The book has an open ending, 

So I've decided to leave it up to you and your imaginative mind about the ending. Here are some theories:

∞ Jimin is alive. They both continue. (the part from where they first met when Jimin said leaving so soon till in the end when he said the same thing.)

∞ Jimin died, Ayla decided to continue her life and live as a bright shining woman, just like Jimin wanted her too. 

∞ This all was illusion. Some sort of dream (The part where they met)

here is a glimpse to the first theory, I guess.

I was currently wondering how much bad deeds I did in my life as karma dragged me to this.

On new year's eve, which was rather better in the previous years was now being spent under the frozen weather of Norway. I asked Jimin for a vacation and the next day he is taking me to a place whose temperature goes to minus. I wasn't a fan of the cold but here I stood in front of the reception which was open because Park Jimin booked open scenaric rooms and not a normal hotel.

"Jimin what the fuck is wrong with you? Haven't you regained your memories? You know i hate this season." my teeth kept clattering and every time i said something a piece of clothing would fall off his shoulders and he would give his overcoat and sweaters to me, this time it was his beanie. Shivering and shakingly, I dragged my feet to the direction where Jimin was going.

There were at least 20 rooms. On the edge of a frickin cliff. The cold winds were like needles even when I had layers of wool on me. Not to mention to lift my feet at knee length on every step because of the snow. But the view was just so beautiful, the whole milky way galaxy was visible to our naked eyes. Our room was four walled with a glass sliding roof. Jimin slided the key and I didn't waste a single minute in dashing through the door and standing in front of the bonfire place inside the massive room.

"Can i ask you a question?" i looked at Jimin as he took out his sweater "how much did you spend on this?"

"It's none of your business, just enjoy this. I can spend myself if it comes to you." Jimin pressed his hard chest against my back. "I'll just shower real quick." he soon left me in the room. After a considerable time he was back only in a pair of sweatpants and nothing else. His 'nevermind' and 'wings' tattoo were too intimidating. They were even more intimidating after whole two fucking years.

I shook off the dirty thoughts I had and walked past him before he held my wrist. "Clean well." nervousness still engulfed me and I nodded my head in approval. It was surprising how the whole bathtub was filled with hot water, steam evaporating but life had other plans for me. Two minutes just when I was about to step in the water a cracking sound came. A sheet of ice formed at the surface. Without even waiting for my every nerve to freeze, I just stood under the small glass compartment made for shower and turned on the hot water tap. Cursing this cold place the entire time I was bathing.

Coming out in just my nightgown I did not try to waste a single second to bury myself in the warmth of the blankets. Wait why are the bed clothes made of silk? Shrugging off the cold feeling I looked at Jimin who was pouting.

"Sit. here." Jimin signalled me to sit in his lap. "Jimin, do you think I'll leave the bed and come to you? No." bed has more importance than anyone's life at this point of moment.

"I'll leave again, forever this time." I pulled away the blanket and dashed in front of Jimin who had a smirk playing on his lips. I rolled my eyes before wrapping my arms around him and sitting on his lap. I inhaled his scent, it was missed so dearly. Almost habitual to him not securing my waist with his arms it was surprising how he did it immediately. I remnicised every moment I spent with him, how I read him novels when he was in his deep sleep, how I laid next to him when I knew he wouldn't even stroke a fringe of my hair.

"Do you remember anything when you were in a coma?" I asked him, my hopeless eyes lit up when he slyly smiled. "No, I certainly don't." and in a second my eyes dulled. "But I remember I was seeing dreams, oftenly flashbacks through my life. My parents patted my back. My hyungs were happy. And this dream came when I was trying to move but I couldn't. Trying to hold your hand back when you had a book in your hand. I guess that was reality." I ruffled his hair lightly but then a shiver ran down my spine.

"You could've gotten us somewhere with a warmer climate." I fidget with his fingers when he rolls his eyes. "Like?"

