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I lost my sister, she died because of me. Kaya ang parents ko ay ayaw na akong makita.

I lost my boyfriend and at the same time my bestfriend, nahuli ko silang nagtataksil sa'kin.

I lost my job, dahil sa pagmumukmok ko hindi ko namamalayan unti-unti ko na palang napapabayaan ang trabaho ko.

I lost everything I have, that's why Im desperate to die. But I didn't expect na si kamatayan na mismo ang lalapit saakin para tuparin ang aking kahilingan. Pero hindi ganun kadali ang proseso dahil kailangan ko munang sundin ang mga ipapagawa nya tsaka nya tutuparin ang aking kahilingan na hindi makakaramdam ng kahit anong sakit sa aking pagkamatay.

I was so desperate to die to the point na nakalimutan ko na ang kahalagahan ng buhay. But, is it really too late to appreciate the beauty of life?

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