(A/N: This song was kinda my inspiration for this book even though there's like 0 connection with song n book except the name. This book being a little smutty and the song being on softer side is just kinda funny...but anyway just wanted to tell a random fact, listen to it if you want to it's a good song, rv never disappoints.)

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He was running around furiously but every corner was a dead end,there was nothing everywhere it was making him lose his mind. The ringing sound in his ear kept getting louder and louder the more he tried to run away from it. He ended up running into a situation familiar to him.

The Alleyway, he has seen this alleyway before. It is right next to his workplace building. He and Jimin sometimes go there to have a little smoke when they are on a break for a few minutes.

He walked into the dark alleyway which had only one street lamp that shined in the middle of the dark night. It was chilly, he was in his pajamas that he went to bed in. Ofcourse, he was cold, the silk wasn't a good material to wear in cold.

Putting his arms around himself and rubbing his arms to feel some sort of warmth. Though his ear caught up to the noise right behind him. He wasn't even able to turn around because someone grabbed his wrist,making him turn around and slam him against the closest wall.

His back hitting against the hard wall,he flinched and opened his eyes to face the person who just pinned him against the wall.

"Jeongguk?" Taehyung asked The boy who smirked at her. He looked strange, really strange. Not like his usual self.

"Hey, baby" Jeongguk leaned closer to him, His hands lingering on his bare thigh,it felt so smooth.

"W-what are you doing here?" Taehyung asked him, feeling weird getting touched like that.

"I came here looking for you" Jeongguk whispered into his ear with his deep voice which sent shivers down his spine.

He started to place kisses down his neck, his soft lips felt so hot against his neck. He panicked and put his hands on Jeongguk's shoulder. "What are you doing, Jeongguk? stop!"

He doesn't stop, instead he places his lips right onto Taehyung's, whose eyes widen in shock. He felt the other boy's lips move against his and it's like Taehyung's whole body shut down.

"Kiss me back, Love" He said to him in such a seductive tone, Taehyung almost fell to his knees.

Before he could even think about doing he heard ringing...loud ringing. He was more confused. He tried to follow the ringing and before he could...

His eyes opened immediately waking him from his deep slumber. The ringing was there and he turned around to shut off the alarm. Scoffing at the audacity of the item. While he was processing waking up it hit him.

What he just dreamt about. Him, Jeongguk, kissing in that creepy alleyway all alone. Feeling his cheeks heating up. A hand suddenly creeps up to his waist. He looked down to see his boyfriend, Seokjin, sleeping soundlessly next to him.

A guilt filling up his chest, did he really dream about kissing another man who is not his boyfriend? losing all his control in front of not even just some stranger but his own best friend. He can't stop cursing at himself.

Has he lost his mind? Why did he have this unrealistic dream that would most probably never happen? He is feeling so guilty because he knows if Jin dreamt about kissing another man/woman, he would be so upset.

Looking at the time to see if it's time to wake up. It was 8:08 AM, thankfully he woke up early today. At least his day started nicely even though he still has no idea what to feel about that dream.

He doesn't have to feel anything, after all it was just a dream, not a dream or some secret desire, he wanted to get laid so bad last night he maybe just ended up dreaming about it. Yeah,that must be it.

"I cheated on Jin" Taehyung confessed.

Jimin, who just heard what came out of his best friend's mouth, choked on the water that he was drinking. They were in the cafeteria having normal lunch until Taehyung just ruined the good vibes of the day.

"What did you just say? I told you to get laid by him, not by someone else !?!"

"It's not like that,I didn't cheat on him physically...kinda I mean, I cheated on him in a dream" Taehyung said to Jimin who sighed in relief.

"Thank god,I was having a hard time defending you in my mind but at least you cleared bro that's alright don't stress about it. I had a dream I had sex with Park Seojoon but that doesn't mean I am cheating on Yoongi" Jimin shrugged as he took another bite of his food.

"It's not the same,Jimin. Park Seojoon is a celebrity while the person who was in my dream...is real" Taehyung said the last two words a bit silently.

"Oh really? is it me? sorry Taehyung but I only love my yoongles-"

"It was Jeongguk"

"JEON JEONGGUK!?" Jimin yelled his name loudly,getting many stares from everyone else in the cafeteria because that's one name everyone here probably knows.

Quickly apologizing to the table next to him before glancing back at Taehyung who nodded at the question. "You are insane,you dreamt about having sex with your boss who is also your best friend?"

