What we have once enjoyed, we can never lose. All that we love becomes a part of us

- Helen Keller

******

Jungkook's Pov

"Then I am the main lead", eomoni mouthed and I just smiled. Of course, she is the main lead here. She just has to not help me but also Taehyung now. I don't know how but she promised me before that she will manage everything. She is really one great mother.

"Well! Fine, we agree to that eomoni. Now let's help Kyunghee to her room", I mouthed and she nodded. Hana looked clearly happy with Taehyung's presence and I know why. She could now sigh in relief about Kyunghee. After all, what could help Kyunghee is Taehyung's love and no one could deny that.

I helped Eomoni with breakfast and she told about Hana's childhood memories and that she feels so sorry for not being so close to her from an early age. I consoled her that it isn't her fault and that the present is what that matters. We normally fight but in the end, we talk something like this and become emotional.

"It's hard eomoni when I imagined my whole life with her and she disappeared all of a sudden without a message", I expressed my despair and she ruffled my hair.

"I know and I am partially at fault too. I never asked for her opinion on marriage.", she expressed her apology and I shook my head.

"Hana should also have spoken eomoni. It's not your fault. You might not have expected her to have a boyfriend when she agrees for the marriage", I told her and she nodded. We then completed the breakfast and served it on the table.

"I will eat well", Taehyung mouthed and Eomoni patted his head. Taehyung also looks fine now. Jin hyung told that he always looked gloomy and drank alcohol to forget the pain. Now seeing Taehyung smile, I felt happy.

After finishing the breakfast, he offered to clean the dishes and we did it together. And then he went to Kyunghee's room. He looked so elated on having her back again. I left to the office along with Hana like usual. She was just like normal and I didn't bug her much today.

"So, Mr. Kim Taehyung will model for our next product? Is that true sir?", Mrs. Oh asked and I wondered when did it become official.

"Well! We just got a mail from Mr. Kim Seokjin, sir. And I came to inform you about that sir", she informed and I checked the mail. This Jin hyung made it official now. Anyway, that would be helpful since I don't need to lie to Mr. Do.

"Well! We were planning on that and I don't know if that was confirmed. Now that Mr. Kim Seokjin has already confirmed it, we will proceed with that", I told her and she nodded. She was about to walk out of the room and I called her.

"How is she doing?", I asked her and she smiled.

"She is doing fine sir and she had her meals too", she informed and I smiled. I don't know why but hearing her problems and suffering, I don't want to trouble her more. But I need to make sure that she comes back to me by herself.

"That's good to hear. Thank You Mrs. Oh", I thanked her and she showed a sincere smile.

"It's my duty sir. After all, she is very important to you", saying this she walked out of the room. The most important to me, to be precise.

After a long crappy meeting, I sighed and held my head. I smiled as Hana passed the water bottle to me. I hate some people who exaggerate an issue for nothing. And I had to respect their thoughts since I am young and to maintain my profile.

"That was hard right?", she asked and I nodded. At least she is talking. She observed me all the time during the meeting and also passed me water while I was being stressed out

"Should I get you coffee?", she asked and I nodded. I badly need it. I walked to my cabin along with her. She trailed towards the coffee machine and started making coffee. After five minutes, she got the coffee for me. I thanked her and sipped the coffee. I wonder how dad handled everything all these years.

"The coffee is nice", I told her and she smiled as she was setting up the files for the next meeting. As I was done with the coffee, I held her hand and she looked surprised.

"Let's go home. It's already late", I told her, and she eyed at the files.

"But these must be arranged", she told me and I shook my head in negation.

"You can do that tomorrow. You must have been stressed out with the meetings", I told her and she shook her head.

"No sir, I am fine. It was you who was stressed out", she told me and then I pulled her. She looked shocked at my action and pulled her hand out of my hold.

"See, I am tired now and want to go home. And I am not going home without you", I told her and surprisingly she obliged.

"Okay, fine", she spoke and walked out of the office. Taking the belongings from her cabin, she stood at the elevator. We got down and she got into the car.

"Appa is home", she told me and I nodded. I clearly know what she is intending. I have to be careful with my words and convince him nicely. That's all.

