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"Why do you look like someone just died?" Jimin asked Taehyung.

He didn't ask just that to joke with him but Taehyung did look quite depressed. Sitting on his office chair, staring at distance with a frown on his face. Like he was going through a major existential crisis. It was truly a sight to see his best friend in.

"I feel like it too." Taehyung replied to him.

Jimin decided the work can wait for a while. He put his ipad on the table and walked towards his best friend and dragged the chair next to him. "OK, what's up? Work can wait. You don't look well. You were going on a date last time I saw you, you should be glowing now."

"Date was good but-"

"Did you not get dicked down? Is that the problem?" Jimin asked him and Taehyung shook his head.

"We did have sex but Jimin, it wasn't…good. I feel like shit saying it but I really like my boyfriend and he's perfect and the sex wasn't bad but…oh god I feel like a dickhead saying this but my dreams were better than this session of us." Taehyung finally ranted to the boy who was shocked at what he was hearing.

"The sex dreams you had with our boss aka your best friend?"

"Yes, those fucking dreams. You told me that if I have sex with Jin, my dreams would stop. I think that part worked because I didn't dream of him yesterday but…tell me why am I missing it?"

"Taehyung, Babe, listen. You need to talk to Jin, work on your sex life. Tell him what you like so he can be better at it. We need to forget about the dreams you are having with Jeongguk, ok? That's not good for you or your relationship. Work it out with Jin and it will be alright."  Jimin hugged his distressed best friend. Who put his arms around him and hugged him back.

Jimin is the best seriously. He truly probably saved his country in his past life to get Jimin as his best friend in this. God, dating Jimin would have been nice If only he had feelings for him.

They soon went back to working, with Jimin giving Taehyung the material he asked for and working on it. The rest of the day was just work, work and work. He was thankful he didn't see Jeongguk because Taehyung isn't ready to talk with him yet. He needs to make up his mind about him first before he approaches him.

It was really tiring at the end of the day when he was getting inside his car with no energy in his body.

His tired body made him think of Jin, Who offered him to leave his work. He wouldn't lie, it's not too bad of an offer. Working is something he does because he wants to do something with his life and also he likes the money that comes with it. So Sitting at home, just lazing around doesn't sound too bad.

Though he knows, just a few weeks with that lifestyle and he would be completely sick of it. When you have nothing to do, it doesn't take too long to get bored of your life. So he can't accept that as much as he wants to. That's the reason he started working in first place, that lazy lifestyle wasn't for him.

He finally reached his home,going inside his big house and turning on the lights. He took off his clothes and changed into a white t-shirt and gray sweatpants. Feeling a lot more comfortable than he was before in the tight suit and tie.

Stretching his body as he walked over to the fridge. Opened it to see some leftovers from yesterday. He wasn't too hungry so he decided to skip dinner. He had a late lunch so he didn't have much of an appetite. He isn't in the mood to make something for dinner either.

Grabbing his phone and turning it on to go and text Jin to bring some take out when he comes home because he's too lazy to cook something. After some minutes he just got a thumbs up in response.

Sighing, He walked over to the bedroom. Laying down on his comfy bed, his bed just giving him so much comfort. He didn't realize his eyes were slowly shutting and he was drifting off to sleep.

Feeling rather strange on his back, He tried his hardest to open his eyes. Blinking slowly to open them up fully. It didn't take him long to register the fact he wasn't in his bedroom. Instead he was sitting. His hands on someone's chest.

Looking up to be face to face with the person he was trying to avoid all this time. He knitted his eyebrows together in confusion. Looking around at his surroundings, he realized it was Jeongguk's office.

Why was he on Jeongguk's lap in his office, straddling him? it made no sense he was on his bed the last time he recalls. Though it took him some seconds to realize he was indeed in a dream once again.

"Finally you have woken up." Jeongguk said with his sweet voice, Pecking Taehyung's lips.

"What am I doing here?"

"I'm sad you didn't come here sooner, where were you,sweetheart? you have no idea how much I missed you." Jeongguk said to him, he was really close to his face.

"I-I was nowhere. Did you really miss me?" Taehyung has no idea why he would ask him that. Maybe he does, maybe he just doesn't want to admit it.

"So much, you have no idea" He placed his lips against Taehyung's, once again. Their lips pressed together in a sweet yet passionate kiss.

