I hear their words

But I don't listen

I can't listen.

There's too much.

Running through my head

Running through my life

Running around me

Everything is a blur.

I don't want to

But I do.

I want to leave it all,

Hit pause.

But I can't

I stare at walls and the floor,

But I'm not looking at them

But past them

I search for a world where I can be free

And fly above the clouds

Live each day, excited for tomorrow.

Not scared of it.

I want to tune everything out.

Trying to escape

From my chains.

Sorry. Just needed to get out some negative things. I might continue this particular poem. I've been going through a rough spot so please bear with my upload schedule. Thanks