(Just to let you know I won't be working on these so much I wanna finish my other books before I have time to write more in this)

Goths pov
"Feeling used but I'm still missing you and i can't see the end of this just wanna feel your kiss against my lips and now all this time is passing by but i still can't seem to tell you why it hurts me every time i see you realize how much i need you..." he just looks at me weird pallette why can't you understand "I hate you i love you i hate that i love you don't want to but i can't put nobody else above you i hate you i love you i hate that i love you you want her you need her but I'll never be her...." he always liked the original goth he never payed attention to me but now that I'm back people been saying he lost it "I miss you when i can't sleep or right after coffee or right when i can't eat i miss you in my front seat still got sand in my sweaters from nights we don't remember do you miss me like i miss you fucked around and got attached to you friends can break your heart too I'm always tired but never of you if i pulled on you you wouldn't like that shit i put this reel for you but you wouldn't bite that shit i type a text but i wouldn't mind that shit i got these feelings but you never mind that shit" bullcrap pallette "oh oh keep it on the low your still in love with me but your friends don't know" pallette...I didn't have friends..."if you wanted me you would just say so" yeah right "and if i were you i would never let me go...I don't mean no harm i just miss you on my arm wedding bells were just alarms caution tape around my heart" your heart!? "You ever wonder what we could've been you said you wouldn't and you fucking did lie to me lie with me get you fucking fixed now all my drinks and all my feelings are fucking mixed..." enough of this "shut up cut the bull crap pallette you only used me you never loved me..." he looks hurt but why should I care "no goth please give me a chance" "I gave you chances you wasted them all just to hurt me...." I leave into the shadows the last thing I saw was a tear on his

Face....