"Yes, It's crazy I know, it wasn't sex though we just kissed and then my alarm rang,I woke up and had the biggest existential crisis of my life" Taehyung explained to him and Jimin was just listening to him,he was done with his food for the day.

"Taehyung...be honest with me, do you like Jeongguk? I won't tell Jin, I swear."

"No! I can't like him."

"Then why did you dreamt that about him specifically,it makes no sense"

"I know,it's just so confusing and I feel so guilty and I am just going to forget about it. it's not that big of a deal, right?"

"Yeah if you don't make it to be."

"Make what a big deal?" Came a very familiar voice that put his food on the table and sat right next to Taehyung.

"None of your business,Sir" Jimin said sarcastically. "I didn't ask you shortie" Jeongguk glared at Jimin before softening up and looking at Taehyung.

"It's nothing really,not that much of a big deal as I was just s-saying" Taehyung's eyes lingered on Jeongguk's face and suddenly he was being reminded of the dream.

Going down a bit to stop at Jeongguk's pretty lips. They looked so soft and pink,just the right shape. He wonders what it feels like to kiss them in real life. Does it feel as good as it did in his dream- Oh my god,what is he thinking?

He saw that Jeongguk noticed him looking at his lips and raised his eyebrow at him. Taehyung was panicking internally,shaking his leg which halted when a hand stopped them. He quickly slapped the hand away.

"Hey, you okay? sorry I didn't mean to touch you like that" Jeongguk apologized thinking he made the boy uncomfortable when that wasn't the case.

"I'm okay, no need to apologize I was just surprised,sorry" Taehyung tried to brush it over.

Jeongguk could sense something was off but he didn't try to push him into telling him what's wrong because he knows Taehyung wouldn't want that so they just ate lunch in silence for the remaining time they had despite how awkward it was.

When Taehyung finally got home after a long day of work,his nostrils were filled up with this delicious smell coming from the kitchen.

He made his way to the kitchen to see his precious boyfriend standing in front of the stove cooking something. He quickly back hugged him,surprising Jin for a second.

"You are home!!"

"I am,You are back early." Taehyung asked Jin,looking over his shoulders to see what he was making.

"Yeah, I felt like shit when I came home yesterday and saw the Naengmyeon in the fridge,I ate it all though it was the best Naengmyeon I have ever tasted" Jin said to him.

"Better than your mother's?" Taehyung questioned him.

"Let's not get too ahead of ourselves" Jin bantered with him, Taehyung playfully slapped his arm.

"Whatever. Oh my god, are you making Japchae? That's my favorite."

"Yes, I know. It's my apology for yesterday. I even got off on time today just so I can come home and make this for you" Jin said,almost done with his dish. Telling Taehyung to set the table he will bring this over.

"You didn't have to, I understand how hectic your job can be,baby" Taehyung took out the plates from the cupboard and took them to the dining table.

"Your job is hectic too, Taehyung. Yet you still made time for me, I can do that for you too. So stop whining and eat" Jin said to him,putting his dish in the big bowl and taking it to the main table.

Taehyung grabbed some side dishes from the fridge and put them on the table as well. They both sat down once everything was on the table and decided to start eating the delicious food he had prepared.

The second the food entered his mouth ,Taehyung was in heaven. It tasted so good, it wasn't too spicy and the flavors were bursting inside his mouth. He moaned as he gulped it down.

"This is amazing, oh my god" Taehyung took another bite, but couldn't get enough of it.

Jin chuckled at the exaggerated expressions Taehyung had on him. He looks so cute like this. "I am glad my efforts paid off,I can sleep peacefully after this"

"Who said we are going to sleep?" Taehyung wiggled his eyebrows suggestively.

"What are you trying to suggest?"

"You know what I'm trying to suggest"

"Hm,I would love to but I am really tired today babe so maybe some other day" Jin said and Taehyung's mood suddenly went downhill.

He feels like a teenager, sex shouldn't mean this much to him that it is ruining his mood. He can't blame himself because it has been quite some time so why isn't Jin aching for him like Taehyung is aching for Jin?

That's what bothers him more. He sighed, not deciding to say anything but just satisfying himself with the food. He can't have everything so he will take what he can get. This new Jin is definitely different. The one Taehyung met was insane like him.

They met for the first time in Daegu. Taehyung had finished his last semester in college at Seoul and to pursue his career, His father helped him for job search and found an amazing position for him in this big firm in Daegu and when Taehyung applied for it, they accepted him even without an interview because his qualifications spoke for themselves.

