[Just because im nice... ill give you the 9th as a present.. -Ven >:3]

I shut and locked my bedroom door behind myself when I finally got home, tears staining my cheeks so much my skin was dry from the salt.

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What am I even doing here?! What ever was my purpose here?!

I kicked my suitcase and held my head in my hands, gripping so tight I let out a harsh sob.
My mind was tainted, plagued with repetitive thoughts of:

You are nothing but a mistake..

You aren't worth the time..

You don't deserve to have a beating heart..

You don't deserve...

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.
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To live.

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These made my face go numb, until a force slammed into my door, a voice saying in panicked sobs as my doorknob repeatedly tried to turn. "Camilla! CAMILLA PLEASE! open the door!" I put my hands over my ears as the sobs got harsher and the knocks got heavier, sliding into the closet to block out the lights.
The bedroom door opens with a harsh thub before clicking closed, footsteps running into the room. There's one soft sob as the owner's footsteps pace the room, I barely adjust my foot and the room goes dead silent. Slow, silent footsteps reaching the closed closet door. I slowly look up as the door opens, a pair of muscular arms lifting me up. Eda nearly tumbles to the carpet as she holds me close, sobbing into my shoulder while repeatedly apologizing.

I stared at the girl as she let loose an emotion so foreign to me, holding me close as if I were a dead body.
I slowly and carefully hugged her neck, setting my face into her shoulder.
Leaning over she kisses my temple before apologizing once more, I looked up at her before she gives me a firm kiss on the lips. I was needless to say desperate when the kiss ended, Eda quickly catching up on my desperation with a end result of my back hitting the carpet, Eda's hands cupping my cheeks as she says "I should have never said those things about you.." we stare at each other a long while, "I was a jealous fool.."

I wipe her tears away before saying quietly, "you were.. but you are also my fool and I really don't ever want to hear you say things like that again.." she nods before pulling my body into a kiss so new and passionate I went braindead for a second, I didn't really know where this was going.. but I had a hunch.

And I hope nobody was home..

    
It was as if time slowed down a little that next morning, I felt genuinely grateful that Eda kissing me wasn't some screwed up dream to make me even more distraught.
Her hand turned our intertwined hands over as she mumbled herself awake, I was cold due to the half lack of clothes I had, in nothing but boy cut underwear and a low cut sports bra. Eda's front pressed to my back, her sweats giving my skin momentary pleasure before the coldness returns, I looked around the room with my blurry vision to try and make sense of the orange ambiance.

Then I looked over my shoulder to see the sun half risen, I chuckled in the back of my head, saying in my thoughts to the Greek god Helios 'me too buddy, me too.'
Eda's body rose so she was resting on her elbow, looking down at me. Her darkened gold eyes slowly fading to their natural light as they looked at the features of my face. I blinked once before rolling onto my back, a silent conversation flowing between us.
Wrapping her arms around my waist her body edges down, she then does something that makes me realize she was back, pressing a firm kiss to my scar before grumbling into my skin "five more minutes..."
I nodded and set my hand on her shoulder, repeating tiredly that I wanted five minutes too. My eyes closed and my ears tuned in to every sound, but I ended getting up and going to my dresser. Pulling out a pair of navy blue sweats I pull them on, grabbing a dark grey tshirt to go with it. I crawl back onto the bed and set the tshirt on my face, groaning into the fabric.

Eda then gets off the bed herself, putting on a lighter grey tshirt of mine. The bedroom door opens, my tshirt blocking who had opened the door. My knees bent up as I pressed the tshirt into my face with my hands, Dell chuckling "unique to see you have the same idea of sleepwear as Eda... two peas in a pod you two." I sighed tiredly and rolled onto my side, closing my eyes again. "Well.. breakfast is ready. And your family is here Camilla.." I gave a quick thumbs up before once again returning to my back, the door closing.
I pull the shirt from my face as Eda's front gently presses to mine, a smile appearing on my lips as she kisses me. "Mm... it's so nice to be back to normal.. I didn't realize how much I missed you until now." I giggled, wrapping my arms tightly around her neck as I smiled. "You were held amidst jealousy and sometimes jealousy is a plague that's hard to get rid of."

