Hai ..

Hello ..

Happy reading..

It's not a long story , it's a short and cute story , I just got this idea when I was traveling to tirupati from Hyderabad..

So just keep my words in this story , i hope you enjoy this one too .

Now let's begin the story.

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" gaadi sankya , **** vishakha patnam to Kodaikanal jane wali .......... expression platform number 3 par kadi "

Finally my first solo trip , nenu finally na first solo trip ki veltunnanu , ( finally  I am going on my first solo trip ) ,,  after seeing yeh jawani yeh deewani, almost sab ko yeh fantacy hothi hogi , friends ke saath ek group trip par Jane ka  , I have a small group in college, koel , Sanju , Sid, faizi , me ka..... ummm nothing , hum sab bhi ek baar ek trip par jaana chahthe the but end moment mein cancel , those were the day , in our engeneering college,

abhi engineering complete hokar 10 saal hogaye hai , i am in HR post in my company , on-site bhi jane ka chance mili thi  but deepu bilkul akela pad jayega na ..

Oh my bad Deepu means Deepak mahajan my dad , mumma ke Jane ke baad unka life mujhe dediya hai , aur woh apna Desh chod kar kahi nahi jayengey isiliye unhe chod kar nahi jana chahthi hunn...

But after a long working years I took a break in my work and going to Kodaikanal for a trip , umm not actually, ek chota sa meeting hai , uske baad thoda nature ko enjoy karne ka Mann hai

So as per the schedule, I just came to railway station and sat in my seat , Deepu humesha kehta hai agar asli life enjoy karna ho toh you have to travel in second class in railways , you can see the different types people , so I decided to travel in sleeper class this time ..

I just saw my watch , abhi train start hone mein 10 minutes time hai , so I kept my headphones and seeing all my sorroundings..

I saw a family were settling themselves in their seats , maybe they belongs to a joint family ,how cute and unke bags se South Indian food ki khushbu aari thi , oh my god abhi mujhe bahut jhor se bhook lagegi ,,

To divert my mind I saw the other side of my place , some army officers were chit chatting with each other,, I tried to read their batch NSA NATIONAL SECURITY AGENCY , i always respect them , this remembers me some spl special person in my life ..

" monami mere life ka ek hi maksat hai , mere papa ki tarah iss desh keliye apna Jaan sacrifice karna "

I shrugged my thoughts and onti ued to see others

I saw a middle aged  couple who are helping each other, isse zyada life mein kya chahiye ?? Jab humara kadam ladkada gaye toh sambhalne wala koi chahiye bus ..

I saw an old man who was staring at some one I saw the line of sight , that old man was getting emotional by seeing a group of children, may be he is missing his loved once ..

I went to him ..

"Uncle ji , abhi train start hone mein time hai na aake idhar thodi der rest kardijiye " i said to him , he too agreed , we talked for sometime and that old man became quite normal, and you know what we became good friends and I addressed him has dadu nd we exchanged our numbers , agar kabhi mein kailash giri jaaungi toh dadu se definitely milungi ..

I just observed my train was moving a little and in few seconds it took its speed ..

I kept my headphones properly and ready to see sunset view from moving train , my eyes fell on a person who was running towards the door to catch the train , ek minute keliye mujhe ddlg movie yaad agayi thi but , na mein sharuk hunn aur nahi woh Banda Kajol  , seeing his dress I got to know that he is also a member of NSA , so he is enough strong to catch the train ..

And with in few seconds he reached the train and catched the train and settled himself in my front seat , I am just seeing outside to see the view and most familiar voice took my attention..

" captain Adithya verma , you are 20 seconds late , tomorrow 20 km extra round "

This voice , this voice i never forget this voice , immediately i lift my head and saw that person and yes he is infront of me after 10 years , he is infront of me , am i dreaming ?? Ya yeh sach mein mere saamney hai ..

I was just staring at him ..

With black shades , NSA uniform , stern face , his two hands were in his pockets , " once a khadoos, always a khadoos , khadoos kahika "

" is that clear mr Aditya Verma? "

He again shouted , this time a little bit louder and that person saluted and said " yes sir "

He gave a glance to me and left to his seat , ek second he just ignored me , didn't he recognised me ?? How could he ?? Mana ki he didn't loved me but hum dost the 4 saal ki dosthi ko woh ayise hi bhul gaye ?? How could he ?? Kankajoora kahika , khud ko kabhi dekha hai ayina mein ?? Vampire se kum nahi hai ..

