He isn't your average machine. He has feelings but not exactly. Did you ever see the terminator?  My sister and I watched that during the lockdown. We saw all of them especially all the way up to the newest one, "Terminator: Dark fate". 

Basically my father works in a lab 8hours a day for the government. You'd think they would've had a cure for him but they didn't give a shit, they never do. I remember making snow angels. 

It froze my fingertips almost turning blue and I could hear the arguing from the kitchen. 

6years ago... 

"She's a child! What are you talking about?" My mother shouted. 

I could see my father threw the window holding my mother's face, "Listen to me, I know what I'm talking about, if anything ever happens she'll have someone to watch over her like a guardian."

My mother began to cry, " No. If something going to happen then stop it!"

"We can't!" He said holding her into him. 

My dad couldn't tell her, cause it would break her heart, that he would be the one to cause her death. Everyone's death. Why is it that every time they try to create a cure for cancer just like in the movies it turns into a virus. You'd think it's planned or something. My dad knew something was coming, so he made Raiden. 

Raiden was a soldier in the military, he was dying at the age of 24, my dad gave him the chance to live. He tried harder than before becoming 10x stronger than he was, and never being able to age past 24, kind of made him invincible. He can't remember his past though, he can't feel like us even thou he's part human. I just don't think he can understand, or that he can. 

6 years later... 

Raiden's packing our bags and I'm watching him. Helping him seems like the correct answer but my inability to be a nice person is overshining. I just feel alone, maybe I'm just made at the world. 

"Did you eat?" Raiden threw an apple into my hands. 

"Not hungry." I threw it back. 

He walked over to me and held the apple close to my mouth, "Eat!" 

I hate him sometimes! He was programmed to care for me and be by my side, but he's more of a parent than a friend, and he must know that right? 

1 year ago...

I sit in the car he put me in. Opening my eyes I can't believe how far we are, "Who are you?" 

"Didn't your father tell you about me, my name is Raiden?" He said. 

I look down at my tied wrists and ankles, "If you're my friend why did you tie me?!?!" 

"Wouldn't want you to escape? I'm here to protect you, your father sent me". My father sent him! My father sent him. Tears are filling my eyes and it hurts, my dad shot himself, my mom's dead, my sister left me. Where is she? At least I know someone is out there, My sister is out there. I need her right not more than ever. I'm alone without her.