You know those days where you spend all day in your room watching TikToks and reading next thing you know it's dark outside.

Then you realize how weird the day's been because you never do this and you begin to think about how fast time passes and your role in this world.

You also start to think about all the different paths you could take and you think about why you're single when you realize it's you're own fault you're single.

And you realize how reserved you are especially with people you don't know/don't know as well and wonder why you can't be more outgoing and make good posts and have lots of followers/people who look up to you.

Then you're a bit emotional after thinking about all of that and your sister continuously pushes you into the wood pile while you have wood in your arms and you're upset and don't want to cry but you do a little anyway because you're not as good at hiding how you're feeling as you would like.

Yeah