I sat in my seat by muttering some not so much harmful curses to him , that man who is in front of me farworded his hand , i saw him confusingly..

" i am captain Aditya Verma, working in NSA" he said by introducing himself..

"Hi I am mo..... ( I took a break and said ) rani sahiba " i said while shaking his hand , immediately I heard someone chock , yes he is chocked , that means he wanted ignoring me ,

Don't mess with me khadoos Sherghil .

Aditya is a jovial person, he just casually talking with me * ahem ahem * not so casually , he is firlting with me , yeh khafhi hai khadoos Sherghil ko jala kar raag karne keliye

" so rani sahiba ji " aa miss ho mrs ?? "Aditya asked me in flirty way..

" Aditya ji "

" ohh come on call me adi , Aditya ji is so much formal "

Before i could say anything , another officer maybe aditya's colleague came to him and said ..

" adi , cheif ne order Diya hai , unhe ek strong black coffee chahiye "

Aditya have a not so happy look to his friend and left from here in the search of his chief's favourite strong black coffee ,khadoos kahika , jithna inke batein kadwi hothe hai in ka taste bhi uthna hi kadwi hai ,, but beech mein adi fhas gaya ..

I thought to my self and chuckling inside , another boy tried to sat infront of me , of course ek ladki ki saamney wali seat kabhi Khali nahi reh sakthi ..

But this time someone stopped that another boy ..

" excuse me , this is my seat "     i know this will happen soon , jal kukde kahika , ignore bhi ayisa karta hai jaise mujhe jaante nahi , fhir kisi aur ke saath dekh bhi nahi sakta hai ,, upar se boltha ki " no Monami this can't be happen, we are not meant to be together"

Koi na now the ball is in my court , mein bhi dekhti hunn tum kab tak mujhe ignore kar pavoge ..

Time passed like this , every now I used to irritate him , but yeh kya vishwa mitr banke bhaita hai ?? Mana ki mein kisi ko bhi bina bataye chali gayi thi , lekin ithna bhi kya narazgi ??

Just then that family who were traveling with me passed me some biryani in a small paper plate ..

" it's ok aunty , mein parcel lelungi  " i said to them but they insisted me to eat ..

They offered him too , but seeing his cold and khadoos face , they dropped their idea to insist him , of course ek glare se sab ko chup karane ka alag sa training lekar paida jo huva hai ..

" waise aunty yeh veg biryani hai ?? "  I asked that aunty ..

" nahi beta mashroom biryani hai yeh , home made hai , tension math lo "   she replied , wait mashroom biryani?? Lekin mujhe mashroom se allergy hai , and i noticed a slight tension in his face , wahh ab toh react karna hi padega aapko mr ulti kopdi ..

I kept a spoon of biryani infront of my mouth and he dragged the plate from me , I had a smile on my face but flawed in next second by hearing his words ..

" samajte kya ho kudh ko ?? Kya lagta hai mujhe kuch samaj nahi ayega ?? , jaanbhuj kar mashrooms kha rahi ho taki mein react kar saku hai na ?? " he shouted at me with anger in his face and eyes , everyone were seeing us only ,,

" tum bhi toh mujhse baat nahi kar rahe ho , fhir maine socha ki " i tried to calm him down but he again shouted on me ..

" haan nahi karni hai mujhe baat tumse , jo ladki bina bathaye mujhe chod ke chali gayi ho usse baat nahi karni hai mujhe "    I can sense his anger , but why is he so angry with me ?? He only rejected my proposal , I don't want to disturb him , isiliye hi mein sab ko chod kar chali gayi thi mein...

" tumhe pata bhi hai , tumhari jane ke baad kithna doonda hai maine ?? Bus tum ne apni Dil ki baat bathadi aur chod ke chali gayi , aur mein pagalon ki tarah tumhe doondta raha " he said in a low yet painful voice and I am startled by his answer ,

Everyone especially his juniors were staring him with open mouth , maybe they saw tears in his eyes for the first time , I tried to wipe his tears but he stopped me and left from there by taking his bag ..

