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Once upon a fucking time there was this new girl named Lexi(not you lex -.-)came to my school, me being me I walked up to her first and we became friends..... About a week or so later we got closer and my best friend Arie(cutest nickname only I call her ❤) asked me

"Hey is um.....is Lexi straight?"

Arie is bi and I go to a school were you won't be judged by sexuality or really anything....so I say

"Why?", i reply

"Umm i dunno but i can ask h-"then smirk"you like her don't you? But don't you already have a girlfriend?"

She got all shy, shook her head no and eventually said she did like her and I got all fangirly and shipped them like so fucking hard. After um about 2 weeks later they became close and we all got to know each other and hang out a lot. So I texted Lexi and this was our conversation-

Lexi:I got this. 👌 at least help me with the science & Spanish cause you know ion fw Spanish at all

Me:ion fr even do the Spanish homework but I guess I could help you cheat with science.....but you owe me something.

Lexi:What?

Me:you have to tell ayre you like her!!!

Lex:in person?😪

Me:yes

Her:never mind

But eventually she told me she already told her she liked her....through text.apparently she's shy and nervous but I see now that she really wasn't....anyways.

Over the course of 3 more weeks Arie gave her a $300 necklace&bracelet, wrote her a song, sung it to her alone on an acoustic guitar(with me cause you know I just HAD to put that shit on snap chat kawaiiiii) And told me countless times how much she is falling for her and stuff and like always I'd hug and smile at her because she was sooooo happy......but sometimes she questioned weather Lexi actually liked her or not but I always convinced her she did

Lexi never did tell ANYONE to their face that she liked her but shed texted almost everyone she knew that she did......about a week ago Arie thought she didn't like her because she never reacts when she tells her about how much she likes her...so again I hugged her and told her that lexi once told me that she likes her but is shy(may I include when she sang to her she did nothing but look away and be pink)um so she took my advice.....Yesterday I let her look at the messages me and lexi sent to each other on snap chat one saying "I do like her but she wants to jump straight into a relationship and I'm not really trying to be in one" or something like that and Arie was so happy that lexi doesn't NOT like her.....Today....*sighs*

Today was different....me,Arie a friend nicknamed Z and a girl on the squad I've nicknamed Key were sitting at a table together and we talk about how They likes each other.....well Key made a weird face and said something along the lines of "She told me she didn't like you.....that you were annoying" Omg Aries face fucking fell......I swear if we weren't at school I would've fucking stood up and walked over to Lexi punching her in the face repeativly until I feel blood and not even stopped there...but hey, I was....then I let a tear fall(or a couple...)because I couldn't do anything.... If I tried to do something .... If I tried to do something I KNEW I WAS GONNA GO THE FUCK OFF!And I look over to Arie again....she's not crying because she doesn't like to in public but....I could see she really really wants too...

Later after lunch, I see her as were switching classes.....I smile and hug my friends every time I see them and Arie is the one I can count on to to smile back at me....she didn't....t-then later when me, the rest of cheer leading squad, the boys basketball team and the girls basketball team were practicing......i-i didn't see her....so I asked her sister why and she told me she didn't want to come....I look at her Snapchat a-and I see....this....and a lot more.....Arie is also someone I told I was pan, have cut and did, was anorexic and stuff...turns out she cut too and was suicidal..... and I was so happy I had someone I could relate too....but now I'm worried...i-i hope she doesnt-NOPE NOPE NOPE IM NAHT GOING THERE FUCK THAT!she's not gonna....

She has had her heart broken.....I'm trying to help pick up the pieces..... Fuck yout lexi....I hope your happy.you knew exactly what you were doing....YOU KNEW EXACTLY WHAT YOU WERE DOING?!IS LOVE SOME KIND OF SICK GAME TO YOU?!HUH?!?!?!