It's going to be okay

I miss the old times

I just took a walk down memory lane and I'm crying now

Memories of when I first got Wattpad

It started when one of my irl friends got this app

She somehow got 600+ followers in just a month but that's just how likable she is

After I got Wattpad, I joined a command games

I enjoyed it so much, I decided to try a shot at making my own

For a while I just had to keep tagging people and making announcements about it

I never thought how big it would get

I had to keep coming up with more and more plots and one of my online friends even helped with a prophecy for it

When it ended, I thought I would be able to make a sequel especially if two of my online friends were helping but I just couldn't do it

Then I joined a few other roleplays, even trying to make my own

That's when I found this one roleplay

I discovered it on the news feed and I saw that this one group of friends who I had been kind of admiring was the group in the roleplay

So I joined and soon became friends with some of them

I loved that roleplay because there would be nights where we would stay up late just to roleplay and at night was when our craziest ideas came out

It was wonderful :')

But then something happened

I started feeling not included and they made me feel like I had to change one of my characters for them to be in the rp

I went on a hiatus while secretly being active on a separate, secluded account

That roleplay had been my escape from reality, it helped with my literacy and helped me improve my character development skills

But I guess the fun had to end sometime

When I came back from my hiatus, people pretended they cared I was back then I found out that the roleplay had been discontinued

That had been the one roleplay I was active in for so long, I didn't know what to do next

Now I'm at a period where I want to roleplay or join command games but I think I'm scared of it ending badly or ending at all

Now I barely talk to the friends I made in that roleplay

The only friend I really have on here has been with me since the beginning, since I made that command game

I'm writing a warriors fanfic that I'm proud of but I can't tell if anyone's reading it since no one really votes or even comments

I was thinking about making a roleplay but I'm scared to admit that no one will even join if not notice it

It's going to be okay, though

I know I'll get through this

I can't see myself getting out of this slump

But I have to have faith

Thank you to all who actually do care

I appreciate you

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