this is for XxlivilouxX

Alivia's POV

     It's been a couple months since me a Thomas last had sex.

  Not that I don't want to, there's just something in the way.

  We had tried to not let it happen, but somehow- it did. I couldn't tell if I was happy or not.

More than anything, I was scared.

Whether or not it because I'm scared about how Thomas will react or if I'm scared of raising a baby.

  Of course, there was no real way to know if I was having a baby- so I waited.

It's been some months and my bump was growing.

  I'm pregnant.

Should I have told Thomas right when I questioned it? Probably.

Is he going to be mad about it? Probably.

So here I am, sitting on my bed- freaking out about the inevitable.

Will he still want me? Will he want the baby?

I groaned and put my head in my hands.

"Woah. What's up with you?" I heard someone walk in.

I looked up to see Thomas.

"Just- thinking." I said, removing my hands from my face.

"About what?" He smiled, sitting next to me.

"Us." I answered truthfully.

"Mm. I like thinking about that too." He grinned, putting an arm around my waist.

I guess I had to tell him. I mean, he is the father.

"Thomas?" I asked, looking at him. He hummed in response, nodding at me to continue.

There was no way I could smoothly transition into this. I had to just spit it out.

"I'm pregnant."

His eye widened and he stood up slowly, a blank expression on his face. Then anger.

"We haven't had sex in months! Who the hell is the father?!" He yelled.

"No! No, I didn't cheat on you. I just- I wanted to make sure." I sighed.

"How could you hide this from me, Alivia?" He cried, his anger sizzling down.

"I- I didn't know how you'd react! It's bad enough we're in this shucking maze but now we're raising a baby?! How are we gonna do that?!" I yelled, standing up. I now had a migraine and this conversation wasn't doing any good.

"What? So you thought not telling me was better? Why were you so scared of my reaction? You do know I love you, right?" He sighed, walking closer.

"Right?" He continued when I didn't answer.

"Thomas, yes. I do. But, how was i so sure you wanted a baby?" I cried.

"Because I love you. And that means I'm here for you. And the baby. We are gonna raise it and we're gonna be the best damn parents ever." He speeched, holding my shoulders.

I took a deep breath and smiled.

"Okay." I nodded. A grin broke out on his face and he relaxed.

"We are gonna have the best little boy." He smirked, kissing my lips.

"You mean little girl." I chuckled, earning a shrug from him.

"As long as it's ours." He said, putting his lip to mine and kissing me with all his love.