I'm sorry for pretending

it was stupid of me

I tried to make you happy 

even though I never was

I starve

i bleed

i break

for you

this is not an attack 

it just isn't working out

and it doesn't make me happy

- I wrote this while I was in a relationship (kinda got toxic) im publishing it now cuz I think im ready for people to know how I really felt. it is basically untouched except for the second and third to last lines