This is what happens when you're roleplaying at 3:00 AM

Markus shook his head. Nina was truly gone, nothing was bringing her back. He sank to the floor in dispair. Tears streamed from his face as he lay curled up on the ground. How could he do this? Flashbacks came to him. The time he saved Nina from a falling set piece on set. The times his character felt more emotionally close to her. The times they always had fun and joked around. He remembered when he first came to this cast. He'd thought he was doing this just for the game and money, Nina had made it more than that. Nina had changed his life, made him happier. Now she was gone and there was nothing he could so to bring her back. There was nothing left for him, he had nothing to live for. He didn't deserve to live after what he'd done. Maybe he should get Dominic to give him a quick death. He just wanted to end the suffering . . .