RATED-18 (SEXUAL)

No readers under eighteen must be here in this chapter. Explicit sexual scenes ahead. Read at your own risk.

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When he kissed me, all I could do was kiss him back. I didn't even know if I am doing it right, but still, I kissed him back. Ito ba 'yung sinasabi nilang epekto ng alcohol na dahilan kung bakit nila na-e-enjoy ang gabi sa tuwing nasa party sila?

I know I am so drunk.

I'm not thinking about what I am doing. Though there is a part in my mind that says, what we're doing was wrong. Best friends don't kiss each other, right? But the biggest part in my mind is saying that this is the best thing I did in my entire life. Na parang . . .ito ang pinakatama. Na . . . kapag itinigil ko, I will disappoint myself forever.

Hindi ko alam kung paano kami napunta ni Austin sa loob ng bahay nila Kyle, pero sa nakikita ko ngayon, nakababa na kami sa second floor. Hawak niya ang kamay ko habang sabay kaming naglalakad nang pagewang-gewang at bumabangga sa mga pader na madaanan namin.

Walang malinaw sa aming dalawa ngayon . . . lalong-lalo na sa akin. Hindi ko alam kung totoo bang nangyayari ang mga ito, pero pakiramdam ko, nananaginip lang ako.

He tried to open one of the guest rooms kahit na hirap na hirap siya dahil sa sobrang kalasingan. Ano bang ipinainom ni Kyle sa amin para malasing kami nang ganito?

When he finally opened the room, hinila niya ako papasok doon. He locked the door and then he started kissing me again as he pinned me on the wall. Gusto kong mag-isip. Tama ba itong ginagawa namin? Bakit namin ginagawa ito? We did not love each other. We're just best friends! And best friends do not kissed each other!

I tried to stop him.

"Austin . . ." I said in a low voice, but it makes him more aggressive.

His kisses became deeper, and I don't know why I felt something strange down there. Like there's water, and there's something poking on my stomach from Austin's pants.

"Why . . ." halos mapaungol ako nang halikan niya ako sa leeg. "Why are we doing this?"

"Because I love you," he said.

Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko sa sinabi niya . . . na parang bumalik ako sa katinuan pero ang totoo ay ramdam na ramdam ko pa rin ang sobrang epekto ng alak.

"But we're best friends . . ."

Bakas pa rin sa boses ko na para akong lasing . . . na para akong umuungol sa bawat pagsasalita ko . . . habang sinasabi ko ang mga 'yon . . . at ganoon rin siya.

He stopped kissing my neck as he stared at me with his serious and drunken eyes. "You're not just a best friend to me, Vanessa. How many times do I have to tell you that?" He sighed. "What am I to you?" I did not answer him. "Am I just a best friend to you? We don't have to do this if you don't want to. If . . . If I'm just a best friend to you."

I catch a glimpse of pain in his eyes, and it makes me shut my mouth because seeing him hurt is a torture to me. And instead of answering him, I just pulled him and kissed him on his lips. Mali, I know. Mali itong ginagawa namin. We're no lovers but best friends and it seems like we're going to fuck each other any time tonight.

I wanted this too, I know that to myself. I can't use the I'm just drunk card because I am definitely thinking and I am being rational right now.

He pushed me to the bed as his hands are playing on my boobs. His kisses are now back on my neck. Nang makita kong nainis na siya sa suot kong damit ay pinunit niya ito at tinanggal ang pagkaka-hook ng bra ko. He sucked one of my breasts and it makes me moan even more louder while his hand is playing on the other.

Napasabunot ako sa kan'ya dahil sa ginawa niya. it gives me foreign feelings . . . strange feelings that I felt just now. But I know, mal . . . mali itong ginagawa namin, 'yon ang palagi kong naiisip. Pero bakit pakiramdam ko, tama lang ito? Na parang walang mali sa ginagawa namin?

"Vanessa . . ." I almost heard him moan when he called my name.

He kissed my lips once again, and now, I am the one who's irritated with the shirt he is wearing. I tried to remove his shirt, but he stopped me. I removed his shirt once again, and so, he helped me. And now, I am seeing his naked upper body.

His biceps and six-pack abs are now visible to me. He started kissing me again on my lips, and his feet are now trying to part my legs. He kissed me again on my neck, down to my chest, and stomach. And now, I feel him holding the short I am wearing.

Mabilis niyang ibinaba 'yon, and now, all I am wearing is the panty, which is now wet because of the strange feeling he's been giving me since a while before. I saw him smile before touching the middle of my legs. Napasigaw at napaliyad ako sa ginawa niyang 'yon because it gives me thousand of feelings na gustong-gusto ko kahit na ngayon ko lang naman naramdaman . . . pero bitin pa rin. Bitin na bitin pa rin para sa akin.

"Fuck . . ." he whispered.

Ibinaba niya ang natitirang underwear ko, and now, I'm perfectly naked. I felt his fingers touch it once again, and all I could do now is moan for his name. I felt his lips in the middle of my legs, dahilan kung bakit napadaing ako. I heard his cursing once again while he was kissing me there.

"Fuck! Ahh!"

I moaned again as he continue sucking the most private part of my body. I moaned, and moaned, as my body moved like it's following a rhythm. After that, I felt his fingers thrusting in and out there. Paulit-ulit akong napapasigaw sa ginagawa niyang iyon. Hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko.

When he was done, tumayo siya at hinubad ang pants na suot kasama ng underwear, at pagkatapos ay gumapang sa ibabaw ko. I felt his maleness brushed on my skin and it's giving me goosebumps.

When our faces are on the same level, I saw him smile as he leaned forward to whisper something as he stared at my eyes directly.

"I love you... I love you so much, Vanessa."

Then he kissed me again on my lips as I felt his maleness thrust inside me. Napasigaw ako sa sakit na naramdaman ko sa ginawa niyang 'yon. Pakiramdam ko, may napunit sa loob ko dahil sa ginawa niya, at tumulo ang luha ko dahil sa sakit.

"Fuck, Vanessa! You're fucking tight . . ."

He kept on cursing while all I kept on moaning his name as he thrust his maleness inside me all in. He withdrew it after a moment and it made me take a fucking deep breath as it feels like my sanity left me with his dick.

"Austin!"

He held my head back as he continued kissing me on my lips and going in and out of me. He continued to invade me with his maleness deeper . . . slower . . . but fucking harder that it made me scream for every thrust. I started moaning more when he became faster.

I like the slower and harder, Austin . . .

"Austin . . . harder . . ." I pleaded.

He chuckled sexily as he did what he did earlier that made me lose my sanity in every move he did. His thrusting me so deep, it makes me feel that this bed will be wrecked tonight.

This is just the first time but it felt like I just experienced the best fuck I've ever had.

When he reached his climax, I heard him moan before he landed on top of me completely.

And then, it's done... It's all done.

He cupped my face and smiled.

"Mahal kita . . . higit pa sa inaakala mo," he said before hugging me.

After this night, alam kong magbabago na ang lahat. At ngayon . . . ngayon na-realize ko ang lahat. Na-realize kong mali, dahil alam kong matapos ang gabing ito, magkakaroon ng malaking harang na pader sa pagitan naming dalawa.

Matapos ang gabing ito . . . napatunayan ko na kung bakit kahit kailan, hindi ako nagkagusto sa ibang tao dahil sa simula pa lang . . . may iba nang nagmamay-ari ng puso ko.