Cold//Ivan

Quick A/N: Sorry for the long wait but I hope it's worth it! :D Please let me know if this chapter was good or not. Was it worth the wait? Well here it is. And thank you also so very much for your votes and comments! I read and appreciate every single one :)

Y/N pov:

California had hit a high of 100°F on this particular summer day, and what would be better than the beach? A great way to cool off, splash at the shore and swim like fish in the deep blue vacant sea. Well, as great as that sounded a particular member of team 10 just so happened to get sick... in the summer. That very talented person happened to be you, y/n. You knew that you should've changed clothes after being pushed in the pool instead you sat under the a/c which seemed like a good idea at the time, but not so much now.

You woke up to the sound of knocking at your door, swinging your legs off the the side of the bed you got up. Taking a few steps forward your eyes blurred as they turned black, temporarily blinding you. You grabbed onto the wall for support. You legs threatening to give up on you. You groaned as you slowly made your way to door, regaining your vision and swung it open.

Y/N pov:
"What?" I barely croaked out. Today was not a good day I felt awful, if it wasn't already obvious from the way I looked. I had thrown on some clothes last night and hadnt bothered to change my Martinez Twins pink shirt with some sporty shorts underneath.

I was greeted by the cheeky faced Jake "Hey-woah you don't look so good, but umm I was going to ask if you wanted to go to the beach but umm-"

"Well, like you said, I don't feel so good either, so I think I'll sit this one out" I replied in all honesty.

"Okay well if you need anything it seems that Ivan is staying home also..."

He got really close to you and whispered

"But it seems like he's in a bad mood so I wouldn't bother him if I were you, but you are his girlfriend so I don't know-" he drifted off

You couldn't possibly think of a reason why he would be mad

You thought back on your day you had yesterday, woke up, went to starbucks, then stayed at home and watched a movie with team 10.

I furrowed my brows in confusion maybe I'll go visit him later when everyone leaves.

You walked out to the top of the steps and sat down as you watched everyone packing by the door.

The door next to you clicked and you looked over to see Emilio walk out with his pool bag. Moments later Ivan walked out, made eye contact with you and quickly scurried back into the room.

Is he mad at me? I haven't even done anything, I literally just woke up. Why would he be mad at me though, is he avoiding me? We've never fought before or anything like this. But-

Your thoughts were cut off by team 10 all yelling 'bye' to you as they walked out the house and locked the door.
The house fell dead silently.

I got up suspicious as to why he would act this way and slowly mad my way to his door and tried the handle.

Locked.

Did he seriously just lock me out? I knocked on the door. "Ivan, babe, why is the door locked?" I asked, completely not understanding what was going on.

"Go away y/N, I want to be alone" he said which almost broke your heart. There has never been a time where he didn't want you by his side, so why now?

I took a deep breath in, steadying my aching heart and tried again. "Please Ivan, I dont know whats happening,   I haven't done anything wrong" I pleaded. I listened for a movement on the other side of the door till I heard stomps coming towards the door and I backed up afraid.

He swung open the door "havent done anything wrong?" He yelled questioning me "What could you possibly do more?"

With every word his voice boomed louder bring you closer to breaking down. A massive headache already beginning to grow.

This was our first fight.

He walked back into the room as I followed in after him. "Ivan please,     I don't understand what I did wrong". I said as I put my hand on his shoulder, immediately he jerked his shoulder away.

My eyes widened in shock as tears started to fill them. His face showed a glimpse of guilt but mostly anger.

"Ivan please, stop being like this, if I did something wrong just tell me, we can fix it". I pleaded once again.

He looked at me, eyes full of ice, my heart clenching with every second that passed.

"You know what's the matter y/n?" He yelled in my face again.

"Its you!" He yelled pointing a finger at my chest, tears streaming down my face. I opened my mouth to defend myself but choked on my own words.

"You're scaring me" I barely whispered backing up, but tripping and landed on my bottom.

"That's right! You can't even defend yourself because you know what you did!" He continued to yell.

What did I do?

He continued, "I saw you cheating on me! Why would you do that to me y/n? Why?" He finished. My brain wasn't processing what he had just said.

"What?" I questioned.

"You heard me! You cheated on me! I saw you kissing that guy at Starbucks the other day! Was I not good enough for you y/n that you had to go around kissing guys?" He yelled and more tears streamed down my face.

It was a misunderstanding, that's not what had happened.

