Umm....I'm so sorry but a friend thinks I should say this....

*sighs*a few days ago I was talking to some people and I was really sad but I didn't wanna say why....

Lately I've been having random moment where I'd feel sad/depressed....and they have increased....and stayed longer....I've been hating what I'd do and think about what I should've done/hate the way I look/ think "why" when I see myself....ect.

So um eirler I was REALLY REALLY REALLY depressed, the same feeling I thought I'd let go of a couple weeks ago.....well nope it came back and said "SURPRISE MATHAFUAGAH!" And slapped me in my fucking face......

*sighs*I hate breaking promises......BUT DONT WORRY I DIDNT CUT MY WRISTS I PROMISED I WOULDN'T...... I cut my thighs 3 times and my legs once.......I'm so sorry*tears up*.....I love you....d-dont be mad at me p-please?