"Like that human rat plague-" Eda says, burying her face in my neck to nibble on the skin there, forcing me to squeal and giggle.
My giggles faded to a constricted 'mmh..' as she ceased the nibbles, the kisses becoming more.. passionate. "We have to go downstairs hermosa.." I mumbled but my arms were not agreeing to my statement, I inhaled a deep breath before hissing as her fangs lightly punctured my skin. Pushing her slightly away from me I say warningly, "Eda- my dad is here. If you don't hide these with an illusion I swear to God you will have absolutely no mercy-"

She looks at me with slightly scared eyes, conjuring up an illusion that covers up the mark. Pulling on my shirt I stand up and yawn, my eyes trying to find my glasses.
I ended up finding them next to the lamp, putting them on I go to the mirror and quickly brush out my hair, Eda stretching out her arms still on the bed. I give her a quick kiss before I exit the room, heading to the bathroom before I go downstairs.

I hug mom before sitting at the kitchen table, Eda going into the kitchen momentarily before exiting with two steaming coffee cups, setting one in front of me I give Eda a short, mumbled 'gracias hermosa..' before sipping the liquid.

Mamá looks at me before looking at Eda, curious eyes staring into my own, I look away with a deep blush as she smirks. She knows.

Oh she knows.

How does she know?

Am I flushed?

Are my reactions to Eda too gentle?

CANSHESMELLSOMETHINGICAN'T?!

I ate my breakfast in a long silence as our parents talked, trying to avoid mamá's eyes but inevitably I got pulled into the kitchen, she looked into my eyes before softly chuckling. "You seem... bright today.. mi hija." I looked away and grumbled, crossing my arms. "Well- at least you have a girlfriend not a boyfriend." She notes, I looked up with embarrassed eyes. "What? You think I wouldn't know by the way you spoke to Eda like she just proposed to you? You even stared into her eyes for an extra five seconds longer than normal."

She frowns as I leaned against the counter, my eyes closing. "So.. did you resolve the conflict you two had?" I nodded slowly before leaning my head back, "good.. by the way you have a bruise showing, might want to cover that." My eyes snapped open, I went swiftly into the nearest bathroom and blushed so deeply I looked like I was about to faint when I saw the deep purple corner of a bruise. I pulled out a pair of the magic gloves from the cupboard under the sink, creating a ring of magic to make an illusion spell.

Putting the gloves back I walk to the living room, sitting beside Eda and glaring irritably at Alex.
He rolls his eyes and turns to look at mom, I lock eyes with Eda a moment, smiling faintly. After a long while I head upstairs to put an actual outfit on, keeping the shirt I pull on some dark teal pants, arms suddenly wrapping around my waist.
I exhaled a soft noise as Eda mumbles against my skin "good morning by the way.." her hands slide gently to my waist, her pinkie fingers getting the first taste of my skin before her whole hand slips under. My skin erupted in shivers as she leaned forward, and with caution, Eda began to tease at the illusion masked bruises with nibbly little bites. I was in full euphoria, mouth slightly agape as my eyes closed, the blush hot on my cheeks.

My eyes opened just in time to catch the door open then swiftly close, I chuckled quietly.
I knew what drive my brother felt (in a sense) in the beginning, I understood the drive and the pull that made me want more. My body turned around, my hands taking purchase on her biceps as she leaned further into my body. I inhaled swiftly, mumbling the Spanish words 'mierda' which roughly translated to the English S word, Eda chuckled before telling me to watch my language.

"S-screw..." I breathed in deeply with a whine, resuming "you.. I can say whatever.." another momentary pause to hiss and whimper like a sensitive wussy, "whatever... I want."
Her lips parted slightly wet from my neck, what I'd assumed as sweat rolling down my neck until Eda mumbled "guess I bit down too hard.. lo siento hermosa.."
I looked over at the mirror I'd completely disregarded, seeing two thick lines of red blood dripping down my neck. I silently cursed the S word again, but not in a way that would make me seem pissed, in a way that held an... edge.. a bite of sensuality.

