We keep moving! I'm 18 now, I should finally start drinking legally maybe, I'm not 21 but I'm an adult. Raiden throws my suitcase into the backseat of our car and drives. I feel dirty at this point. I'm craving a shower. It's nice when we find a cabin next to a pond, so I can show whenever I want. Raiden can sense when the virus is reaching the air near us. Sometimes he makes me feel like maybe Janice didn't make it. Maybe the virus got her. But there's also a 30% chance that all of us alive are immune by now. So who knows?!

"Please stop so I can bathe!!" I shout. 

"Were not at our location yet!" He looks at me and chuckles, "Happy birthday Tara! Happy birthday to you... Happy birthday to you..." 

"Stop it!!!" I brushed my fingertips through his hair and then pulled away. He doesn't like affection. 

"Get me some of your whiskey, please!! I see you drink it and I want to drink" I said. 

He looked at me and chuckled, "You're not even 21 yet." 

"Were in the apocalypse, by default there is no drinking age." He nodded. YESS!!!! 

I made him stop by this beautiful waterfall. I know we can't set up camp here because the ground is to wet. But I want to get drunk and swim. I'm 18, I'm reckless!!! 

The night sky grows darker as the whiskey kicks in. Did you know he makes it himself? I love it!! I need a drink most of the time, it makes sense why he drinks a lot. 

"You like my hair, I don't think I'm gonna cut it." He grabbed the whiskey from me and sipped. 

"You ask a lot of questions, I do like it like this, I like how you look with whatever you do". 

Laughing ridiculously I almost smacked the bottle out of his hand"Shut up! You saw me at 15 looking like a dork, at least I have an ass now." It's true I think I have at least a  C-cup bra and a nice sized ass finally. We all hit a point where we want someone to notice, and I want to be noticed. 

Standing up, I removed my shorts and my shirt as Raiden watched me, "Care to join". Leaving just my underwear and bra, which I thought about removing as well. 

I jumped into the water and watched as the droplets hit Raiden's face. Shit, it's cold!! Like seriously I'm freezing. It kind of sobers you up, but I'm so drunk, it just made me less drunk if that's normal. 

"I'm gonna get out I think". Swimming towards the rock, Raiden lets down his hand to help lift me up. As I get out the water he puts his coat over me. 

Were so close at this moment I can feel his breath against my face, "Thanks". 

So I kissed him, and he kissed back. My body reacted by getting on top of him and he grabbed my waist and pulled me into him. Were grabbing each other closer. Is this dry humping? As I grind on him, he then bites my neck and I moan until he pushes me off. 

"Raiden" I shout, but he just walks off. Why am I like this? 

2 years ago... 

Raiden put all my bags in a room in the cabin. This locket is important, I can't just wear it around while were hunting deers and etc. I put it in a box, I call it 'Janice's box'. I want it to hold all our memories. One day when I find her she'll remember us. 

1 year ago... 

What am I doing right now? I'm having a bonfire! I'm burning 'Janice's box' There's no point in keeping this bullshit, my sisters, not coming back. Just me and Raiden against the world, at least that's enough. 

1 year later... 

Walking back to the car is a lot harder when your drunk I swear. Knocking onto the driver's side, Raiden rolls the window down and swipes the whiskey from my hand. 

"Well, obviously your not here for the party". He closes the window in my face so of course I run over to the passenger side and open the door. 

"Your drunk, you should lay down," He says. 

I begin to crawl closer, "I rather do something else..." I grab his face and kiss him. It's my 18th birthday why not?!

He pushes me away, "Your drunk, let's go!"

"Fine" Sitting in the passenger seat drunk is so annoying. I kissed him! He kissed back! What the fuck?