This is dedicated to ZombiTeddi. They requested a Jacksepticeye fan fiction. In this story, you and Jack are breaking up, but you don't want it to officially end...NO SPOLIERS, ON WITH THE STORY XD!!!

Jack's POV

"(Y/n), I just can't take this anymore. I feel like I am hurting you. I think we should break up." My heart cringed when I said that to her. (Y/n) and I have been in a relationship for 4 years, and I feel like every time I leave to go to America for a convention, we drift more and more apart. I wish I could've taken her with me all those times, but she always has to work, or some family issues comes into place. I know its not her fault, but I don't want this to end, not like this.

"Jack, please don't do this. I can ask my boss for a different time schedule. Please don't leave me!", (Y/n) said. She was now balling her eyes out. I know she wants this to last, but at this rate its like every time I see her, she is just tired and doesn't want to talk, or I am always recording a video with my friends. "You know what," she started, "just forget you even met me! Everybody always leaves me!" She then took off and ran to her apartment. After she was out of sight, I started to cry. I couldn't bare with myself after what had just happened. I knew I had to do something, but what?

Your POV

I ran away from Jack, until I reached my apartment. I slammed the door, ran up to my room, and then sat on my bed, crying my eyes out. I can't believed he ended it, after four years! Four years of memory making, collab videos for his fans, is just all gone. I know down deep inside, he didn't want to end it. But he was right. Every time he left to go to a convention in America, something important came up. I tried to get out of those situations, but they were very urgent and I couldn't get out of it. I felt really bad every time because I couldn't be there to support him through some much he has been through. Now he is at 6 million subscribers, with a huge fan base. I couldn't be even more proud, but I felt useless to him every time he left.

I got up from my bed, with my make up smeared, puffy red eyes, and went into my bathroom. I had to get some ibuprofen because I was crying so much, I was starting to get a headache. I took out two pills and downed them with water. I then trudged to the living room, and turning on YouTube and snuggling into a blanket. I glanced at the clock and it was now midnight. I started to watch Jack's old videos of me and him. I started to cry because I miss him, so much and I want him here now, telling me that we should have never broken up, that everything was going to be okay.

A few videos in, I got a phone call. It was from Jack. I decided to ignore it, because if I did pick up, I would start to cry. He tried to call me several more times, and i still ignored them. After about 5 attempts, he texted me. I decided to read the texts, instead of answering him and listening to his voice.

Text Conversation:

Jack: Hey (Y/n) please answer me.

Jack: (Y/n), look, I'm sorry, okay? I miss you like crazy.

Jack: (Y/n), please, you don't realize how much I am crying over you right now?!?!

Jack: Please, I need you.

After that last text, you lost it. You got up from your couch, fixed your make up, and got into your car. You didn't care that you were in your sweat pants and Pac-Man shirt, you wanted to see him. Your mind was racing a million miles an hour, because you couldn't stop thinking about him.

Time Skip

Jack's POV

I finally figured out a way to be with (Y/n), but without it being a girlfriend/boyfriend kind of deal. I was watching a couple of videos me and her did together. I just love her, but I think I am going to be away too much, and her being alone all the time.

My thoughts were interrupted by a knock on my apartment door. I went to open the door and there stood behind it, (Y/n). You could tell she has been crying. Her eyes were puffy, her make up was starting to wear off again, and she was sniffling. I could tell my actions broke her. I hugged her, she tensed up at first, but then relaxed into it.

I greeted her inside and then sat down beside her on the couch. I turned off the t.v., and looked at her. You could tell she wanted me back because of the sadness in her eyes.

"Jack, why did you break up with me, but then texted me saying you needed me?", she asked. "I had to break up with you because I felt like we didn't know each other like we use to. Ever since I started to go to America to do conventions, and you being here while I'm gone, made both of us change a little." I said. "When I get back from those conventions, you will always be tired for working more shifts because I was gone, or when I am making videos, you have to sit in another room and wait for me to be done, and I feel like we shouldn't do it anymore." She started to cry.

"But," I started, "I know that we don't have to end it like this. I don't want to break up, but I also don't this to be a official thing." She started to look confused. "What if we were just friends, but could kiss or could show emotion publicly, so that I won't have to tell the fans that we broke up? Because if I told them, they would be devastated because my fans have grown to love you." She replied, "You mean like a friends with benefits kind of thing?" "Yeah, I guess if you put it that way." She then answered, "I don't know about that. That seems like a situation if I get rejected by a guy, or vice versa, we can just go up to each other and kiss whenever we want." I said, "You don't have to make it like that. We can make it to where we won't see anybody now and kiss and stuff, but not officially be boyfriend and girlfriend. We can just make sure one or the other doesn't feel alone."

(Y/n) then started to relax. i knew she didn't want to feel alone and I don't intend that to happen. She then turned to me and smiled. I gave her a reassuring smile and hugged her. She hugged back and replied, "I would like that. Its better than not being friends at all." I the released from the hug, and looked deep into her eyes. "(Y/n) I never meant to hurt you in the first place, or try to ever hurt. i will always be there for you, no matter what. Maybe when the time is right, we can try this again. But for right now, I think we should just remain like this."

I then kissed her. I knew I was going to miss this everyday.

Your POV

He kissed me. I knew I would have to start getting used to not feeling this everyday. We then gasped for air, and then I started to go back home. I got up from his couch, and headed for the door. he came up behind me and hugged me. I then went back to my car and drove home.

When I got to my apartment, I went upstairs and got into my bed. I stared at the ceiling, and couldn't help but think of him. About how we were and how it was going to be from there on out. I just hope we can go back to the way it use to be. Back when we didm't have to ask the question, what are we?

Okay guys!! New part!! I'm truly sorry this is late, because today I went to town all day with my mom and had a mother/daughter day. I am almost up on my data and if I go over, my parents will kill me XD! I'm sorry if this sucked, I tried to make the best situation of a friends with benefits kind of thing. Let me know what you thought about in the comments, and I will do better next time. I love you my ghost loves, and I will see you in the next part, bye!!