"You bought him clothes?" Hoseok asks, a bit taken aback when he sees Jungkook marching around the house in a newly bought outfit.

Seokjin looks away guiltily and shrugs. "Yeah, why not."

Hoseok sighs and puts a hand in his hair, wrinkles forming on his now exposed forehead. "This can't keep going on like this, Jinnie."

Seokjin looks down and sighs aswell, knowing his husband is right.

"We can't keep going like this, we don't now jack shit about this kid. You picked him off the street, while he could be a danger to you and me. We're letting him sleep here instead of just handing him to the authorities like we should, and now you're buying him clothes?!" Hoseok starts getting more stressed and angry with every word he speaks, making Seokjin feel even worse than before.

"We both know Junkook isn't like any other person and yes, he does has something special about him. I know we've both been trying to keep him here longer than necessary, but it has to stop now." Angered, Hoseok turns around and marches towards Jungkook who's playing with Hoseok's phone and trying to understand what it was.

Surprised, the boy looks up and smiles brightly at him, only to drop the smile and replace it with a frown when he sees how angry Hoseok looks.

Roughly, the elder grabs Jungkook by the arm and drags him along with him, ignoring the whined complaints coming from the boy.

With a swing, Hoseok pushes Jungkook to sit on a chair and grabs one to sit across from him. "Hobi?" Jungkook asks, his head slightly tilted.

"My name's Hoseok so don't call me that." He says in a growl, making Jungkook feel even more uneasy.

"You have to go and you have to do it now. So either tell me where you live or I'm sending you out alone and you'll have to figure it out yourself."

Seokjin watches in shock, not used to his husband being this agressive and buts in. "Hoseok, it isn't his fault I decided to buy him clothes, we can work this out normall–"

"No."

Seokjin shuts up immediately, not wanting to anger him even more and Hoseok turns back to Jungkook. "Tell me where you live."

Jungkook stares with wide eyes as his bottom lip starts trembling, trying to hold back his tears. No one's ever screamed at him his whole life. His father was always gentle and kind and no one else dared to scold him besides that. Minho would only do it jokingly and Jungkook would always laugh at him for it.

But since he's arrived on earth, he's been yelled at more times than ever. He didn't want this either, he was forced to. How can Hoseok be this angry with him if he didn't do anything?

"I-I just w-wanna help." He stutters out, not taking his eyes of the elder.

"Tell me where you live or I'm fucking throwing you out!" He hrowls at Jungkook, making the boy shiver.

"With Yoongi! And Jimin and Taehyung and Namjoon!" He yells back, shutting his eyes tightly while holding his head in his hands.

He can't do this anymore. He just wants his father, he just wants him to tell him everything's alright. He misses the way his father's words always calmed him down amd how he's always there for him. He misses how much fun he used to have with Minho and the other villagers. He misses the ability to speak and read and do basic things.

Jungkook's sobs turn frantic and uncontrolled as he still holds his head in his hands, his breathing becomes heavy and his head feels light.

He can vagely hear Seokjin's voice but he can't comprehend the words. Fear starts building up and his cries become even louder.

He feels strong arms wrap around him as he's being carried away. Trying to push them off, he comtinues crying, but he isn't strong enough to succeed, his mind too occupied for his body to cooperate.

He's put on, what he thinks is, Seokjin's lap and pulled into a hug. He keeps on trying to push him away and eventually succeeds and crawls away.

Hoseok walks over to where the boy is sitting on the floor with a very worried look on his face and asks Jungkook a question, which this time, he can understand.

"Jungkook, what's wrong?"

He hates everything. He hates earth, he hates these people and he hates this body. There is just one thing he wants right now, his emotions and the panic attack making him feel hopeless, like he'll never return home. Maybe he should just give up.

With teary eyes he looks up at Hoseok who's crouching down in front of him and he quivers.

"I want to die."

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Jungkook has been uncontrolably crying for the whole day and nothing Seokjin or Hoseok did, was able to calm him down.

Eventually, all the crying has tired his body out and he fell asleep on the floor, Hoseok gently carrying him to the bed and laying him down there.

The two men are hopeless at this point, sitting next to each other in silence and trying to find the best way to handle the situation.

Eventually, Seokjin turns to the other. "We have to find those people, now."

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Y'all have no idea how shook I was when I found out that guiltily is an actual word that exists and not something my mind made up

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