We reached home and Hana straight away went to her room. I looked at Mr. Do sitting on the Sofa with Taehyung on the single piece. Eomoni was also there and she showed me an unreadable expression. I just don't want it to be messed up.

"Well! I hope everything went well in Sydney Uncle", I greeted him and he smiled. I sighed in relief as his expression was not serious.

"I am sorry for not telling about Taehyung to you in advance", I told him as I sat straight to him and he let out a chuckle.

"Well, my wife told me that. It seems that Taehyung is modeling for your next product and that his brother was out of the station. Since he is an actor, there could be a chance of being stalked while alone. And that's the reason you wanted him to stay with us right?", he asked and I nodded. I looked at eomoni and she smiled. She is the main lead without a doubt.

"I should have told you in prior", I lowered my head and he let out a laugh.

"That's okay Jungkook. As I talked to him, I got to know that he is someone whom we know long back. He is one of our family friend's son.", he told me and I smiled. Taehyung was just smiling and I can now relax. I created so many stories in my head to convince him.

"We are glad to meet him and Taehyung, don't hesitate to ask if you need anything okay?", he told him and I smiled. How come he be so sweet to everyone except Hana? Why is he like that only towards her? Why?

"Well! I will take some rest now", he told and we nodded. As he disappeared, Taehyung came and hugged me.

"You managed it so well eomoni. I never thought it would be this easily settled.", I mouthed and Eomoni ruffled Taehyung's hairs.

"His charms were also included though", she told me and I looked at him confused.

"I spoke to him like a decent child and also talked about the childhood moments. He looked quite glad on meeting me. I don't think it's that tough to convince him", he stated and I nodded.

"I will go to Kyunghee's room then", he mouthed with glee in his eyes and I smiled.

"Yah! Do you want to put yourself in trouble? Go to her room after my husband sleeps okay? We still need to have dinner and what if he comes to check on her.", she mouthed a valid point and Taehyung nodded smiling cheekily.

We then dispersed and I informed him how Jin hyung made him the model for the next product officially. He chuckled at that and cracked a joke on Jin hyung. He also informed me that he will be taking a small break from acting since he wanted to spend some time with Kyunghee and I appreciated that.

"you know what Jungkookie? I will be staying in the same house as hers and if you want to open up anytime, remember I am always here", he spoke out of nowhere and I looked at him in surprise.

"I know Jungkookie. I know it's not going well when Baekhyun hyung announced Hana as his fiancé at the hospital. I asked Jin hyung but he tried to divert me talking something meaningless. Jungkookie, I know that the last year had been very tough for us and we didn't interact much. But trust me Jungkookie, I am always there for you as your friend and well-wisher", he mouthed with sincerity and I hugged him.

"I am happy that we could be near each other now Tae", I stated and he nodded. We pulled out of the hug and he placed his hand on my shoulder with an assuring smile.

"I will help you to get back to Hana just like you did it for me. But it isn't like paying back. There is nothing called paying back in friendship", he voiced out and I nodded. That's undoubtedly true.

"And I am happy that you guys patched up", I told him and a slight blush crept on his face.

At least now, one of the parted souls united

End of Jungkook's Pov

#####

Hana's Pov

We completed the dinner and I walked to Kyunghee's room. She was doing fine and is smiling more often. I know only Taehyung could do the magic on her. She talked to me about how she is very happy that Taehyung is back. I am the worst sister to distance him from her. I should have convinced her. I should have let her be in Seoul.

And then after some hearty talk, the door creaked open and we looked up to see Taehyung coming in. I smiled at him.

"I don't know how to say this but I am very much thankful for making her happy", I mouthed sincerely and he patted my head.

"Hana, you should not thank me for that. Instead, you should strangle my neck if I don't do that.", he stated and we laughed at that. His personality is the same.

"But Hana, if you are really thankful to me, do me a favor", he asked me in a serious tone and I looked at Kyunghee and then at him. He held my hands and pressed them.

"Please don't hurt yourself Hana. Don't try to walk away from that someone who is dying to get near you", he spoke and I knew what he is talking about. I pulled out my hands and smiled.

"well! Good night! Take care of Kyunghee okay?", I spoke in haste and as I was about to walk out of the room, he called me.

