♡Brendon♡

On the car ride to prom I feel like I'm going to throw up.

He's not going to be here but he was supposed to be.

He was supposed to be here with me. We were supposed to have a good night and just be able to bask in each others company.

I hate that I took that away from us. I hate that I took that away from him.

I stare out the window as Ryan's shitty mixtape plays loudly through out his small car.

When we get to the school Ryan parks the car and turns to face me.

"You'll be completely fine Bren. He's not going to be there and you're going to have a good night with me, Spencer and Jon." He says and I try to smile.

"Okay." I almost whisper.

Ryan grins at me and we get out of the car.

I can't let my recent break up stop me from having a good time. I won't.

I put a genuine smile on my face that
immediately falls when I see who's standing in a corner of the gym laughing at a kid with hair bigger than his head.

I want to go home more than I did before.

♡Ray♡

Dallon and I arrive at prom and he has a determined look on his face.

We walk into the gym and both cringe at the shitty music playing before finding everyone.

Everyone looked amazing but when my eyes landed on Mikey, it felt like all the air was knocked out of my lungs.

His once black hair is now blonde and his lanky frame looks amazing in his suit.

Kristin is there but she's talking to Gerard.

"Hey Ray, I'm glad you came out tonight." He says with a cute little smile.

"I'm glad I came too." I say and his smile grows a little bit before taking both of my hands and pulling me into the middle of the gym where there's groups of people dancing.

"Dance with me Ray!" He tells over the music as he begins to dance.

He's not the best dancer but I find it adorable.

We're laughing and smiling together and for a minute I forget that I can never have him.

But I remember of course and suddenly I don't feel like dancing anymore.

I never should have come.

I frown and excuse myself before finding Dallon.

He's talking to Frank about something random.

"Hey Ray." He says with a small smile after Frank and Gerard leave.

"I hate Frank." I mutter.

"Why?" He asks.

"He told me that coming to prom would be good. He said that I'd have fun but now I just feel worse." I say sadly.

"Yeah. I don't want to be here either." He says truthfully. "We can still try to have fun though, right?"

A smile finds its way onto my face.

"You're right." I say.

Dallon and I start joking around and telling each other bad pick up lines until Dallon stops laughing and freezes in his place.

I follow his gaze to see Brendon Urie standing at the entrance with the same look on his face.

Brendon starts to leave so I tell Dallon that he should go after him.

And he does.

♡Dallon♡

I run after Brendon and find him in the parking lot facing towards a small black car.

I could feel the tears running down my face but I don't care. I need answers.

"Brendon." I say and he turns around quickly. He has tears running down his cheeks as well.

"Please just talk to me. I don't know what I did wrong." I say he sighs.

Brendon stares blankly at me for a few seconds before shaking his head and storming up to me.

He stands in front of me before kissing me roughly.

I want to pull away. I want to scream at him and argue with him.

I don't want to do that though.

I want to savour this moment because I know that it will never happen again after this.

I kiss back with the same aggression.

I stop the kiss when I get a text from Ray saying that's he's going home with Frank later and that I can drive home if I don't want to stay.

I send him a text back saying that it's fine and then reconnect my lips to Brendon's.

It's a needy lustful kiss that somehow continues until we get to my car.

I don't want needy and lustful with Brendon. I want pure love but he doesn't feel the same way.

Brendon tells me to stop at a really nice hotel because his parents are home.

We walk into the hotel together and Brendon pays for the room.

Are we really doing this right now?

♡Mikey♡

I see Dallon run after Brendon and I smile to myself.

They love each other a lot so I trust them to come to their senses.

I see Ray smiling as well and then he sees me and it slowly falls into a frown.

I don't know what I did to upset him. He's always smiling and it's weird to see him so down.

"What's wrong?" I tell over the music and he sighs.

"Ray, seriously. What's wrong?" I ask again and his eyes finally meet mine.

He looks so sad. I just want to make him feel better.

"I don't really want to talk about it." He says. "Shouldn't you be with Kristin?"

"No. We broke up yesterday." I say.

I want to tell Ray. I trust Ray.

"Why though? You guys were cute together." He says but I can hear a hint of happiness in his voice for some reason.

"I'm gay." I breathe out and Ray immediately smiles.

"No one's straight at this school." He says as he hugs me.

"Heh, yeah." I laugh awkwardly.

"Wanna dance?" He asks as and I from and nod.

We make our way to the dance floor once again.

We dance to many different upbeat songs that are on the radio until a girl from another school walks into the stage.

Her name is Lana and I'm pretty sure Dallon is friends with her.

"This song is for my beautiful Diamond." She smiles before one of the people behind her begin to play the bass.

It's  a slow song so most of the single people leave the dance floor.

I turn to see Ray staring at me and I shrug before I link my arms behind his neck.

He looks surprised at first but he gently rested his hands on my hips as we sway to the music.

I lean my head onto his chest and at this moment, I feel like Ray and I are the only people here.

I never knew I would few this way about Ray. I thought that he would always be known as Frank's best friend to me but that's clearly not the case.

We stop dancing for a moment and I lift my head up from his chest.

We stare into each others eyes before leaning in and connecting our lips.

I definitely like Ray Toro.

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Someone please help my gay ass out of this Rikey hole I've fallen into

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