He didn't even resist at all like the other times. Kissing him with everything he had inside of him. He was craving for this so having his lips next to him again was a heavenly experience. He didn't even notice his shirt being unbuttoned fully and him being only in his boxers.

He was too lost in the lust to even notice, With the way Jeongguk pulled away from the kiss and started to place butterfly kisses down from his lips to his neck, Making sure to spend his time there.

Sucking hard on multiple spots on his neck to leave Marks, Taehyung squirmed around in his lap, moaning without any shame as if he isn't in the office but this is a dream so what's the worst that can happen.

To make it more interesting he started to grind his ass on Jeongguk's hard cock that was poking him. Jeongguk's lips froze for a second before he continued doing what he did, trying not to moan too much by the friction between his cock and Taehyung's ass. "You are so fucking pretty baby, I can't wait to fuck you till you can't walk"

Taehyung felt his cock twitch at that so he moaned in response. Suddenly he felt Jeongguk's hands around his nipples, Rubbing the pink buds as Taehyung let out shameless moans. Jeongguk's soft lips made their way around the nipple to lick it, with a few kitten licks on the pink buds to make sure they were wet, he wrapped his lips around the bud to suck on it.

Taehyung arched his back because of the pleasure. He wasn't aware of how sensitive his nipples were until now. The way Jeongguk sucked on them was so lewd,he could feel his cock leaking. Getting so turned on by this, he didn't stop his own hip movements.

"Fuck, Gukkie please!" Taehyung moaned out, grabbing Jeongguk's shoulders for support. 

"Please what baby?"

"Want you, want you so bad inside me. Please Jeongguk fill me up!" Taehyung pleaded, his eyes giving the man such bedroom eyes.

Jeongguk chuckled at his lewd expression before he took off both of their shirts. He unbuttoned his own pants as he wasn't wearing any underwear. His hard cock sprang out of the pants,finally being able to breathe. There was a precum on his tip and Taehyung gulped. He wants to lick it off.

"Come on baby, don't be shy, touch it" Jeongguk told him and he nodded.

Within the next second,he grabbed Jeongguk's cock,wrapping his hands around the big length. Licking his lips as he started to jerk him off slowly. With his thumb on the tip as he smeared the precum around.

Seeing Jeongguk's eyes shut because of him made him feel some kind of satisfaction. He increased his pace, stroking the man's big cock when he saw his own bulge being restricted Inside his boxers so he stopped for a second. Getting off Jeongguk's lap to take off his boxers seductively, not missing how Jeongguk was now staring at his fully naked body that makes men do sinful stuff to him. Getting back on the lap, straddling him.

He was pulled closer by Jeongguk, Taehyung grabbed both of their hard dicks and started to stroke them up and down together. Grunts of pleasure left both of their mouths as Taehyung didn't stop his pace. He even spit on Jeongguk's cock especially to give it more friction. He doesn't care how messy it can get, he will do anything for pleasure.

The way the fluids helped so much was amazing. Taehyung was too busy jerking both of them off to notice how Jeongguk pulled him closer by his back, making ass peek out. The long fingers of Jeongguk made their way to Taehyung's ass.

Parting his cheeks to rub his fingers around the rim, his fingers were coated in lube and eventually one finger entered inside his hole. Taehyung gasped, his hands stopping for a second, his head rested on Jeongguk's chest. Low moans escaping his mouth the deeper he felt the finger go.

Soon enough two more fingers entered him, penetrating him fully. Loosening up for Jeongguk's cock. Rubbing around his walls, grinding down. Taehyung could feel his mind go numb, the way his digits were going so deep inside him, he was losing consciousness of everything else.

"Stay with me baby,Tell me do you like it? like my fingers fucking you?" Jeongguk said to the boy who was moaning out of pleasure.

"Y-yes it's so, so good. You are fucking me so fucking good,Gukkie. Please put it inside me, want your cock in me!" Taehyung pleaded to the boy, who chuckled at his response.

"Whatever my baby wants." He kissed his lips softly before picking Taehyung up, putting his cock beneath Taehyung,lining up with his hole.

He grabbed Taehyung by his waist and pushed him down on his cock. He gasped when he felt the tip enter. Stretching him out despite him being fingered just seconds ago, he was a bit too big. Taehyung buried his head into Jeongguk's neck and the deeper younger's cock went inside him.

