My Burden Life


Tsukina's POV

I felt dead from the inside as I spend the rest of my life on a patient bed which is nearly a decade. My eyes felt heavy as anesthetic running through my vein.  Even though the weather outside of my window room are quite lovely as I can see the curtains flapping gently, I cannot felt the comfort breeze at all, the skin of mine already beyond numb than anyone ever imagine.

I let out another sigh while looking away from window to the tube that was sticking its needle between my arm, the beeping sound beside me just made me gloomier as it already become my usual music to my ears.

While painfully adjusting myself to sit comfortably by lean on my fluffy pillow, the door suddenly open with a person I fimiliar with. He was my dear little brother, he looks simply cute with his blue navy uniform although he was slightly few inches higher than a normal age 5 years old child, I'm sure he will be a good bishounen in future. I smile softly at petite brother of mine as he pitter patter walking toward me with lily in his hand.

"Nee-chaan!" He excitedly pulled the chair beside me and give me the beautiful lily with keen, wait for me to give a react. He so cute with his gleaming cute blue eyes on me, I internally scream for him, he definitely my sunshine whenever I was lonely.

"Aww..thank you Shin-chan..."Unfortunately, I was only able to reply with a hoarse voice.  He fell silent when he heard my reply while the eyes that was gleaming turn into cloudy instead, but still, he tried his best to smile.

"Shin-chan.." He lift his head to see my hand ruffle his fluffy blonde hair. "How's your school today?"

"Oh, it was fun Nee-chan! Today Shin-chan and friends went to a garden..ummm..what was it called again? Oh! A science garden!" He brimming with joy and end up give me a long storytelling of all his journey from the science garden till here, such a strong memory child. I complimented him each time he succeed doing something especially when he done a good deed. 

"Shin-chan is a good boy." He happily said as I pat his head that lying on my lap. I chuckled at his own self-proclaim and keep let my fingers slid through his hair, it's like theraphy for both of us with our surrounding turn into a nice peaceful moment. 

I close my tired eyes in peacefulness till I abruptly heard small sniffles coming beneath me. Shin-chan? I cannot see his face but I'm sure I felt the sudden wetness on my lap, he never cried this silently before so I was taken back. 

"Shin-chan..?" I lift his head gently, he looks at me with tears dripping like a numberless pearl, his face was red as he tried his best to control the cry, I afraid it's not good for his mental, "Shin-chan..holding tears it's not good for health."

A/n: I'm still amateur at coloring...even drawing if I say. This drawing use medibang pro. 

He did not answer and simply sniffle with his tears continuously dripping, ara, ara~I imagine myself dripping with sweat as I anxiously wipe his tears away from his chubby cheeks. It cannot help, the way he reacts this way, he clearly knew I did not have a long life to live as he was told by my parents. What are they doing!? Telling him directly and bluntly, are they going to create a traumatic experience in his childhood, I swear they...I take a breath before turn to him again and give a kiss at the tip of his nose. That's when he suddenly fell silent but the tears did not stop though.

"Shin-chan...thank you." I said to him dearly. "For being strong for me, for yourself."

He was stunt and scrunched his brows as if he confused at what I'm saying. He's a child after all, with this frail arms of mine to wrapped around him, I comfort him with lullaby till he's asleep in my arms but I thought it will be bad for him to stay here because it was about getting late already. So before the sunset about to hit, I shake his shoulder as I softly wake him up.

Shin-chan seems to be reluctant first but I kindly pushed him out by using my parents may worry over him. Finally, peaceful moment. But today was rather weird, there's no a single nurse came to check me today, regularly around this time they would come for a medical checkup or change my blanket.

I wonder why I have a bad feeling. Thinking of it making me even tired so I decide to sweep myself in dreamland, ah...how I wish I could move and doing whatever I want.

As Tsukina was silently complaining about her burden life, her wish was heard and noticed by a gorgeous woman that wear in a sparkling starry night ... , her wavy milky way theme long hair spread through space and as she opens her purplish long eye-lashes, she smiles at the puny Earth below her. 

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Everything around me was dark but then suddenly I felt my heart beat painfully, it as if it wants to tear out from my chest, it hurt like hell. I desperately open my eyes to see the ceiling in dark night, I can hear the beeping sound came from my heartbeat reader as it blaring through my room. I cannot understand what's happening?!

My arms flailing helplessly to reach the button to called out the nurse but it was stopped when there was another hand caught mine. I was surprised to see that familiar hand as I look up to see pair of cold eyes over me. 

"Mom...?" I said in disbelief while trying my best to hold my consciousness.

"Tsuki....." She said but her tone was so cold that it scared me to knew it was my own mother. " Why don't you die?"

I suddenly felt my stomach fall into a pit, I know my parents' treatment toward me are far more different than my little brother but I never thought it will be this much for them to do this to me. 

"You're just a burden, dear. An unwanted burden, so please, please just died for your hopeless parents, for our dearest Shin." She was begging me insincerely till she said my little brother name, why Shin was called more tenderly than me? I always want to ask it. But before I was able to spill a word, my field vision already fall into a pit darkness together with coldness every inch of my body. 

This burden life, finally end with regret and loneliness filled my soul. 

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Now let's see~

Which fate shall she live for the next life~?

The very same goddess, gazing the world peacefully but eagerly between her palms. 


A/n: Hello people! I'm making another story again! I know this is crazy for my followers, but I can't help but let it out. It's been on my mind for a while now since I saw a new type of ship in pinterest, and I would like to try if it turns out fun more than I thought.

Let's look some example witch x servant/slave/demon :

Uhhh...so yeah, this is how I got new inspiration to make a new story. The real romance might move slower in this story because I mainly focus on isekai( other world) genre, but hey, keep looking forward for this story okay ^w^/. 

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