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implausible
/ɪmˈplɔːzɪb(ə)l/
adjective
adjective: implausible
(of an argument or statement) not seeming reasonable or probable; failing to convince.

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in this world, there are happy endings. juliet finds her romeo; love is a reality rather than a painful tragedy.

that's the difference between this world and others alike yet so different: this world is whimsically whole because the one one thing we as humans crave above all is guaranteed. given to us as a birthright. comfort, company, contact, affection, everlasting true love.

a soulmate.

someone who understands you in ways no one else can, who gives you a sense of not being lonely even without them because you know they are out there, somewhere. they are destined for you as you for them, giving each and every person an irreplaceable omnipotent value. the connection of two souls is such a beautiful thing, an inexplicable joviality in which we can forget now meaningless qualms such as physical beauty because the souls feed us and still our raging hunger for passion; infatuation; yearning.

the togetherness of soulmates makes everything easier. the thousand lives you have spent together before and the thousand more you will spend - it's effortless, comfortable, safe, and familiar because some part of you remembers them. their laugh sparks memories of a time your soul had nearly forgotten. the words they speak often sound like they're coming from your own mind. the relationship comes with an instant sense of knowing and unconditional understanding, for the bond you share has survived multiple lives.

but-

there always has to be a 'but', even in impeccable fairytales. that's the irony of it all.

there are those who are lost, broken and hold a grudge against love. the world has hurt them, as it does, but in such a deep way the cuts of its talons have left irreversible scars. ideals engraved so profoundly, the heartbroken shun happy endings and overflow with bitter hate, beating hearts encaged like timid lions; afraid but none the less powerful.

they hurt like hell and don't believe in heaven, content in carrying their burdens alone, cursed to each be their own atlas holding the weight of the sky on his shoulders for eternity.

and maybe they can change, but tend to be about as bendable and breakable as steel with little willingness to do so.

they too, have soulmates, but they are the few who do not want a life partner they believe will hurt them again. and again, and again. the circle of childish words like 'love' are laughable, a never ending circle that starts and ends with pain. and so they choose not to feel it.

choi san happened to be one of these people. and at eighteen years old, the name of his soulmate unbeknownst to him despite its permanent etching into his skin, he had endured more than a lifetime of this pain- more than anyone should have to.

hence the reason he swore never to uncover the name. because there is no such thing as true love. he had no interest in its game of manipulation.

no matter what the stars said.

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so that's the first taster - short i know but it's only the intro

it's so lovely to write for you guys again so hii ♡♡♡

some things to know about this fic:

-soulmate au (more will be revealed)

-angst ;(

-mature content (not just smut lol also difficult themes/bad language etc.)

xxx