⚠SMUT⚠
♡Brendon♡

I feel horrible for doing this to him.

He's going to have hope in us getting back together but I'm going to leave tomorrow morning. I'm probably going to leave him in this hotel room in the middle of the night.

It makes me feel sick to know that I'm such a horrible selfish person but I want to say goodbye to him one last time in a way he won't forget.

I don't want him to forget me and I don't know why. It'll cause him more pain to keep remembering all he good times we've had together but but I still don't want him to forget me.

I never want him to forget how much he loved me and how much I love him.

We step into the elevator and as soon as the door closes my lips are back on his.

He's kissing me back but at a much slower pace. I want him to kiss me more aggressively. We don't have much time left before I leave and I want to remember everything.

We find our room and immediately stumble in.

I shut the door and push Dallon onto the king sized bed and start to undress him.

"Slow down Bren. We have time." He chuckles breathlessly.

If only he knew.

I just kiss him and we continue to undress each other.

Once we're down to our boxers, we begin a heated make out session.

I start rolling my hips into his to try and create friction and grunt.

I tuck my thumb into the waist band of his boxers, silently asking for permission.

I nods without detaching our lips.

I pull his boxers completely off and he does the same to me.

My hand immediately finds his already hard dick and he moans at the sudden contact.

We kiss for a few more seconds as I begin to pump him before he pushes me away.

"What's wrong?" I ask and he looks at me with tears in his eyes.

"Can we please just go slower. I want to remember this." He says quietly.

"But won't it be more enjoyable if we move faster?" I ask and he presses a soft gentle kiss on my lips.

"Please just let me do this." He whispers.

Why is does my last time having sex with Dallon have to be sad slow sex?

I nod and reconnect our lips.

I guess Dallon's topping. I'm not complaining because I definitely know he's better than I am and he feels great.

He moves his soft lips down to my neck and immediately finds the sensitive area that makes me moan loudly as soon as he kisses it.

He slowly kisses down my chest before stopping at my lower stomach.

He leaves a hickey there and I'm moaning his his name loudly as he kisses the tip of my member.

He slowly licks up the shaft and I'm becoming painfully hard at the moment.

"I'm gonna cum." I say and he immediately stops.

The feeling of buidling nerves slowly goes away.

Dallon pulls out the bottle of lube that he grabbed from his car before we checked in.

He covers a few fingers and inserts one into me.

He inserts a second one and starts moving them around before finally putting in a third finger.

We hadn't had sex in a month so I'm very tight.

"Do you have a condom?" He asks me and I nod.

"In my wallet." I say and he takes his fingers out of me before walking over to my dress pants and pulling my wallet out of the pocket.

I watch as an adorable grin forms on his face.

Fuck. He must have seen the small polaroid of us that I keep in there.

He returns back to the bed and slips the condom on before putting some lube on.

I hope he moves faster because I need a release.

He lines himself up at my entrance and slowly pushes on.

Stretching me didn't help much because he's huge.

He pushes himself deeper than he ever has and finds my prostate at just the first slow thrust.

I love it when Dallon tops.

"Please go faster." I beg as I look into his beautiful blue eyes.

Dallon doesn't respond but he keeps going with his slow movements.

When he starts sucking on the sensitive skin on my neck I moan loudly once again.

When he takes my member into his hand and slowly starts pump me.

My senses are completely overloaded.

My skin feels like its on fire.

Dallon moans into my neck and it sends me over the edge.

I cum hard into his hand and moan his name loudly.

I guess that caused him to come undone as well because with one final thrust, he cums.

We ride out our highs before he pulls out and takes off the condom.

He ties it off and throws it in the trash can before laying down beside me.

⚠SMUT OVER⚠

I cuddle into his side and rest my head on his chest.

I hear him sniffle and I look up to see tears in his eyes.

"Why are you crying baby?" I ask as I wipe the tear away that rolled down his cheek.

"I miss you." He says quietly.

"I do too baby." I say and he sniffles again and hugs me tightly.

I feel tears in my own eyes as he kisses my forehead.

"I love you." He whispers.

"I love you too." I say and he plays with my hand for a little bit before letting it go and pulling me closer to him.

I listen as his breathing evens out.

Once I'm completely sure he's asleep I slowly but surely separate myself from his gentle grip.

I stare down at his beautiful face and try to memorize every detail of his face like I might forget it even though I know I won't.

I kiss his cheek gentle enough to not wake him up before getting dressed and calling a taxi.

I go home and shower before laying in my bed and staring at my ceiling.

This isn't even my room anymore. This room so many things have happened in this room and I'm leaving it all behind.

But the worst thing about leaving is having to let Dallon go.

I will always love him and that I know.

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3:57pm

A/N

Next chapter is the last frens!

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