Chapter 8 : Guilt filled apologies
Chapter 8 is here! :D I do not own Junjou Romantica at all! I just own this fanfic! Well anyway enjoy~
Misaki POV
"Usagi I'm so sorry"
Usagi looked at me with his lavender eyes shocked. He placed his cool hands on my cheeks and lifted up my face.
"Misaki?...are you...? Why would you need to apologize?"
Usagi sounded extremely confused, I laughed lightly.
"I remember Usagi, I remember everything"
I caused you so much trouble..
Usagi shook his head. He then tightly hugged me.
"Misaki, you have no right to say you're sorry"
Usagi's voice was low and kind, I turned my head that as against him towards his face.
"So you don't forgive me... I see"
I guess it was hoping too much that Usagi would forgive me for causing him so much trouble..
Usagi held me closer and spoke into my ear, his voice was trembling and I could barely hear him.
"Misaki.. You've done nothing wrong... I'm the guilty one.. I hurt you so much.. Even though you have done nothing wrong, I'm so sorry Misaki.."
Usagi's words shocked me.
He hurt me? I can't recall anything... Does he mean what he said to me about being troublesome? I already got over that because...it's true, if I say I forgive him he'll feel better..even though he has no reason to be sorry
"Usagi, I forgive you.. What you said was true, my job was causing trouble for you and more than that, I'm guilty of cheating.. I kissed Ijuuin-sensei "
I smiled trying to hide my sadness, so I could cheer up the sliver haired man whom I loved so much.
Usagi shook his head sadly, he then ruffled my hair.
"Misaki you had amnesia.. It wasn't you're fault.. It's my fault.. I-I hit you with my car..."
I looked at Usagi with horror.
He hit me with his car?!? That's why I had amnesia? Oh god Usagi... You must have felt so...
"Usagi, it was an accident! They happen please... Don't hate yourself... I still love you, I will always love you. Even when I forgot you I loved you Usagi, so please... Forgive yourself"
I started to cry, I couldn't believe Usagi had to face the horror of running over the person he loved.
I don't care that I got hit, I just want to be with Usagi
Usagi POV
"Usagi I'm so sorry"
I looked over at my Misaki, I couldn't believe he was apologizing to me. I placed my hand onto Misaki's cheeks and lifted up his face even more
"Misaki?...are you...? Why would you need to apologize?"
Misaki.. Do you remember everything? If you did... Why apologize?
I was extremely confused by my Misaki's words, Misaki just laughed lightly.
"I remember Usagi, I remember everything"
I'm so sorry, I put you through so much, all because of my selfishness.
I shook my head.
Misaki you did absolutely nothing wrong.
I tightly hugged my precious Misaki.
"Misaki, you have no right to say you're sorry"
My voice was low, only audible to people who were within a meter. Misaki turned his head towards my face.
"So you don't forgive me... I see"
I couldn't believe the words that came out of Misaki's mouth.
Don't forgive him?! I don't even have a reason to be angry!
I didn't like that my Misaki felt so guilty when he was innocent.
I brought Misaki even closer to me than he was before. I spoke into his ear, I couldn't even hear my own words but I knew Misaki could.
"Misaki.. You've done nothing wrong... I'm the guilty one.. I hurt you so much.. Even though you have done nothing wrong, I'm so sorry Misaki.."
Misaki looked shocked, I couldn't understand why though.
"Usagi, I forgive you.. What you said was true, my job was causing trouble for you and more than that, I'm guilty of cheating.. I kissed Ijuuin-sensei "
Misaki smiled, the smile hurt me. It was Misaki's false smile that he wore when he was upset.
Misaki...
I shook my head sadly then ruffled my Misaki's soft brown hair.
"Misaki you had amnesia.. It wasn't you're fault.. It's my fault.. I-I hit you with my car..."
Misaki's false smile turned into a look of horror.
Did he seriously not remember?!
Should have I reminded him?
What if the memories of him getting hit make him hate me, or worse, hurt him.
"Usagi, it was an accident! They happen please... Don't hate yourself... I still love you, I will always love you. Even when I forgot you I loved you Usagi, so please... Forgive yourself"
Misaki started to cry, I couldn't believe myself.
I made Misaki cry..
I hurt him.. Again
I'm the worst..
Me: thats the end of chapter 8!
Misaki: I'm sorry
Usagi: no in the one who should be sorry Misaki
Me: :< this story might be close to an end... But thankfully while writing this story I got and idea for another Misaki X Usagi story~
Misaki: o.o talk about good timing
Me: yeah I know >~> I'm lucky that my mind wanders
Usagi: can't that also be a bad thing that your mind wanders?
Me: >^> no...
Misaki: hope you enjoyed the chapter!
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