I'm so sick of religion.
I'm sick of Christianity.
I'm sick of the bullshit my family spews.
I'm so sick of people telling me to just stop being sad.
I just want to die right now.
I can't be upset around my family.
I can't be angered about anything around my family.
I can't feel depressed.
I can only be happy.
Just a happy child that preaches the love of Jesus Christ.
I can't even think for myself.
I can't say my true thoughts.

I need help...