I silently sat in my place and tried to calm myself , but maine jo bhi kiya unke Khushi keliye toh hi Kiya ,,

Everything came infront of my eyes like movie ,

Flashback

Me,  karan , Sid , koel , Sanju , faizi were in the same college, same group , same year , we became close friends with each other , but karan is just not only a friend to me , he is more than a friend to me ..

It's became like his every favourite thing is my favorite thing ,, 

Once I asked him , which type of girl he like , " tumhe kaisi ladki pasand hai ?? Like kounsi qualities chahiye ,bade , bade ankey , lambhi Baal , fair skin , ayisa koi priorities hai kya karan ? "

He answered , " umm mujhe waise toh ayise koi priorities nahi hai but what is my thought process is , ankey kithna bhi Sundar ho , usmein aasu toh nahi dekh sakte hai na , hasi kithna bhi sunder ho , pain mein doond nahi sakte , Baal jithna bhi lambhi ho jab ulaj jate toh khubsurat nahi dikte , these all are just temporary, beauty is not temporary, kisi ko bhi especially ek ladki ko self confidence hi sab se biggest quality hai , that's what I like in any person .."

And I totally fell for him on that day , and finally himmat jutake fareway par propose kar hi di ..

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On the farewell day party

Karan dropped me at my home , I already share about my love to Deepu , he didn't have any problem with me and karan like any other parents ..

"Ok rani sahiba, farewell day bhi hogaya hai , ab acchese exams par dyaan do , iss baar bhi hum dono ke beech tough competition rehne wali hai ".  He said while closing the door ..

" karan , thodi der Rukh jao na plz "  I asked which he can't deny , of course I know he never  said directly but with his action I can sense how much he is possesive and caring about me ..

" kya hua Monami ?? Koi kaam hai kya   ?? Sab teek hai na " he bombered with his questions ..

I took his hand and take him to my garden , yes i love plants , so I decided to propose him at my favorite place but he is totally confused with my action ,I took a box from bag and sat on my one knee ..

He got startled by this and seeing me with shocked expression..

" sabhi log kehte hai na karan , love is most bueatiful thing in this world , no they all are wrong , pyaar usse bhi zyada khoobsurat hothi , jab we met our soulmate  , and I saw myself in you karan , i imagined my entire life with you , i want to spend my life with you , will you be my partner in this imagination" finally i proposed him and wating for his replay , I know it must be a shock for him , maybe he didn't expected this from me , this much soon ..

But his words made me broken from inside ..

" no Monami , this can't be happen, we are not meant to be together, "

"Karan ?? "

" haan Monami , yeh kabhi nahi ho sakta. Hum dono ki duniya bahut hi alag hai , hum dono ka life style , ambitions, everything is so different, mein iss country ko serve karna chahtha hunn aur tum zindagi mein bahut aage Tak ja sakthi ho , you are so talented girl , hum dono ka koi future nahi hai Monami .."

" Karan , tum kehna kya chahthe ho ?? "

" yehi ki tum mujhese bhi zyada acche ladke ko deserve karthi ho , , mein kabhi tumhe uss nazar se dekha hi nahi , you are just my friend nothing else "

All my dreams got shattered in seconds , and he left from there , maybe he is not able to digest my proposal,, I thought to give him some space ..

After that day we didn't have any proper conversation, when ever I used to start a conversation , he avoided that topic , days passed like this and for the first time I saw a disturbed and vulnerable karan , he didn't cleared his exams well , and he is not the same karan which I had seen till now , he is totally different now ..

I can take rejection but I cant see a disturbed karan , my love have to give strength to him , can't be a weakness to him  , so I have decided to stay away from him ,

At the same time Deepu ko bhi transfer hogayi thi , so we shifted to vizag , and we settled here only , and mein kisi ko bhi yeh baat bathaya hi nahi , bcoz i don't want to bother him again ..

But today all of sudden he is saying ki he searched for me , how ?? He never loved me right ?? Then what is it ??

I don't know when i dozed off into the sleep and my eyes were opened on next morning only ,

Only I found the empty compartment, everyone left from train and I am all alone  , this time he left me without saying anything..

May be he is right ,,

" we are not meant to be together"

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So that's it for today, just a random thought ..

I hope you like it ,

If you want part 2 of this story from karan's pov , msg me in comment box,,

If you get bored by this story , just leave it ..

And I can't promise when i will post part 2 bcoz I am able to write properly once I reached my home ..

I will update all my books once I reached my home town ..

Thank you

Bye 💖