I felt myself breathe a chuckle "I'm nervous to know how much of an illusion is covering my skin." I say while standing up correctly, my hands pulling my hair into a loose ponytail. Opening up a small dresser I grab a cotton patch meant for nail polish removal and dab the blood off my skin, setting an illusion on the indentations I sigh softly. "Okay.. okay- no more for now mi amo.. I think your dad or anyone in my family saw a moment ago."
I pick up my drawstring leather backpack and sling it over my shoulder, Eda went to her room to go change into normal clothes as I went downstairs.
My eyes guided across the adults, landing on Alex who was so embarrassed he was sweating, I smirked and guided my eyes to mamá's who had a 'serves him right' look on her face. Tossing my ponytail back behind me I sit at my normal spot on the couch, I look up nonchalantly at Eda as she sits beside me.

  
I sat on a picnic blanket I'd laid out on the sand of a beach, looking at the water I knew would kill me if I swam in it but.. a girl can dream.
Eda knelt down with a grunt as she sat beside me, hugging my waist with one arm. Leaning against her I smile, Someone steps on the sand beside us, sighing gently. We look up to see Raine who looks fairly tired and frankly exhausted, I pat the blanket with a frown, they sit down and press into me with a long 'ugh..'.
"I'm so exhausted... my parents have been telling the teachers to give me extra work.."
I felt my expression soften, hugging Raine I look at Eda and smile, she scoots closer to set her chin on my shoulder. "You know at any time I'm willing to help you.. I love homework." They nodded as if saying they knew, sighing deeply. I moved their hair away from their eyes, "sometimes I hate your glasses raine.. the glare from yours collides with mine and I can't look at you correctly." I say as I try to pinpoint their pupils past the blinding glare, they take them off and put them on my back, squinting at me to see correctly. "Have you ever considered contacts?" They raise an eyebrow with pure confusion "con... whats?" I nibble on my lower lip, trying to find a way to explain. "Contacts, they're a sometimes better alternative to glasses in the human world. They're a little peice of... something- that you put in your eyes and they work just as good as glasses."

They pinch the bridge of their nose, seemingly more confused. Picking up my bag I pull out the little contacts container, taking off my glasses I put a little bit of saline in the round film and put it in my eye, blinking a little to rid the momentary irritation.
"These are called contacts." I say as I put the second one in, grunting slightly as an eyelash goes in my eye. "I don't use them much because I need a prescription renewal.. but they're useful."

Folding up my glasses I put them in my bag and return Raine's to them, they scrunch up their face as if they're thinking. "It's not a bad idea.. but, it's only a human thing.. how do I get some if I'm not human?"
I frown and think, my expression showing I was deep in thought. "I have an old pair.. couldn't you just use magic to adjust the prescription?.." I pause. "And maybe help me fix mine..?" Eda chuckles to my embarrassed tone, kissing my cheek so firmly I get pushed away slightly.

Raine giggled, sending my heart into a panic. Me and Eda locked eyes a moment before nibbling on our lower lip a little, all the while Raine was looking at the water.
Something was going on with our hearts and I planned on finding out why, Raine leaned against me as they slid down a little, their knees bent with their head on my side, eyes trained on the sunset. I toyed with their mint green hair a little, my eyes looked at Eda's again. Me and her have a wordless concert,

'Is it just me or do you also feel drawn to them?' Eda nods, nuzzling my shoulder with her nose, kissing the half revealed skin there.
'Didn't we settle that the day we had that grudgby game? I frowned instantly and shook my head, making Eda confused, I huff a sigh and reassuringly tell Raine it's nothing so the could close their eyes.
'No Eda... drawn to get into a ménage à trois..' she pauses her breathing before blushing, looking away shyly before nodding. I turn her head to look at me, kissing her briefly before looking down at Raine.