[JAMES POV]
I look at Jordan across the office, his hair places perfectly on his face and how his chest rises when he breaths. I'm deep in this love that I found myself in, I really don't want to love this asshole but he is...cute. I get back to my work when he turns and looks at me, "oh!did you want something James?" He asked in his sweet voice. I click my tongue and give him the middle finger, "fuck you." He giggles a bit and gets back to whatever he's doing. I facepalm and curse at myself, god dammit! I mean really, if you're a guy and have a crush on someone you tease and make fun of them! Well, if its a girl, fuck it I can do it on a guy. I hear Joe's voice call for me and Jordan, "guys I have a question for you from unihackcock" heh I'm an idiot for coming up with that username, No I'm an idiot for being so desperate to find out how Jordan flirts and acts when liking someone. Jordan grabs the sticky note and starts to read it as joe puts the camera on us. "Um, unihackcock asked 'how do you guys flirt, back then and now' ". He looked at Joe. He giggled and he had a questionable look on his face. "Well I still flirt the same, I act nice and respectable, that's really all I do." I see his face turning red a bit. He looks at me and I jump. "How about you James?" I blink, shit. "Oh, uh I just tease and yell at them-" I was inturupted. "Wait, James you do that everyday. Does that mean you flirt with us!" Joe asked and started laughing. Jordan started to laugh as well, fuck, I turn a little red and laugh along. "I mean, ha no that's just how I flirt you fucking ashole!" I smile and laugh. "Well yeah I used to do that when I was like ten!" Joe said and continued to laugh, I growled with a small smirk. I just shrugged and tried to change the topic, "is that all?" Joe shook his head. "Well this one person asked 'who would you flirt with in the office' " I looked at him and grabbed the note. Fucking horse-cock asked who would we flirt with in this fucking office. I turned a bit pink and I looked at Jordan, "go on Jordan, answer the godamn question." Shit, shit, fuck, fuck, fuck! He giggled in a fake manner, "James, I answered the last one first, so you go on ahead." I clicked my tongue and flipped him off, he shrugged. "Okay I guess I would flirt with....um, you joe" ouch. I felt a bit of pain in my chest, Joe smiled and called him "Jor-Jor." Don't fucking call him that shit! Only Seamus did that crap and I fucking hated it! They look at me, waiting for my answer. I glared at Jordan with a smirk, "well myself of course" Joe laughed at me "Come on James! Give a real answer!" I laughed "that IS a real answer." Jordan's voice spoke up, "come on James, just one person" fuck I can't say no to that face. I sighed and got a bit pink, "um, well I don't really know, I guess...you?" I smiled a bit , hoping not to look suspicious. They looked at me a bit surprised, I pulled his hat down to his face "SIKE YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE." I walked stupidly to the kitchen and laughed to cover up my emberssment, why the fuck would I say that, why the fuck would I do that. I sighed in frustration as I entered the kitchen, man I suck so bad. A few hours have passed and Jordan could care less about me right now , crap I feel awful , guess I have to write this shit out. I grabbed a peice of paper and a pen and wrote how I'm feeling and how I fell for Jordan, I read in a stress book that this makes you feel better, it works. I wrote how I feel for him, it makes me super flustered when I remember it.

~քast~
I came out of my room, hearing the latest new about a squirrel that we named Wendy. I yawned and stretch, "morning James" Jordan says and passes by me only in his boxers. Excuse me, um heart, why the fuck are you beating so fast? I went to the downstairs bathroom because Jordan went to the closest bathroom to take a shower. I look at the mirror and see that my face was red, crap, no I'm not gay, Jordan's an idiot. A few day past since that incident and I feel a rush when ever im with him, when I see him smlie, when he laughs, he's beautiful. I started to realize Jordan was kind of being hit on by Seamus, Sly and Aleks. I wanted it to stop, so I hanged out with them more, pushing Jordan out of the way for them and , sadly, for me to. Soon people really liked the idea of me and Aleks together, in a relationship and just playing games. Jordan said it would be good for the hub, I tried to of think of excuses for us not to do it, but it was true, we make a pretty good team. It seemed that I spent most of my time being with Aleks and less with Jordan, I did a valentines day stream with Aleks while Jordan was with Dan. I wanted to do this with Jordan, why do people see me and Aleks together? I want to hold Jordan's hand, I want to kiss him, I want him to be mine. Once Sly left Seamus went towards Jordan again, I can't do anything because Jordan sounds like he's happy with his flirts and company. My heart broke a bit, but I couldn't let my emotions get over to what happened to Jordan, after his divorce we all showered him in attention. I remember spending a whole day with him, he was happy, he was laughing and smiling. The next day he hanged with Seamus, heh, this is fine. Seamus realized that I was being bothered by something, he asked what was wrong and I replied "you." He stared at me, he had a blank expression on his face, "I knew it" he replied.I looked at him and he told me that i was acting a bit aggressive with him and that he just wanted Jordan to be happy. Jorand really wanted to hang out with Seamus since their spelunking in treetopia, I respect that and I became a lot nicer to Seamus. Soon easter came around , Seamus let me have some space with Jordan and I was greatful for that. It was nice to have someone that respected my privacy and knew that I was in love with Jordan. That was until, Seamus left, I was so broken to the point I had to look through stressed books. Every time I get home I just feel anxiety, I called Seamus to hear if he was okay, he sounds great. "Oh god, Seamus I miss you" I hear him giggle on the other line, "I miss you to James, how are you doing?" I immediately tell him I feel awful and Seamus said that no one would take Jordan from me anymore. I guess he's right but I just feel so nervous around him that I still act mean to him. I texted Seamus a lot and heard he got a girlfriend, he says they drive eachother nuts and it's great. Im happy that Seamus finally found someone to love and take care of him, I wish Jordan would do that with me.

~քʀɛsɛռt~
And thats how we got here now. I started feeling more frustrated with work and Jordan that it's just a huge load of problems. I need someone else to talk to about this, a friend, but none of these guys would keep a secret. If I tell Aleks he would just think it's a joke, if I tell Joe he would scream in delight and tell Jordan. Nothing is really working for me right now, I look around the office and only Spencer is with me. "Where is everyone?" Spencer looked at me , "well Joe went out with Jordan and Dan is Helping artist Joe with something." Crap do I really have to worry about my highschool best friend trying to hit on my crush? I might call him later to see what he's doing, but not now. I went to the bear room to draw random shit because I had nothing else to do. I came out and I started to hear more than one voice, pretty much everyone came back once I got out of the room. When I entered the room my eyes just fell on Jordan. He was laughing with Joe and entering the meeting room, I feel the jealousy rise. I wanted Joe to get as far away from him as possible, I don't like feeling this away, especially with friends. I sighed and let them do whatever they were doing, a few minuets pass and they still haven't came out. Once they did it looked like they were carrying some type of jar, whatever it was, they were recording it. A few seconds later I heard Jordan's voice "WHO PUT DOCTOR PEPPER IN THE FRIDGE? I-I MEAN FREEZER!?" I giggled lightly at him. I shrugged, whatever they were doing, it doesn't interest me in the least. I yawn and look at the time, it was 10:30pm, I should really stop staying late. I start to pack up my things and realize that my paper was missing, crap did I misplaced it? No, someone took it. Fuck, FUCK, no don't freak out, Jordan was doing something all day he couldn't of had taken it. I sigh and try to shrug it off when I got home. I took Ein outside and I check the time. Its 11:29, ugh, guess I'm going to sleep late.

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