He was fully inside him, his tip hitting Taehyung's end. Staying like this for a minute so he can get used to it. His walls felt like velvet around his cock, the way it engulfed him and spammed around the cock, it made it really hard for Jeongguk to not move.

"Move,please Gukkie. Let me relieve you…" Taehyung moaned out, moving his ass around the hard cock.

The man didn't even have to say it twice to Jeongguk as he was aching to move. Grabbing him by his ass and thrusting his hips upwards slowly, going deeper and deeper between every thrust, the way his hole was sucking him in made Jeongguk lose his mind. It felt too good, his eyes rolling back.

Taehyung doesn't know why but this one feels more intimate than ever. This isn't the first time he's having sex, it's also not the first time he's doing it with Jeongguk in a dream but there's something so different about this Time. With Jeongguk gaze burning on his body, it felt so intense…so real.

"Ah fuck,Jeongguk just like that!" Taehyung yelled out when the thrusts got faster, fucking into him like there was no tomorrow.

Bouncing on Jeongguk's lap, Taehyung felt his nerves go all over the place, Jeongguk kept hitting on prostate with every single thrust, the pleasure was out of the roof. Heat pooling in his stomach, he hasn't felt this much pleasure in awhile.

Going so fast, his thrust was so rough and hard. He felt like a toy on Jeongguk's lap, just for him to use anytime to relieve the pent up stress. Amusingly, the idea didn't sound too bad right now when his mind is clouded with lust. His nails digging in Jeongguk's shoulder, probably scarring him but it's okay, this is a dream after all. Hearing the sinful moans out of Taehyung's mouth were more than enough for Jeongguk to fuck him like he deserves to be fucked.

Taehyung has been so good for him after all. He decided to grab him up, standing up from his seat with Taehyung letting out a gasp, latching onto Jeongguk with his cock still inside him.

Jeongguk put Taehyung down on the sofa in his office, which was facing the windows, showing the nightlights of Seoul. With buildings surrounding them and a clear view of the Han river. Ah, what better view is there to have sex in front of. Taehyung doesn't even care that this building has no curtains, so anyone outside in the building around them might get a full show but that really is the least of their worries.

In Fact it turns him on, Someone seeing him so pliant and submissive under Jeongguk, as the guy fucks him like there's no tomorrow. Just the thought of his cock leak, Laying on his back, Jeongguk hovered over him, pounding inside him while making eye contact with Taehyung who was too messed up to focus on anything. The sight was one for the books, his disheveled hair, the swollen lips and his eyes rolling back in pleasure, Taehyung was a vixen. He can come from just looking at him.

"I am coming baby,Going to fill you up with my cum." Jeongguk claimed and Taehyung moaned. "Kiss me please, Jeongguk. I am going to come too, please."

Jeongguk smashed their lips together, hips moving faster than ever as both were trying to reach their climax. The muffled moans echoing around the room as their lips moved in a sync, their tongues clashing and trying to gain dominance. With one last thrust, Jeongguk started to come inside Taehyung, Filling him up with this cum so deep inside.

The action made Taehyung reach his climax too, with his shaking cock, coming all over their chests. It took a minute for them to calm down,panting heavily as this was the best sex ever. But Taehyung knew it was time to wake up because he felt his eyelids get heavier and heavier before he even knew it was pitch dark.

"Taehyung, wake up! We are already late!" He felt someone yelling at him, shaking him from his bed.

His eyes opened slowly as the dim room came into his vision. First thing he saw was his boyfriend, Jin, Looking at him with a worried look and the second thing he saw was the clock. It was exactly 8:08 pm, once again. Rubbing his eyes and sighing, his body feeling so tired as if a train went over him.

"Late? for what?" Taehyung asked his boyfriend who looked at him confused.

"I told you about the party of my friend  for his promotion? Namjoon's party? Time was sharp at 8 and it's 8 already and you are not even ready." Jin said to him, buttoning up his shirt, getting ready for the party.

"Sorry, I just wanted to lay down when I came back from work but I slept. I will get ready quickly, don't worry." Taehyung got out of the bed,wearing his slippers to go to the bathroom so he could freshen up.

"God, Taehyung you had one job, stop being so lazy. Be quick yeah? I'll be waiting in the car,might take a smoke break while you get ready so see you outside." Jin, Who was done putting on his shoes, was now grabbing his stuff. He walked over to the sleepy Taehyung and kissed him on his head before he left the room.

