[14]_Wooyoung: I still...love you

Last part to the Wooyoung Imagine!

Wooyoung          | 11.18.18|                                      Warning: 1500+ words

You woke up, halfway hanging off the bed. You looked around you for Wooyoung who wasn't there anymore. You spotted the clock and saw that it said 8:00pm. You were really surprised because you and Wooyoung arrived at 2:50pm earlier in the day. You had slept for about five hours. What a waste of a day you thought as you slowly got up and stretched your arms far. 

You sat there for a moment, trying to recover from that five hour long nap you just took. Then you started to wonder, where was Wooyoung? Where did he go? To the pool? or maybe he just went out for a walk. You got up and explored the room approving of every corner of it. As you thought before, the room was truly beautiful in your eyes. 

After a while, you got bored so you decided to go to one of the places in the hotel. The pool? No. Or maybe the restruan- wait, they have a bar?  you thought. Your eyes lit p at the sight of the word. You decided to go there.  

You walked into the bar, thinking you could just grab one drink as you actually liked drinking. You were the legal age to drink: 21 years of age. Ever since you met Wooyoung, you got into drinking, but he never let you drink past your limit. You loved that about him. You finally get to the bar and you sit at one of the small tables that was in the middle of the room. The bar was dimly lit by a few lights and other blue iridescent lights that gave the bar a calm and chill vibe. 

You looked around for a bit until you saw a girl standing in front of you. She was standing there with a tray of shots in her hand. There was maybe about fifteen on the tray. You looked up at her. "Can I help you" you asked. She began to sit the shots down and you looked at her confused. When she was finished, she spoke; "A man over there ordered these for you" she said without a smile then walked away. You looked to where she was pointing and saw a guy sitting at the bar. He was handsome with a sharp jaw and stubble on it. His shirt was slightly unbuttoned, with his tie loosely hanging down his white shirt's collar. He was looking over at you, taking small glances back in forth.

You smiled and reached for one of the shots, then downed it without hesitation. You looked back over at the dude who was still staring at you and flashed a smile. You chuckled. Sorry, I'm already taken you thought as you picked up another shot glass and lifted it up to the man as if you were clinking glasses with him. You downed that one as well. You began to tease the man.

There's nothing wrong with enjoying free liquor

After a while, the man got up and walked to your table. He tried flirting with you but it didn't work. You told him you had a boyfriend and he understood. Well, at least you thought he understood. You both shared a few shots with each other until you were almost at your limit. "I think I should go now"  you told the man, stumbling to your feet. You walked a good distance before stopping and staring at an astonishing sight. 

You spotted Wooyoung sitting at a bar with a girl. Now, you weren't the jealous type, but this girl-she had her arms wrapped around his neck, taking one arm down to grab shot after shot and clink it with Wooyoungs glass. She stared at him with lust clouding her eyes and inched closer and closer to him, pushing her chesticles up against him every few seconds. Wooyoung just sat there and took it; he did nothing about it. He did look at her and smile once or twice as far as you've seen, but other than that, he just sat there and let her cling to him. 

"What the-" you began as you made your way towards the two. Anger filled your eyes as you did and you knew that tonight you'd have to kill this girl. You were almost there when you felt a hand pull you back. Your eyes were filling with tears as you did. "Why are you leaving so soon?" the man from earlier asked you. You pulled your hand away as you screamed "Let me go!" Your nostrils were flaring with anger as you stood there with your burning red face and glossy eyes. Everyone's eyes were on you. Including Wooyoungs and the woman's. 

You had turned around and met his gaze. He was surprised to see you there. As you stared at each other for a moment, he pushed the other girl off of him. "Oppa!" she said as he did. "(y-y/n)" he stuttered as he made his way towards you. You walked his direction as well, but instead of going to Wooyoung, you went to the girl. You raised your hand at her as if you were going to hit her. 

You were full of so much anger you could kill her. "Oppa?" you said as you caressed her hair. She looked at you scared of what you might do. And she had every right to be because in this moment, you were the most scary. 

"(y/n), stop!" Wooyoung yelled to you as you began to grip the girls hair. He knew how wild you could get when you were angry, so he wanted to stop this fight before it even happened. You looked at him and smirked. "Stop, you say? Okay. After I rip all her hair out!" you yelled as you tugged on her weave. Slowly you ripped multiple chunks out. People in the bar including the guy you were drinking with, left the bar in a hurry. Wooyoung ran over to the two of you and pulled you away from the girl. "(y/n), stop it! You're hurting her" he told you.

Honestly, he said the wrong thing at the wrong time. 

"I'm hurting her? Is she the only one that's hurt at the moment?" you said, pushing yourself away from Wooyoung. You looked at each other for a moment. You looked at the girl, then to the weave in your hand. You ran off, back up to your VIP room.

