She exclaimed, wrapping her hands around his neck and legs around his waist as he hoisted her into the air, walking into the kitchen, and setting her down onto the kitchen Island. 

' Those words are something I might misunderstand. Gotta be more clear Y/n ' He looked straight into her eyes, showing a different type of gaze. His eyes shone a different color and he looked so devilishly handsome. 

Her eyes travelled all around the space she was trapped in. The way his hands stood so strongly against the island. The way his hair fell over his forehead only on the sides, making his eyes and his gaze, gosh he was doing things to her without even doing them. She indeed was in awe about how hot everything felt. Yet her eyes had lost their way towards, the boy's eyes. Jay's fingers, forming a V, placed themselves under the girl's chin. Dragging her eyes which were aimed downwards, to meet his eyes. 

' Eyes up here darling' 

She could feel the grip of her hands on the island, tighten. Her breathing going crazy. Unknowingly she gives him a small nod. And to that nod, a smirk so breath taking forms on Jay's lips. 

'T-that smirk...' She had voiced out, for a reason unknown. With no reply of words, the boy leaned more closer, tilting his head, his smirk growing as if asking, Yes, "what about it darling?"

Hug him 

She dived right into a hug, a small gasp leaving her mouth. 

' Distraction. ' She spoke.

' I distract you?' He questions back. 

' No. You doing this to distract me from the topic which we need to talk about. The rumors. The.. the emotions you felt, when you had read them ' She spoke, her head buried in his chest. 

Jay had hugged her back, closing all distance between both of them. His head buried into  her shoulder and neck, breathing in her scent. One of his hand, rubbing her neck gently, massaging slightly into her hair while the other one, wrapped itself around her waist, pulling her and holding her as close as possible.

' You are right. I run away, I hide'  His voice grew goosebumps all over her neck. Her hands, rubbed his back muscles, taking in all of his body in glory. A small sigh leaving his mouth, had tickled her. 

' Hey ' she giggled. 'That tickles'  she announced. 

He giggled. 

He. . . . . Fucking giggled. . . 

'Die you just giggle?!' Her voice laced with with excitement. His smile dropped almost instantly. 'No, I didn't' his answer was bland. 

' Tch, your no fun ' She rolled her eyes, as her dimples came out cause of the smile she was giving. He felt his heart flutter suddenly at the notice of the dimples on her face. 

' If I need to be fun, then I would frame my answer as' His voice dropped a octave 'Yes darling, you make me giggle and make my heart flutter like it had never before' The way the word darling rolled off his tongue did something to her heart.  

A small silence surrounded the air, before she speaks, with her blush covered cheeks. 

' You. . . the first answer suites you more' It felt hard to breath. She loved how just one of his stare and she would turn into a tomato. It felt so magical and beautiful, like a fairytale. 

He smiled, looking down before his hands began to slide themselves under her waist once again, pulling her closer. Positioning his face near her ear, he began to whisper. 

' I want to hear you catch your breath. I want to know that I am making you feel some way. I want your cheeks red and your heart beating like crazy. I need you to want me Y/n. That's when I'll allow myself to do something ' His finger tips danced on her waist. She could feel her heart beat indeed like crazy and her cheeks might have been hotter than the sun given the redness they are in right now. 

She nods, just like she always did, yet that wasn't the answer he was expecting. 

' Words darling. I need words baby' His voice made her shrink cause of the overwhelming feelings she was going through. 

' W-What will you do if I say. . . you indeed do make my heart beat like crazy, you do make me blush and giggle and kick my feet like a five year old, yet I find myself enjoying all of this when I would get super uninterested if it was any other man. So. . I think. .  I do need you. .   don't I?

' Y/N. . . ' He looked pressed. No scratch that, he looked stressed, like he was holding himself back. His eyes wondered around her face. His hands, looking wobbly even though he had tried to look strong. His hands shook enough to show he was hesitating. 

The thing he dreaded the most had begin to come true. He knew that he wouldn't be the one to make a move even though he was the one who would be initiating it.