That's what Taehyung's mistake was: he didn't even tell Jeongguk he was leaving when he walked out of those college gates, until he was in the train and he just shot him a text. Jeongguk ghosted him for a month understandably, who wouldn't, when your best friend leaves without even telling you after...everything that happened.

Taehyung kept calling and tried apologizing, Jeongguk picked up once and accepted his apology. They didn't discuss anything more. After that call, they just barely texted once every two months for the three years.

That drifted them apart a lot. He feels sad about it sometimes because he and Jeongguk are close again but they are not the same as they used to be. They were inseparable together but that little gap changed something that he doesn't know how to get back.

However even though he kinda lost his best friend,he met Jin. He was a family friend's son. One day his mother invited their family over for dinner and that's when Taehyung met Jin. The second they saw each other they immediately felt attraction to each other.

Both handsome young individuals in their 20s with stable jobs, it was bound for them to be together. They had many common interests and the attraction made their boring moments fun too. One day Jin made the first move and kissed him when they went to watch a movie together.

After that they shortly started to date like a month after. It has been almost 1 and a half year since they were together.

They moved back to Seoul when Jin got a promotion, the same hospital were offering him to be a head surgeon in their branch in Seoul. Jin had to move, he was getting paid a lot and he couldn't stay and Taehyung didn't want to do the long distance. They decided- mostly Jin persuading Taehyung- he would move with Jin to Seoul and they would move in together with a place of their own.

Everything seemed to be working out. They were in a stable relationship but he noticed how Jin got more busy in Seoul. His work kept him busy half of the time as Taehyung didn't like that. They had a few dates here and there but it didn't feel any different because they literally lived together so it wasn't as exciting as before. The spark was getting lighter.

He was getting depressed,all alone in the house so he also applied for multiple jobs. He finally applied for Jeon Corporations and the rest is history.

Remembering how Jeongguk was so mad that Taehyung told Jimin he was back in Seoul and not him when they were supposed to be best friends. The anger was valid and Taehyung had nothing to defend himself because he can't say I thought we weren't friends anymore so that's why I didn't reach out.

That would ruin everything and this is the chance to rekindle with Jeongguk and he would rather lie about what he thinks than lose Jeongguk again. So he just apologized and promised Jeongguk that he wouldn't ever do that again and he wants them to be what they used to be again.

It all worked out after all, Jeongguk can't stay mad at Taehyung for longer. Even though he's a year younger than him, he still feels like he's the older one in their relationship.

That's why it's funny to him that people think he pulled some strings because honestly, Jeongguk could have rejected him then and there for personal reasons and no one would have gone against his decision. He would have never spoken to Taehyung again But he didn't and that's really nice of him.

Smiling to himself while thinking of another man. People would think he's crazy, his boyfriend would think he's crazy but he can't help it. He is thankful he has Jeongguk in his life.

Taking one last bite before getting up from the dining table. "I'm going to bed,you coming?" He asked Jin who looked up at him and shook his head.

"You go, I have some calls to make to Doctor Choi. I'll be there in a minute" Jin said to him,kissing his cheeks.

Taehyung nodded and walked away from the man. Going inside the bedroom and taking off his clothes to change into his pajamas. These weren't as revealing as yesterday's one because this time he has no one to seduce.

It's all about how comfortable he feels right now. Buttoning up his shirt and then hopping into the bed. the soft mattress sinking his body in, sometimes the softness of this bed is the only thing that gets him into the deep slumber. Closing his eyes and straightening his legs to relax the tired muscles.

All the exhaustion from the day helped him go to sleep right at 10pm. He usually goes to sleep around 11-12, depending on how much he worked that day and how fast his body can give up. For someone who wakes up everyday at 8 AM,he believes he deserves to sleep more. Soon he felt himself losing control and eventually falling to sleep.

When he opens his eyes again,he finds himself in a rather familiar place once again. The dark night with light breeze sweeping his hair off his face. A smile makes its way to his face when he notices the view from the rooftop.

Running to the edge as his hand grabbed the railing,looking down to see the view of the whole city. Seoul looks amazing from the rooftop of his company's building. He comes here one awhile between work when the weather is nice.

Closing his eyes to embrace this moment a bit more. He could feel himself get lighter, It was like the air was sweeping him away too. When he thought he was all alone, he felt arms snaking their way around his waist. Feeling someone right behind, back hugging him just like he did to Jin. He didn't move for a second but he felt the same person planting kisses on his nape,making shivers go down his spine and he even was going down but before he could, Taehyung turned around.

