It's going to be okay
I miss the old times
I just took a walk down memory lane and I'm crying now
Memories of when I first got Wattpad
It started when one of my irl friends got this app
She somehow got 600+ followers in just a month but that's just how likable she is
After I got Wattpad, I joined a command games
I enjoyed it so much, I decided to try a shot at making my own
For a while I just had to keep tagging people and making announcements about it
I never thought how big it would get
I had to keep coming up with more and more plots and one of my online friends even helped with a prophecy for it
When it ended, I thought I would be able to make a sequel especially if two of my online friends were helping but I just couldn't do it
Then I joined a few other roleplays, even trying to make my own
That's when I found this one roleplay
I discovered it on the news feed and I saw that this one group of friends who I had been kind of admiring was the group in the roleplay
So I joined and soon became friends with some of them
I loved that roleplay because there would be nights where we would stay up late just to roleplay and at night was when our craziest ideas came out
It was wonderful :')
But then something happened
I started feeling not included and they made me feel like I had to change one of my characters for them to be in the rp
I went on a hiatus while secretly being active on a separate, secluded account
That roleplay had been my escape from reality, it helped with my literacy and helped me improve my character development skills
But I guess the fun had to end sometime
When I came back from my hiatus, people pretended they cared I was back then I found out that the roleplay had been discontinued
That had been the one roleplay I was active in for so long, I didn't know what to do next
Now I'm at a period where I want to roleplay or join command games but I think I'm scared of it ending badly or ending at all
Now I barely talk to the friends I made in that roleplay
The only friend I really have on here has been with me since the beginning, since I made that command game
I'm writing a warriors fanfic that I'm proud of but I can't tell if anyone's reading it since no one really votes or even comments
I was thinking about making a roleplay but I'm scared to admit that no one will even join if not notice it
It's going to be okay, though
I know I'll get through this
I can't see myself getting out of this slump
But I have to have faith
Thank you to all who actually do care
I appreciate you
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