Taehyung sighed, he really has lost his mind. There is no other explanation for whatever is happening with him.

The party wasn't as lavish as he was expecting, Since most of Jin's friends are very rich and they have these massive houses with all types of things but since this was a different type of party and was held by company he works in expenses so he guessed he shouldn't have expected too much. They aren't big on company parties but it be one of their personal ones...Jeon make sure do go all out.

There were drinks and food in one corner, the hall was decorated with fancy gold balloons and ribbons and a huge congratulations sign. There weren't a lot of people here, mostly from the company that Taehyung recognises. They reached around 9 so some people who got here before were already drunk and just laughing loudly at their tables.

"Ah Namjoon-ah, Congratulations man!! I am so happy for you." Jin went to hug his friend who hugged him back with a wide smile.

"Thanks bro, thanks for coming too and you brought Taehyung-sshi along with you too. Or should I call you Taehyung Sunbaenim now that we are in the same department?" Namjoon asked him and Taehyung was surprised.

"You moved to our department? Why did no one tell me? I'm sorry I wasn't even able to welcome you properly." Taehyung apologized to him.

"It's alright, Sunbaenim. Besides,My first day is next week so don't worry about it. You came as Jin hyung's plus one but I invited you too. Did you not get the invitation?" This guy kept surprising him as he shook his head.

"I told my boss,well Jeongguk, to invite you. I don't know what to call him right now. Outside of work he's Jeongguk and in this building he's the big boss. But yeah, I know you guys are best friends so he was like I would invite him for you."

Oh, it all makes sense now why he didn't get it. Taehyung has been avoiding Jeongguk as much as possible to get rid of his dreams so maybe that's why but obviously he cannot tell that to the people in front of him.

"Oh, he must have forgotten then." Taehyung smiled,taking a sip of his drink that he was handed by the servers here.

Namjoon shrugged, going back to talking with Jin. The two got into their own conversation and Taehyung felt a bit left out. It was no doubt they were closer to each other but Taehyung is here too. He didn't even tell them before he walked to the other side of the room to where the drinks were.

Passing by the huge crowd of people, bumping into some and the noise got lesser the more to the corner he went. He reached for the already filled glasses with champagne and he took a sip of it, the rich taste went down his throat so smoothly it surprised him, it usually burns a little.

Has he lost his mind or does this actually taste so good? Taehyung doesn't want to know the answer, he's fine unaware as he is drinking another glass because the first one went down in a flash. The taste is amazing and it makes him feel numb.

He needs this, he has been too stressed with everything. His hard job, his boss being his best friend who fucks him in his sleep despite him having a boyfriend, all of these flashy people who are so happy with their lives while Taehyung made his life willingly miserable. His perfect life was falling apart and he cannot do anything about it.

With another glass down, Taehyung was drunk and wondering if his life was ever even perfect to begin with, to the difficult childhood with divorced parents to rollercoaster of emotions in college and now with his new life with Jin...which isn't too good either. Jin not making time for him, only going out once a month which he has to beg Jin for. Barely being in bed together to spent some quality time...they are turning more into roommates than boyfriends.

Stumbling on his foot, finding it hard to stand straight. His vision also got slightly blurred and then clear again, the drink was messing with his mind. Maybe he drank too much,he should stop….but he can't.

"Taehyung? Is that you? I didn't know you came too…" A familiar soft voice spoke to him. He turned around to see a man, blinking multiple times but he couldn't recognise him.

Moving closer to the man,he put his hands on the guy's cheeks,caressing them. His body almost fell on the guy. "You are soft…like Gukkie! Are you my Gukkie?" Taehyung words slurred together.

'My Gukkie' the man would be lying if his heart wasn't fluttering like crazy. He grabbed Taehyung by his waist,making him stand up properly and not fall on him. "Yes baby,it's me, Your Gukkie."

Taehyung's eyes twinkled when he confirmed it, a big smile on his face. He immediately hugged the guy,throwing his arms around him. Jeongguk was taken back by sudden hug but he still hugged him, he was missing this so much.

"Gukkie I missed you so much,where have you been?"

"Nowhere baby, you are the one who doesn't want to talk to me. Do you want to tell me why?" Jeongguk asked him, pulling away from the hug.

"Me,why would i- oh…I know why."

"Why? Tell me?"

"Gukkie…I…I feel like throwing up." Taehyung confessed and Jeongguk panicked.