He was face to face with Jeongguk, his face fell when he saw him. "It's you again"

"Why are you so disappointed to see me,sweetheart?" He placed another kiss on his neck, it was like he couldn't stay away from him.

"D-don't do that"

"You are stopping me but it doesn't seem you want that" He looked down at the obvious tent in his pants, making Taehyung blush immediately. Why is he hard?

"It's a natural reaction because you are touching me like that" He tried to defend himself but it won't work because they both know that's just not it. He's pent up.

"Aha? look me in the eyes and tell me you don't want me to kiss you,hyungie." The nickname just made it seem more real.

Looking Jeongguk straight into his eyes and the eye contact was too strong, the way his glare was focused on him,he felt like the air was sucked out of his chest.

He wanted to say it but he couldn't. It's like his own body was going against him.

"I-i don't w-" He couldn't even finish his sentence because his lips were occupied by Jeongguk's lips.

The soft lips he was thinking about the whole day were back on his own ones again. He was fighting the feeling inside his chest to not kiss back but it was hell.

He can't keep fighting anymore he really can't. So he just kissed him back,moving his lips against Jeongguk who smirked when he felt Taehyung lips moving. Pulling the boy more into him and deepening their kiss.

He bit Taehyung's lips lightly, making sure he could hear him. And used the opportunity to insert his tongue inside Taehyung's mouth. He explored his mouth as their tongues clashed against each other. Making most of the moment.

Taehyung's hands were clutching hard onto Jeongguk's jacket so he wouldn't fall back despite the railing being there. His body is giving in too much; he's losing control. He feels Jeongguk hand on his hips pulling his body back up.

"Is my kiss making you weak in the knees, sweetheart?" Jeongguk pulled away, placing butterfly kisses down from his cheek to his neck.

Taehyung just moaned in reply, not even stopping him anymore. He grabbed Jeongguk by his hair and pushed his face deeper into his neck where he was sucking on his skin a bit harshly.

Licking stripes and then sucking this one spot again and again. Taehyung couldn't help but moan because of the burning sensation. Rolling his hips against Jeongguk's to get some type of friction.

Jeongguk who unbuttoned his dress shirt, made him realize he wasn't in his pajamas this time. Jeongguk's hand went inside his shirt and he groped his chest. His finger grazed over Taehyung's sensitive buds. He shivered when he felt Jeongguk caressed them.

He grabbed one of the buds and rubbed it and pulled it a bit. "Ah Jeongguk don't! I'm sensitive there" Taehyung whined to him.

Jeongguk just grinned at him with this playful look on his face. "You are so sexy like this Taehyungie, how am I supposed to just leave these alone?" He asked the man,pulling on his other nipple too.

He rubbed it when he saw red they got and when the moment was right he put his lips on the pink nipples sucking on it. Taehyung moaned out the other boy's name loudly. Because of the odd position his hips were rolling off Jeongguk's thigh now.

Feeling so good that his cock was ready to burst at any moment. Jeongguk was sucking on nipples so good it was like he knew what he was doing. He didn't even know he could feel this much pleasure from his chest only.

Grinding on the latter's thigh as the younger boy did his wonders with the chest. Licking on it aggressively before going back to sucking on it, groaning with his bud inside his mouth was a sensation only he knows.

He started to grind a bit harder on the thigh, he was close and in just a matter of a few more grinding and feeling his whole body up. Taehyung came in his pants. He was breathing heavily when Jeongguk stopped too. "You came just from me sucking on your nipples...you were so pent up that that's all it took you. Your boyfriend is an excuse baby, come to me and I'll show you what heaven looks like" Jeongguk said to him.

"Jeongguk, we-" Taehyung opened his eyes to look at Jeongguk but he was nowhere anymore. He turned around and suddenly he felt himself falling off.

everything was spinning and spinning. His body was going through these weird transactions when he suddenly shot up from his bed.

His eyes wide open as he loomed around the room he went to sleep in. He was panting and there was sweat on his forehead. A dream, it was all a dream again. He looked at the time and saw it was 8:08 AM. He needs to get up for work.

He looked at his side to see Jin sleeping next to him with his back facing him. The tremendous guilt was back. If that wasn't enough, he was feeling sticky in his bottoms. The horror caught up to him as he took off the cover and saw the darker patch near his crotch.

"No way, no fucking way" He ran up to the bathroom and took off his pants to see the sticky mess being his own cum. He slid down the door because of the shock. He came from a sex dream. This is the most embarrassing thing he ever went through.

He isn't a teenager to be doing shit like this. He is fucked, so fucked. He needs to fix this.

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