"Like a place called Maldives where we could've made love. Maybe had some hardcore sex. But turns out here you are making me shiver in the cold." It took me a moment to decipher the words which came out of my mouth and then I was mentally facepalming myself. A red shade found a way to my face meanwhile Jimin was just dumbstruck for a second before he smashed his lips against mine, only to part them a second after.

"Stand up for a second." I did as he instructed, he jerked my body forwards so that I got a better view of the sky above us. The glass on the room almost looked like it wasn't there in the first place. And then a show of purple auroras was welcomed by the sky. It was so scenic and beautiful, it was out of this world. The whole milky way, purple auroras. I was so lost in them that I didn't even realize when the fireworks began. All of this was magical until............

Will you marry me? It was looking as if it was written on a beautiful canvas filled and bursting out of vivid colors. "Jimin someone is proposing here isn't that beautiful-" he was sitting, on his one knee. With a black ring box. Shirtless but more importantly this was happening.

"Jimin are we fucking seroius?" My vision smeared a little. The auroras were still floating in the middle of the air and the loud sounds of fireworks were not even audible at this moment.

 "Ayla, will you annoy me with your savagery for the rest of my life? Will you make me a father? A husband and make me the happiest man on earth? Will you please fucking marry me?" My voice was stuck in my throat. I bent on my knees almost about to sob but I covered my mouth with my hand before crashing my lips to Jimin's.

"Is that a yes?" he barely managed to speak between the kisses. "Yes, yes I love you Jimshit." he slipped a silver diamond ring which looked almost like a delicate strand in my left ring finger. "I. love. You. too." Jimin said and stopped at every word to take a peck on my lips. For a minute I just kept looking at my ring. It suited me so damn much, how much it fit in my fingers in just the right way.

"As for making love or having hardcore sex, I'll make sure that you scream my name after two whole fledged years." Jimin diverted my attention before making me lay on the floor and hovering above me. "My back is freezing." he placed soft kisses on my neck as giggles found their way. He swiftly got up and placed me on the bed.

I was kissing my boyfriend, my fiancé, my future husband, the man who was supposed to kidnap and then hand me over, my v-card and heart stealer. I held him in my arms and it was then when I knew that without Park Jimin my life was not even possible. He is the reason why I wake up every morning and he is the one I can annoy for the rest of my life.

"Babe, that was so good." Jimin was still panting as he huskily said and took me in his arms. "That was the energy of two years, what do you expect?" I looked at him as he kept stroking my bare thigh.

"When did you plan all of this?" I asked him and a deep sigh left his lips. "You once expressed your love for the auroras so here you are, the proposing thing was planned since the day we had our first fight." My eyebrows rose when I heard him. I caressed his cheek as he fondly looked at me.

"We will have a hundred kids, I can never get tired of having kids with you."

"Park Jimin have a little shame, how much damage are you planning to cause to my vagina?" I pushed him dramatically before he cradled me in his arms again. "Isn't that already damaged after tonight?" I rolled my eyes to literal heaven when I heard his joke, sure a lot of damage.

"I hate you."

"I hate you more wanna lose your v-card because of me?" he flashed me his eye smile. I couldn't help but just laugh at his stupidity. How far we came since the day I dressed his gash in the hospital. Life would have been different and miserable if he never happened.

"I love you Park Jimin."

"I can spend my entire life like this, with you. I love you too, so fucking much." 

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It's up to you^~^ You can always ask me questions regarding this( I don't think you'll have any but if you do then comment only)

And I'll just finish off by saying that don't give up, even if it feels like the end it actually isn't. There is one person out there , him/her/them/non-binary/anyone who will make sure to give you all the happiness you deserve, to protect you from all types of heathens(mental or physical) , to love the fuck outta you with no conditions applied, who respects you as a person and the one who is gonna push you to become a bigger and better person. They will embrace your flaws no matter how bad mistakes you've made and no matter how much you've hurt yourself or someone else. They are gonna hug you tight tell you everything is fine and it actually will be.

Everyone deserves real love and I hope they will one day find it and that will be the most beautiful thing.

Love ya guys. Stay happy. More books on the way. xoxo.