I need to lose weight

I love to eat. No I don't!!! I eat because I am depressed, upset, rejected, bored, lonely, sleepy, angry, horny, tired, happy... I love to eat. No I don't!!!

I need to lose weight.

I hate to eat. No I don't!!! I still want to eat but I've got to lose weight. I am destroying myself. I binge then purge. I hear it all the time...how are losing so much weight, you're still eating the same. I am so ashamed. I hate to eat. No I don't!!!

I hate food. No I don't!!! Everything is wrong. I have to change. I need to lose weight. I mustn't eat today. I only lost 10 pounds last week. I hate food. No I don't!!!

I just hate the way that I look...

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EdwinBrown 9®™
Draft 4/15/15
Final 10/27/15

I read "what i should've said", written by the talented @AdannaArt. Thank you for giving me that needed push. This has been sitting unfinished for months.