I was fine with loneliness. Gazing out at the great expanse of sky,  streets, and nothing. All of my emotions stayed crushed in their slow death. Killed off long ago with the lie of happiness I'd been cruelly led to believe would one day come. Resting against my chest like a large stone. Cold, hard, and heavy; but still useful. It pushed me forward and away from all those who could hurt me. 

Yet now I was on the ground. My heel pressed firmly against that which could only be described as fantasy. My hand gripping onto my phone for dear life. A black furred wolf, no-- far bigger--, stood before me. Paws pressed to the ground, eyes like mine. 

Human. Pained. 

My reality on these cold streets of Seoul. At least, colder than my hometown. Here where I found out she is gone now. Forever. Tears pouring down my cheeks, and about to be eaten alive, I think. 

Idiot I lied when I said I was fine!

How could she end it so soon? I was going to get her! I just needed more time. Time has always been my enemy.

My eyes darted back at the wolf. I pushed my heel more firmly against it. It didn't budge. Nor had its teeth yet barred my way. They would. They always do. 

Had my tears attracted you? 

Well this will be your last time.

Quick I shifted my weight and swung my other foot into its face. The 3" heel sliced from its cheek to its eye. Blood squirted all over my only dress and the wolf slumped to the ground. My legs jolt back against my chest. Blood rubbing onto them too. It was quiet. Then the shift started. 

The wolf became a man. Soft dyed hair caressed the top of his passed out face. His hand limply reached out to me. Lips parted from the awkward direction he laid. I held in a gasp. The cut on his face was nowhere to be seen.

I know him. 

"Yoongi-ssi?" My hand clamps over my mouth. 

He can't find out I'm a girl.