1 year ago:

This morning my mom died. The virus finally caught up with her. My dads not eating, but he has me slide his plate to him under a door just in case he is sick, so I don't catch it. 

I finally finished Game of Thrones, no thanks to Janice. I don't know about anyone else but I'm still team Daenarys she's a real badass and just under-appreciated. 

While washing my 4th dish of the day hoping that meal would give me an ass I heard a noise upstairs. Walking up the stairs, I noticed my dad's plate out from under the door. He ate finally. 

He left a note this time, "I wish you left with your sister but I know that's out of my control, someone is coming for you, he's gonna watch over you, you can trust him. I can be there for you anymore, I'm sorry". 

I'm sorry!!! Banging on the door he doesn't list. Kicking it, it doesn't open. Finally, I manage to bust threw and my dad has a gun to his head. 

"Dad what are you doing?" 

"I'm not gonna suffer like your mother, I love you." 

Running towards him I scream at the top of my lungs" Dad wait!!" 

He pulls the trigger and blood splatters across my face. My dad just killed himself! My dad's dead! What the fuck?! 

1 year later...

This is a joke at this point. It's getting harder out here. I smash the glass bottles outside the cabin with a baseball bat and keep going until hopefully, I break enough things till I feel better. 

I swung the baseball bat behind my head ready to smash the next bottle, "this is gonna be gnarly!" All of a sudden Raiden grabbed the bat from me and swung it across the grass into the lake. 

"What the fuck Raiden?" I tried to slap him and he grabbed my arm.

"You don't have the right to act like you know what's best for me." 

"I'm not gonna let you hurt yourself" Raiden shouted. 

I pulled my arm away and stormed off into the house. I hate him!!! 

1 year ago... 

Washing the blood from my face, there's too much of it. I can barely get it out. I'm not crying, I don't know why honestly. I mean my dad died like we were close. I wish I left with Janice. Why didn't I leave with Janice?! 

Knocking at the door!!! BANG BANG!!! Who the hell is banging on my front door? Running down the stairs I finally open the door. 

There's this tall man about 6ft 2. He has dark brown hair light skin, fairly handsome and dressed in black, but why? 

"I'm Raiden, you need to come with me." 

"I'm not doing that, My dad needs me I'm sorry." I try to close my door and he stops it before I can. 

I begin to run up the stairs and grabs me by my waist and lifts me over his shoulder. I scream "Dad!!!" He doesn't hear me. Before I knew it I knocked my head on the side of the door and everything went black. 

1 year later...

Raiden opens up my bedroom door. I wipe my tears away embarrassed and put the picture frame back in my box. 

"I don't like to see you like this," Raiden says while placing the tray of food on the floor. 

"It was my turn to get dinner" 

"You didn't get it" 

I start to lift my fork and then furiously I throw it down onto the place, "Let me for once... it's fine you just wouldn't get it". 

He leans in closer, "Explain it to me." I hate how green his eyes are. 

"What would a machine know about this anyway? Your perfect, your programmed that way." I then stood up and pushed past him. 

Raiden wouldn't understand he's part machine. I never mentioned that I know. Maybe it's cause I just don't give a shit right now. The same way my sister doesn't give a shit about me.