I sit in the park
With a blueberry lollipop
Stuck to the inside of my cheek
And a book in my
Hand
As I await your arrival
It's our first date
I promised to take you to
A museum
But why didn't you come?
I waited for hours
I waited from sunrise to sunset
Was I not good enough?
Was I not present?
I looked down to check my watch
The taste of the lollipop began to taste sour
The book was falling out and into my hands
The scenery was shifting
The watch disappeared
I tried to grab onto something but I began
To fall
Into my own way
Of imagining my happiness
Never coming through
I fell into a hole
Filled with lost women
That I never had the chance
To know