"Should I take you to the washrooms? Just come" He grabbed Taehyung's hands and started to drag him out of the hall.

"No…Wanna go outside, on the rooftop. Don't want to throw up. Need air." Taehyung said to him, walking out of the door, all the noise suddenly disappearing the further they got away from the hall.

They entered the elevator as Jeongguk listened to his request and pressed the top floor so they could go to the rooftop. The metal doors closed and in some seconds, the doors were opening again, to the cold breeze of the rooftop. Jeongguk intertwined their hands together, it's too dangerous to let Taehyung go free on the roof when he's so drunk.

The cold wind swept their hairs out of their face. They walked closer to the railings to see the view. It was similar to his dream but instead of his office, it was the roof view which was so much better. Taehyung turned around and suddenly he was getting deja vu. Of his dreams, the rooftop dream.

He looked at Jeongguk who was staring at him instead of the view with such a lovely gaze. The same gaze he had in their dreams, filled with love for Taehyung.

"Is this another dream? What are you going to do with me now? are you going to fuck me again?" Taehyung rambled in his drunk tone and Jeongguk was confused for a solid second.

"What are you talking about Taehyung?" Jeongguk asked him getting closer to the boy but Taehyung immediately stopped him. "No don't come close, I don't want to do anything stupid Jeongguk, I love Jin I really do…"

"Taehyung, I am not going to do anything." Jeongguk's heart was breaking the more Taehyung spoke, why was he speaking to him like that?

"You always do this, I always give in. I can't keep doing this…it's wrong. I like it too much and that's so wrong. " The guilt was so much, Taehyung stumbled back a bit,his hands out of Jeongguk's grasp. The entire world was spinning for a second. "I think I am going to fall, Jeongguk."

With that, Taehyung's knees felt weak, with his hand on his head that was throbbing so much, his legs gave up on him and he was falling on the ground but before he could hit the ground,two arms came around him, holding him so he wouldn't fall. The beautiful face looked at him with such worry.

"I don't deserve you,Jeongguk. So stop appearing in my dreams, stop making me fall for you…" Taehyung admitted and his eyes closed, passing out in Jeongguk's arms who was shocked.

There were so many emotions flowing all over his body. So many questions he has to ask, what does that all mean? What is he talking about? Is it really what he thinks it is? but no answer. Only a sleeping boy in his arms.

"You are such a baby,Taehyung. You say all those things and pretend everything's okay. Why can't you see me? why can't you see my love for you? I love you so fucking much so why can't you love me too?" Jeongguk tried not to cry, he still has to go down, he has to take care of Taehyung. He can't cry, not right now at least.

Getting himself together, he picked up the boy in his arms. His head resting on Jeongguk's chest, sleeping peacefully in his embrace. He walked towards the elevator and pressed the floor the party was being held at. Standing in that metal elevator, Jeongguk thought about everything, so many endless possibilities. How did he end up here?

When the doors opened, he walked out and the first person he saw was none other than Taehyung's boyfriend standing outside the hall's door on his phone. When he noticed Taehyung in his arms he wasn't even surprised and ran towards them.

"What happened? did he pass out?" Jin asked him a little to no worry in his voice.

"Yeah, he drank too much and I took him up for some fresh air and he passed out. You should take care of him, he's a lightweight, you know that right?" Jeongguk asked in a rude tone, maybe it was his jealousy speaking he doesn't know.

"O-Ofcourse I know that, you don't have any right to talk to me about how to take care of my boyfriend. I was calling him but he didn't pick up. I noticed he was gone the second he left my side but he's not a baby, he can take care of himself." Jin snapped back at him and Jeongguk clenched his jaw in anger.

If this man wasn't Taehyung's boyfriend he definitely would have punched him. He tried to control his anger, glaring at the man. He wanted to say how he had Taehyung's phone in his hands the second he picked him up and it never rang or even vibrated but he didn't bring it up to be the bigger person.

"I will take it from here. Thanks for taking him up but we have to go now." Jin grabbed the boy from his arms and took him on his own.

Jeongguk watched the boy slipping away from him again. He watched as the other guy took away his love, in his arms to their shared home. It really doesn't take much to break his heart because there's nothing left to break at this point.

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This would have ten chapters now because last chapter was 8k words long so I divided it in 9 and 10, 4k words each. Yeah that's it, thank you for reading I hope you guys are liking it so far.
-K