I had just walked into Starbucks with Jake, since nobody else wanted to join me. I walked up to the counter and ordered a strawberry refresher, then went and sat down in the far corner of the café. "Strawberry refresher for y/n" the barista called out. I got up and got my drink then went and sat down on my chair at the table of two. Until I was approached by a guy standing right next to me. "Sorry this seats taken" I said paying no mind to him as I looked around for jake. He was standing by the counter waiting for his drink.
"Well I didn't ask, now did i?"
What the he'll is wrong with this guy? I got up to walk over to Jake, maybe if he sees that I'm with someone he-    my train of thought was cut off as I was forcibly pushed up against the wall. "What the hell?" I yelled at him, apparently not loud enough because I didn't get anyone's attention. The next thing I knew the worst thing ever happened. He kissed me. I tried to push him off but he was too strong. I screamed as he pulled away and tried to push him back but his hand made contact with my cheek first. I whimpered in pain yet again trying to push him off as he went in for a second time. I yelled out for Jake at the last moment, I shut my eyes bracing my self for the disgusting act once again as I still struggled to get away. I heard bones crack and opened my eyes pools of tears spilling from my eyes. Jake had gotten the guy off of me and was beating the living hell out of him, punch after punch you could hear something break. I sunk to the floor and pulled my knees up to my chest covering my ears. I hated violence and I hated myself more for what had just happened. After a while everything had quieted down and I heard jake calling my name. I looked up to be meeted by a furious Jake. "C'mon, let's go home" he said and helped me up and to the car.
A few silent moments passed till he spoke up. "You have to tell Ivan or i will, he deserves to know" he said gripping onto the steering wheel.          I snapped my neck towards him, desperation held in my eyes. "No! Jake No! He'll hate me! He'll be disgusted with me! He'll break up with me! Jake, please, no!" We stopped at a red light and he met my eyes, concern, worry, anger, so many emotions flashed through his eyes. After all we were best friends. "Fine" he sighed "but you'll eventually have to tell him"
"Okay" I whispered, "i will" we arrived to the Team 10 house and I immediately ran upstairs to apply makeup to my swollen red cheek.

"I should have trusted what those comments had said!" He yelled at me again as I started to sob on the floor. I hadn't bothered to get up after I had tripped.

What he said next threw me over the edge, ripping my heart in two, i got up and went to run down the stairs but slipped and fell. I blacked out as soon as I hit the floor.

"You really are a cheater!" His rich accented voice had yelled to me, replaying in my mind over and over again "cheater...cheater...cheater" I guess in a way he was right... I was a disgusting human being. At least this black void felt calming, I was away from my problems for now.

Unfortunately, it didn't last long.

"Y/n! Wake up! Y/n!" I heard a female voice yelling out to me. Realizing I was on my side I rolled to my back, covering my arm with my eyes as the tears started again.

"No, it's better if I dont, I'm hated by the only person I love" I whispered out. I was pulled up to my feet by Erica, wincing at the feeling of my weight shifting onto my right leg. It's probably broken, but I guess I deserve that too. Tessa stood in front of me.

"Y/n, What happened?" She said concerned.

"Im a cheater" I whispered out

"What?" She questioned.

"He called me a slut and he's right, I am one". Her eyes went wide as all of team 10 gaped, except Jake who had already began marching up the stairs.

A few minutes later we heard shouting and the door slam. The yelling sounded as if it only got louder.

By now I was on the couch icing my foot, maybe it was just sprained.

A couple minutes later the house fell silent, everyone had already left to their rooms. I heard a door open and as steps followed down the stairs. I didn't bother turning around assuming that it was Jake.

"Babe" I heard in a Spanish accent. I whipped around to be faced with a tear stained face Ivan. He walked over the side of the couch and crouched in front of me.

"Babe I'm so sorry, so sorry, so so so sorry" he kept repeating himself over and over, holding my gaze. I could see tears filling up his eyes. It pained me to see him like this. "Please forgive me" he said.

"Its alright" I simply said. "It is? Really?" His whole face lit up. "Yeah, it  is" I paused "I am a cheater, a horrible girlfriend also, I got kissed by another guy, ofcoarse you wouldn't want me".

"No,no,no,no babe it's not your fault, Jake told me the whole story. I misunderstood, I ran out of the building before I could see the rest. I had followed you because I felt bad but left as soon as I saw you kissing another guy. I didn't know he forced you, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry". He explained to me. I couldn't help it, I broke down.

"Ivan I tried, I really tried. But he was too strong he forced me. I couldn't do anything I tried to push him away, but I couldn't and I'm so sorry. I understand if you don't want me anymore, I really do" I finished as I desperately wiped my lips with the back of my hand.

"Stop, stop. Y/n stop!" He yelled as he grabbed my wrist pulling it away from my mouth. He gentely touched me red swollen lips. "Look what you've done" he said, hurt reflected in his eyes.

"Y/n baby I would never hate you, I love you so much. I love you so so so much. Baby girl you're my world, my universe! I take back what I said back there you really aren't, and I'm so sorry for calling you that. I love you. y/n, and nothing could get in the way of that-" he paused "not even that horrible excuse of a human being" he said, you could hear the rage in his voice as he said the last part. I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him tightly as his hand wrapped around my waist.

A few minutes later he let go and got up. "Ivan?" I questioned. Without a word he went to the kitchen and came back. I looked down at his hand to see he held a bag of ice. Gently he held it to my cheek. "I'm so sorry you were hit baby, I can't believe this happened to you." He placed himself right next to me on the couch and I leaned into his chest.

"How's your foot?" He asked, I looked up to see worry cast all over his face. "Its fine, I feel so much better now that I have you by my side". I could feel his smile as he kissed the top of my head.

"You always were the clumsy one, leave it to you to trip down the stairs for the second time this month" I laughed and he joined me, instantly brightening the tense atmosphere.

This was exactly where I wanted to be in the universe, in the arms of my beloved Spanish boy as he held me tight.





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