Lol I don't even know what the word means

Song:Otter Pop by Shawn Wasabi

30 July

(Skip if you don't want to be affected with pain mentally)

I m s u f f e r I n g

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I wonder

How do males get pregnant

Can I get gregnant
Paergant
Paragrenant
Potato
pregant?

Ray diagrams.
Shit I don't have my science textbooks.
Linear graph equations.
Fuck I wasn't paying attention in all of the classes.

IM aN eMoTioNAL fUcKinG asSHoLe!1!!1!1!1!!1
h A h.

I want to commit murder on a lizard who made my senior cry more.

I understand now why my parents thing I'm legitimately crazy.

F u c k.

What do I wear for formal dinner
Should I wear black for Ken
I mean,my soul is as black and lifeless as his hoodie--

MUsClE mUsCLe,hUstLe hUsTle

When is Yuri on ice season 2 coming out
When is Osomatsu san season 2 coming out

When is Garrance going to happen.
I sWeAr To iRenEE--

Man I wish I had the friendship that Snowy and Rose have

Man I wish I was as godly and amazing and beautiful and talented and skilled and blessed as approximately 200+ people who are obviously way hecking better in so many ways while I'm living in a dumpster.

Man I wish I could stop being a ducking loser and being so damn pathetic and being jealous of others when you know that you've inspired people but you can never live up to what they want you to be and you've always wanted to change the world and make a difference to someone but you always fail at that and everything you try to do you just give up but hey isn't it just great?

Man I wish I wasn't so emotionally unstable and slightly insane.

Okay maybe a lot.

I can never find what good people can see in me.I'm so used to what I think of myself that I don't believe whatever positivity is given to me.I should be grateful for that.Why can't I trust it?

I lost my fa i th.

I lost my m i nd.

24 August

Ok now i lost my boyfriend too isnt life fun :))

So boarding is coming up,I can't board with him anymore because now he's boarding with someone else,I'm only barely passing my subjects aND I NEED THREE DAMNING MORE SUBJECTS TO MOVE ON TO SEC 2,,I have to board with a person I don't really hate or like but many dislike her for some reason which I also have no idea about,its 1am and I have a history test tomorrow,I can't do calligraphy,Im loosing my sanity over everything but im trying to compose myself and stay normal,my ipad is on 10% shit,my art is failing as well,i might get pulled off of that good school,i realised how many friends I actually have,and I can't spell the word necessary without autocorrect.

Yup im good n O W tOB E hI G H

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This would b e a pproximately how many tears i cried yesterday in 1 hour

I th i n k

MY E S T I MA T IO N I S BA D

21st Century Girls is such a good somg o m g

A Ll m Y L ADiE SssSsS~~~~p Ut You R h aNDS U P!!11!1!1!!1

Suga reminds me of my ex dAMMIT BUT HES MAH BIASSSSSSSS
ACTUALLY SCREW IT THE WHOLE OF BANGTAN IS MY BIASES
garrance_narwhal pls help put me in a mental hospital before my parents do your mom cant look after you in this condition;-;;;;;;;;;

h IS T O RY SU C KS
oNLY BECAUSE OF THE TEACHERR-

Me at thsi moment: i m ERAsIng mYseLF FrOm ThE nArRaTivE-

I am a proud panromantic lesbian
Or just a pansexual
Im not too sure lmao 😂
But i know im a proud genderfluid
Wait what gender am i today

U h

S h i t

U.     H.

*~ooh sparkly aesthetic~*

This is too close to a face reveal lol but i got 120+ followers on this account and I don't know how or why but i love you all so much especially those that have been dealing with my shit from the very beginning XD THANK YOU ALL!! ❤️💛💚💙💜🏳️‍🌈💗

Aph says hi and that my art skills haven't dieded yet : v ;
(That's Melissa whOops)