I was so glad when the bell rang. If I could jump and dance I would have danced like crazy. For almost two hours I could only manage to draw the sketch of jungkook. Well, technically speaking you can't even call it a sketch. It's just his figure in lines if that makes any sense. The whole time he was sitting in front me cross legged and staring at me like crazy. For your information I'm self-conscious most of the time. I might not show it but I really am self-conscious. So when he is sitting there staring right at me I can't concentrate at all. And worse as it's a portrait I have to look at him every second. I can't imagine myself finishing the drawing before noon tomorrow. It's an impossible task.

I started packing my things to leave as if I stay with him anymore I'm scared that I might explode. Before jungkook can say anything, Mr. White called all of them and I was glad. I left out a sigh that I didn't even know I was holding in. just when I turned around to leave, Elle stormed inside shouting,

"Meg, IS IT TRUE THAT YOU ARE DRAWING JUNGKOOK?"

I really hate my best friend sometimes. Thank god the others had left and only the guys were there talking about god knows what. So when Elle decided to enter shouting, all of them were staring at her. I didn't have to turn to know it as I could feel their stares going through me.

When Elle saw the seven of them standing behind me near the other door to the classroom she stopped on her tracks and ran out covering her face. I was standing there like an idiot wondering what the hell happened just now.

"Meghan", before I could leave, I heard my name and the hair on the back of my neck stood up. He needs to stop calling my name so casually. Knowing that I have nowhere to run when all of them were staring at me, I turned towards Jungkook and gave the fakest smile I can give and asked, "yh?"

He must find me interesting because every time he talks with me or makes fun of me, he's smirking. I know I shouldn't stare at his lips but GOSH!! When he smirks he's like so frigging handsome and I don't think anyone can stop looking at him because I seriously can't avoid my eyes.

"Do you wanna stay to complete the drawing??" he asked me scratching his head. Not to sound surprised but I was actually taken back.

"Aren't y'all supposed to be busy with work or something?" I asked knowing that usually the BH entertainment sends a van to pick them up right after school so they can go and practice.

Jungkook looked at Namjoon for a second and all the other six clustered around him as if, to protect him. Seokjin put his hand around Jungkook and said, "well, we got a break today and this lil one says.." he pinched Jungkook's cheek and added, "he wants to spend more time with you today."

My whole face started heating up and, for the first time I clearly saw Jungkook's face getting red. He pushed Seokjin and said, "YA, hyung!!" but just when he was going to say something, Taehyung asked me looking right at me, "Do you have a boyfriend?"

Jungkook must've gotten so embarrassed as he stopped lecturing Seokjin and tried to tackle Taehyung. But being an expert, Taehyung easily got away and put his arm around Jungkook on one side, while Jimin held him from the other side and looked at me and asked "so, do you have one or not?"

"Hyung, stop itttttt!" , Jungkook tried to push his hyungs, but they were holding him tightly. Then Suga who was standing in a corner smiling at the others said, "it's just Jungkookie wanted us to ask you if you have one."

I tried to act like what he said didn't bother me, but it actually did on a whole new scale. But, if I was Jungkook I would've dug a hole right then and there. I could clearly see that Jungkook was so embarrassed and for the first time in my life I was glad I don't have brothers.

Shaking my head I said, "No, I don't have one." Just when I was about to say bye and leave, Hoseok spoke, "then do you have a crush on someone?"

"No time for that nonsense, but can I know why I'm being interrogated at least?" I asked casually.

Namjoon who was playing with Jungkook's hair said, "sorry, it's just, this guy seems to li—", but before he could add anything anymore Jungkook pushed all of them back, ran towards me and took my hand before I could protest and dragged me outside. I could hear the others laughing loud back in the classroom.

It's not that I haven't held a guy's hand, but that's exactly what I'm saying. I can't remember the last time my dad held my hand even, well if he ever did. Jungkook's hand was bigger than I expected and it was warm. And I liked the fact that he was holding my hand tightly. For some reason, I felt secure than I have ever been. Most of the time I feel so insecure and though I don't show it, there were days that I just wish someone is there to hold me so I don't fall and break.

We ran all the way to the outside and he stopped right in front of the gate. When he realized that he was still holding my hand, he sheepishly said sorry and let go of it. I so badly wanted to ask about what was Namjoon going to say before he interrupted, but I didn't want to ruin the moment, as I felt disappointed for some reason when he let go of my hand.

"where do you want to finish the drawing?" Jungkook asked looking at me and added, "you're supposed to submit it tomorrow right?"

I gave a nod. It seems like he won't stop until I finish drawing. But, I don't want to go back inside and finish the drawing in the class and there's no good restaurant or some area where I can draw peacefully except my home.

"Well, we can finish it at my home." Only when the words left my mouth I realized what I said. I live alone and I frigging invited him to come over. That day was an exception. But today, I purposely invited him.

"Did you just invite me to come over?", nodding, I looked at Jungkook and his eyes were wide open. Trying to act like I didn't mean anything else, well I seriously didn't right? Or did I? I added,

"well, you already came once, so yeah." 

i'm someone who writes a chap on the day i'm supposed update or doesnt update at all for months!!

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