I feel Chases eyes on me all day, and I can't help but feel like he needs somethings from me, craves it actually. The snow wasn't so bad so I sent Nathan, June and August into Costco with the the other van to get a couple things while me and Chase clean up a couple thing. Nathan could have handled it himself, with his ankle and all but the girls demanded that they come with. They haven't put their signs up yet but I can only guess what they say.

I take clean clothes out of my bag, closing the doors of the van and changing, putting on clean sweatpants and a new shirt. I slid on my sweatpants when the doors open and I don't know why I blush so hard when I hear the doors close, but someone in the van. I crumble up the shirt in my hands, my body frozen as it just grows hotter in here. Hands slide around my waist and I lean into Chase's body, feeling comfort of some kind as he peppers kisses onto my shoulder and neck.

"What're you doing?" I don't think I've ever heard my voice be so seductive and it even made me tingle when I spoke. I felt Chase jump.

"Can I not show love to my girlfriend?" I wouldn't have given me that title, I would have gone with psycho maniac because I do so little to even know Chase and barely even take care of him or show him love, I even wonder if I like him. If I just said yes all those months ago to make him feel better and to keep the little bit of human society we have left. All animals have gone missing, but June caught two rabbits and Nathan saw three bears, six deer and a mountain lion while he was running for his life, so maybe life will continue on. Maybe me and Chase are the new Adam and Eve; Chase and Olive.

"Chase," I rest my hand on his that lingers on my hip, his pinky under the waistband of my sweatpants as he kisses up my shoulder, neck and up my jaw, peppering kisses on my ear and cheek before nuzzling his head into my back and kissing it.

"Yes?"

I bite down on my lip as he kisses my back more and I feel my blush more to my chest. This feeling growing in me, I don't think I'll ever experience it again, and everyone's gone. I know what this sensation in me is about, and I know Chase feels it too. I turn around and face him, his awestruck face saying he missed giving my body kisses. I hold his jaw in my hands, dropping my shirt to the floor and sitting on his lap, kissing his lips. They're warm, generous against mine, likes he's been wanting to kiss me. I pull away, looking into his eyes that were as dazed as his kiss. "Was that all you were going to do?"

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His hand circles my waist as my back faces him, my body sour, sweaty;sticking to his and I kind of like it. He kisses my shoulder and I can't help but smile and turn around, looking up at him and pressing my lips to his as his arm snakes around my waist and holds me closer, my boobs squishing against his chest as my hand reaches up and tangles into his hair.

I knew that last time I let Nathan and Chase go on a supply run they got condoms and tried to hide them in Chase's bag, but I go through everyone's bags from time to time to make sure that everyone has clean clothes. I'm lucky that the condoms weren't expired, but I'll need birth control now and I don't even know if I can anymore. His tongue slips between my teeth and our tongues dance. I pull away and he looks at me as I blush harder, my chest growing warmer against his cold one.

He smirks down at me, kissing me again. "How was it?"

"For my first time?" I laugh into my wrist as his thumb run circles into my waist. "Not bad, especially since it was your first time too." I laugh as both of us lay against our now dirty bed that he'll have to clean. I rest my head against his chest, listening to his heart beat as it slows down to an even potter I could fall asleep too, and I feel like I will but I don't want to twins to see me and Chase naked and asleep.

"How do you know it was my first?"

"You didn't know which hole to-"

"O-O-Okay I get it," he stammers and I giggle and kiss his chest. We listen to the silence of the snow falling onto the ground, the small crunches of animals walking by,a loud crunch making my whole body jump and hold the blanket up on my chest as Chase sits up with me. "What'd you hear?"

"Something bad that's for sure." I quickly pull my clothes back on and Chase follows, pulling on a loose hoodie, his boxers and sweatpants and socks as I put on my underwear, sweatpants and his shirt. Chase takes a gun from under our bed and slowly opens the door, the heat from in the van mixing with the freezing air outside and creating steam as Chase and I step out, pulling on shoes as we slowly walk out of the van.

"Are you sure you heard something?" I nod as we do a perimeter check, then heading back to the van and getting inside, sitting on the bed as Chase holds my waist, my back to his chest as he moves my hair and peppers kisses onto my neck.

"Sorry."

"It's okay, you're being cautious." We stay quiet and I let him kiss my neck until he decides he needs to clean the sheets. We bundle them up in the basket then head down to the river, quickly cleaning them so our hands don't turn blue then walking back to the van, finding that the twins and Nathan are back and setting up the signs. Chase quickly starts to dry the blankets in the warmth of the van as I stare at the sign nailed to the tree. Its bid, readable and describes the camp we have.

Wild Children Camp

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Nathan sits next to me on my bed as I read, the twins long asleep as Chase is on watch. "How was it?" Nathan laughs which makes me blush, the redness only making him laugh a littler harder as I hold my book up to hide my cheeks, pressing my legs together. The sheets managed to dry out, so we put them on the bed and I've dealt with the dampness since then.

"H-How was what?" Nathan pulls my book from my hands, scoffing as he puts at his side.

"You know what. Chase had been planning it for days," Nathan chuckles, my blush only rising to the rest of my pale face and body as I hold my head to my knees, squealing as he laughs more. "Why are you so fucking flustered?"

"It's weird to ask your best friends girlfriend how sex was with your best friend!" I rush the worlds out of my mouth which only makes him laugh harder. He slows down as I take my head out of my knees, looking at him as I rest my temple on my knee, looking up at Nathan. both boys are so much taller than me it's not funny.

He looks down at me, a genuine smile on his lips. "How was it? I'm gathering this information for lover boy out there."

I blush, biting my lip as I smile. "It was...I don't know. I've never had sex before but it was good. Like it was only us for that short amount of time but it felt like forever." I look up at him. His lips are parted and I shake my head into my knees. "I-It's stupid."

"No it's not." He stands up and I look at him as he looks back at me. "Trust me when I say this, but it should always feel like that."