I wake up to Chase's arms wrapped around my waist and his breath tingling against the back of my neck. I sigh, closing my eyes and trying to fall back asleep but I can't, and it's mostly because Chase is breathing down my neck. We've both barely slept since the bombs dropped because we're the 'Mom and Dad' and need to protect everyone. I hear giggling and slowly look up, August and June giggling softly and into their palms. They notice me looking at them and quickly run out. I roll my eyes and move into Chase, softly smile in as I feel his arm wrap tighter around my waist.

"Hey," it's so quiet I almost missed it. I look up again, Asha leaning against the back of the seat and smiling. "Want some hot coco? Nathan found some boxes of it in his scavenge for shit with Chase and I'm boiling water right now." I nod slowly and she smiles, grabbing my giant teddy bear and lifting Chase's arm, letting me squeeze past and putting the bear down in one of his shirts. She helps me out of the van and I sit on a log, warming my hands on the fire as Nathan tells the Twins to quiet down.

"You know, it's good that you and Chase aren't obsessed with each other like my sister was with her boyfriend," Nathan leans back on the log, sitting on the ground and stretching his legs out, his feet ending two feet before the fire pit. "She was on the phone with him twenty four seven if she wasn't with him."

Asha laughs, looking at Nathan from the pot of boiling water. "You think that's bad? My ex boyfriend the gang member got a tattoo of my face, full name, date of birth and and my favorite flower on his body." Asha scoffs, Nathan looking at the fire then up at her, bringing one of his knees up and resting his arm against it.

"What is your favorite flower?"

She crosses her arms. "What's yours?"

"Asked first," Nathan kept his gaze on her and I couldn't help but laugh.

"White roses, they symbolize purity and faith. Now you." Asha points at him, letting her arms fall to her sides.

"Sunflowers," Nathan smiles. I believe that.

Asha looks at me and smiles. "What's yours, Olive?"

I don't need to think on it. "Lily's. It's my sisters name and they're such a pretty flower." I smile and Asha smiles and nods, sitting down on the log next to me, nudging my shoulder that wasn't burned.

"So what'd you and Chase do while we were gone?" She asks, Nathan agreeing with the question while I can't stop the blush rising on my face and chest.

"U-Uh w-we talked and stuff."

"And stuff?" Nathan laughs. "Clarify. We want details."

"W-Why do you want to know," I stammer out quickly.

"Because I'm bi and ready to spy if needed." Nathan chuckles, Asha choking on her spit while I'm not even surprised. He gave off gay vides and I can dig it. "Fucking spill!" He sits on the log and shakes my good shoulder.

I choke back the thoughts of what we did. They're imprinted. How gentle Chase was. How he made me go crazy and how I couldn't stop screaming his name. How he made it as pleasurable and memorable as possible. How he took it slow because it knows it makes me go crazy. Hands in places they normally wouldn't be, his kisses on my body, his soft touches on my scars and how he tried to kiss them away. His gentle touches, bodies rocking and touching like we weren't close enough.

"So?" Asha insists and I try to fight back the blush, but it's really fucking hard.

"U-Uh..." I blush more, trying to hold myself together. "W-W-We didn't do anything big," how I fucking yelled when he put it in. "W-We talked and hung out," how he didn't want to hurt my shoulder and arm. "N-Normal couple stuff."

"Did you fuck?" Nathan laughs. "You only talk like this and get this red when you fuck. Did you fuck?" I squeeze my hands in between my thighs, biting my lip and slightly nodding. Nathan jumps, laughing loudly as Asha stares at me. "F-For how long?" He stammers out in a fit of laughter. "Hours I bet!"

"I-I wasn't paying attention!" I shout at him.

"I bet you were only focusing on his dick-"

"S-S-Shut up!" I scream at him, wincing as I try to bring my arms up to strangle him.

"Nathan this is a big step in a girls life to give herself to a boy," Asha speaks, Nathan stares at her as I turn and look at her. "how many times have you done it?"

"Twice." Nathan winces.

"You won't last if you deprive him of sex." Nathan stands up and checks on the hot chocolate.

"H-He's not a sexual person." I look at my lap.

Asha gives him a death glare, then looking back at me and softly smiling. "It's great that you've had this kind of experience but you need to be safe."

"W-We are." I stammer out, Asha nodding and gently patting my shoulder.

"How long did you even do it for? We were gone for like, six hours." They left, we had sex minutes after for what felt like years then fell asleep.

"T-Three hours?" My voice hitches in the end making it a question, Nathan blankly staring at me, while Asha clears her throat, standing and taking two mugs from Nathan and handing one to me.

"That's a long time. Most of the time it's only like an hour and a half at most." Asha takes a sip of her hot chocolate, quickly pulling away when it was too hot. "Most men ejaculate in two minutes, but a few do it in eighteen."

"How many times did he fucking cum?" Nathan spat out. I don't even know, but I feel the need to say something or else it would be to quiet.

"I-I don't know. Three? I wasn't too focused on counting how many times Chase orgasmed." I glare at Nathan.

He cringes. "Don't, use that word when talking about Chase."

"Would you prefer I use it with Olive?" Nathan quickly turns to Chase getting out of the van, blush rushing to my ears as Asha sips her coco.

"You guys didn't see him?" Asha asks as I glare at her, a mischievous smile on her lips.

"I don't want you to use it at all!" Nathan yelled, Chase laughing as he pulls on a hoodie and takes a cup of hot water and putting in the coco powder and leaning in Nathan's face, a smirk on his lips.

"All I could focus on was making Olive orgasm so hard she would only scream my name." I squeal as my face grows red, Nathan putting his mug down and holding his hands to his ears, screaming he wasn't listening. Asha was laughing.

"You guys are cute," Asha laughs, standing up and letting Chase sit next to me, pulling Nathan up and to the log next to us. Chase isn't wearing a shirt, and all I want is for him to cover up the fucking hickeys by zipping up his hoodie. We all fall silent, Chase looking at me and winking. I blush and look away from him. "I think it's an agreed upon statement that once a week we let you have alone time, yes?" Asha asks.

"Yes." Chase smiles while I just nod with him.