You got to the room and slammed the door shut. You ran your fingers through your hair pacing back and forth around the room. You didn't know what to do in this situation, so you could only cry. You screamed and you shouted at the top of you lung, throwing and breaking things and clothes all around the room until you heard the room door open. "(y/n)..." his voice called out to you. You stood there for a minute. 

You turned the corner to where he was; in front of the room door. He looked at you with soft, sorry eyes, and you looked back at him not knowing what to do. You really didn't know what to do, what to say, how to feel. 

"She was no one, (y/n). I swear. We were only drinking together, that's it" Wooyoung started. 

"T-then why was she clinging to you like some gum on a bench, Wooyoung" you retaliated. He gave no answer and only looked at you.

"...Why were you looking at her like that? Why did you have to smile at her like that? That smile, the one that suppose to be only for me, why would you do that? You haven't even looked at me that way for the longest time. It's been so long since I've seen you look-happy" you told him. He moved in closer to you and wrapped his arms around you. "I'm sorr-" he he whispered onto your neck, making you shudder. You backed away from him. "Now, you see, the fact that you're apologizing shows that you knew what you were doing. You knew you did and were gonna do something wrong" you said as you chuckled.  

"(y/n), I swear-"

"No! Shut up! Just, shut up!" you said rushing into the bedroom. Wooyoung followed behind you. Once you stopped, he tried to hug you again but failed. You pushed him away into the table that displayed one of the beautiful golden lamps. He bumped into it knocking it down and breaking the bulb. The room was now dimply lit. 

"Do you know how hurt I am right now? And you try to apologize thinking that I'll accept it, Wooyoung, I'm not stupid!" you said as you threw the white covers on the bed, on the floor. Tears still flowed from your eyes and you wiped them away. You stared at Wooyoung for a second until he looked down at the blood on his hand. He was cut from the glass on the bulb, but in this moment, you wished for him to bleed more. To you it was nothing compared to what he did.

The two of you came on this trip together. To spend time together. You never get to spend time with each other, this is the fist time you've actually really hung out with each other in weeks. But what does he do? He goes and drinks and flirts with some other girl while you were sleeping. Lord knows what they did in those five hours you were asleep. And that's why you were so mad, because you'll never know what they could have have with each other. You couldn't live without knowing whether your boyfriend really and truly cheated on you or not. 

You fell on the edge of the bed thinking of this. These thought ran through your brain like a bullet train going on a circle track. You screamed as you placed your head in you hands.

"I can't do this...." You softly whispered but just loud enough so Wooyoung could hear. He looked up at you. ".....I can't be with you knowing whether you truly cheated, Wooyoung" you told him again, this time looking him in the eye. Your heart sank lower than you thought it would. 

"I said nothing happened!" he exclaimed

"But how can I know that's true?!" 

"Trust me"

"....How do you expect me to trust you. I feel like I don't even really know you right now"  

You're not one to do this, Wooyoung. I know you.

But I just can't trust you right now

He nodded his head sluggishly. "Okay.." he said. Both of you sat in silence for a while until he spoke again. 

"(y/n)...." he called out to you from the floor. He sat in the pile of clothes that was thrown on the floor. "Yea.." you answered. "......Should we beak up?"

You felt nothing in your heart for him in that moment as you knew this was probably the best decision for the two of you.

You barely talked. You never really saw each other. Soon enough he would be an idol and that would increase your chances of never seeing him and having to wait.Not knowing whether you'll ever see him at all because his company probably wont allow it. And at the moment, you wondered if you ever truly loved him. 

You did....very much so.

"I still...love you, Wooyoung" you began. You got up off the bed. "but I don't think we'll ever really work out...." you finished. He stared blankly at his bloody hand as you stared at him, one tear rolling down your face. You got up and walked towards the door, not really wanting to leave, but you had to take some time for yourself. 

"Bye...." you finally said walking out of the door. 

You felt it coming. You knew you would break up just as people live, then die. You felt it coming yet, you didn't expect for it to feel so bad....

I'm finally done!!!! yay!! I'm sorry it ended bad but it's a break up imagine. And im not really good at breakups but i wanted to try!

The next Imagine will be a jongho imagine and it will be happy to compensate for this sad one

Also please vote in this radio poll for rookie of the year in Australia. Voting here will give ateez more recognition as Australia is #1 in kpop radio!!! 
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I'm gonna sleep now i have school tomorrow then a 5 day weekend so yes!. That means I'll probably update everyday starting Wednesday depending on if i do anything with my life other than write and watch kdramas. 

I hope you enjoyed and goodnight/morning to yo all!

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