"I am not done speaking yet Hana but I am not going to bug you. But remember this thing Hana, I know how terrible the pain of separation is. And you being like this is only adding wound to his already injured soul", he mouthed and I sighed. I walked out of the room and took a breath.

I know Taehyung how hard it is to live like this. I just want you to understand my side too. I know it's funny if I say that I am marrying someone because of the man who never cared about me. But still, I can't go back now. I just decided to impress my dad but I know it's a dickmove. Even if I wish to change, everything is settled now. Baekhyun's father has high hopes on him and I don't want to ruin appa's reputation. Everything will be a mess which could never be cleaned.

Having these thoughts filled in my mind, I walked to my room, and surprisingly the bed light is already on. I walked in and saw Jungkook sitting on the bed scrolling his phone. What the hell! Why is he in my room now? Didn't he say he was tired? He should be resting by now.

"What are you doing in my room?", I asked him, clearly displeased with his presence. Displeased because he could arise a million emotions in me with just his words and actions.

"Can't you see? I am just checking news", he stated nonchalantly and I let out a scowl.

"Please go out of my room", I snapped at him and he let out a chuckle.

"You can't ask me to get out of my girl's room", he spoke with a smug smile and I rolled my eyes.

"I am not your girl", I retorted and he smiled.

"Yes, it's true. You are not my girl. You are someone else's now", he spoke in a tone filled with pain and I gulped down my throat. Please don't talk like that Jungkook. Once you start, I don't think I can control myself.

"I am waiting for my girl. I am waiting for my Hana who could only imagine Jungkook as her future. I am waiting for my Hana who could bring the kid out of me. I am waiting for my Hana who knows how to make Jungkook happy. I am waiting for my darling who could control the dickhead in me", he stated as his eyes glistened. Please don't cry Jungkook. It makes me weak. It makes me ashamed of myself for being such a pathetic girlfriend.

"I am waiting for my real Hana. Not this one who covers herself with a mask", he stated and got up from the bed. I averted my eyes from him as I don't want an emotional breakdown now. And then I noticed. The pill bottles.

Why are they here? Why did eomma keep them here? Oh My God! I have to hide these from Jungkook at any cost. I walked to them to cover them. But as I held them, they were light. I looked at Jungkook who was walked out of the room. I took a breath and opened the pills.

What the fuck? Why are they empty?

"Searching for these?", a voice snapped me out of my thoughts and I gulped in fear that it should not be him. I turned to him to see the pills in his hand.

"Why are they with you?", I asked stammering a bit out of fear and he took steps closer to me.

"I should be the one asking that. Why are using these?", he asked in a serious tone. Oh no! What should I do? I didn't want him to know about it. What can I say? That I miss his cuddles so much that I couldn't sleep without the pills?

"Speak up Hana", he growled and I flinched at his tone.

"Just give them to me and leave. You don't need to know", I stuttered and saw him smirk, And his next action made my jaw drop. What the hell! Why the fuck did he throw all of them in the bin?

"You will not use them from now on Hana", he spoke in a monotonous tone. What should I do now? I can't get sleep without having them.

"Why did you do that?", I asked him and he stepped closer to me. He bent down and..... what the heck! I was in the air.

"Jungkook, put me down. What the hell are you doing?", I asked him and he didn't pay any heed to my words. He placed me on the bed gently and scooted beside me. No, no, no... Don't do that Jungkook. I am very weak in your touch.

"Shh", he spoke and I just stayed silent. Why does he have such a strong effect on me? Why am I so submissive to him? Why? I internally asked my heart but it always says the same answer. That I am in love with him. I can't deny any further.

He hovered over me and leaned his face on mine, causing goosebumps all over my body. I am scared if my heart will pop out of its position with its current pace. His proximity is something that could ignite fireworks inside my body. He caressed his palm on my face and I just looked into his eyes, the doe-eyes which I adore so much.

"What are you doing Jungkook?", I asked in my lowest tone.

"Sleep with me Hana"

*****

*******

Author's note:
Hola peeps! I am back with the next part. Do tell me how it is. I would love to know your opinions and feedback...

If you have any queries or suggestions, please do ask me. I would be glad to answer. Your support is always my motivation.

*DON'T FORGET TO VOTE, COMMENT AND FOLLOW*

Thanking you all for reading my ff

Love you

Saranghae.